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It's sooo funny how everything you talk about wanting in a partner is something I gave you, it's so fun hearing you talk about how unlovable you are and how you desperately want a partner and having to reassure you that someone else will love you. I love telling you that someone else will treat you the way you want even though when I did all of that for you it wasn't enough, it's soooo funny hahahahahahahahahahahaha

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maybe you’re the one who got away. maybe it was their loss. maybe you walking away meant you opened up yourself to the possibility of finding someone who could truly treat you right. just maybe.

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loving you was not a mistake. loving you was a lesson i was meant to learn.

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I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you and it's killing me not to say it

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I just want someone to care that I'm hurting. Is that too much to ask? I'm not asking anyone to stop their whole life but maybe a hug. Someone to say "it's going to be okay". Anything.

#original post #breakup

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How long is it supposed to take to get over a breakup you didn't want?

This is an honest question

It's only been a couple weeks but they're already over it, and no one else seems to think it's a big deal and act like I should just move on

It wasn't a long relationship necessarily but it was everything to me.

#breakup #heartbreak

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and one day, if i’m lucky enough. i will find someone who will actually enjoy my presence and the person i am enough, to choose me. over and over again. just like i will choose them and love them. one day

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I buy the flowers I never got to give you, and I put them in a vase on my kitchen counter

I watch as their petals turn dark and slowly fall off

I go buy more flowers

I cut the bottom of the stems diagonally and place them in fresh water

I watch as they wither and die

I go buy flower seeds

I place them in a pot with dirt and sit them in the windowsill and I water them every day

I wait and wait but they never sprout

I hold onto a love that can never flourish, because as soon as I touched it, it was already on borrowed time

I hold onto the love thinking it could blossom again, but it is winter and seeds are not petals, and sometimes all you can do just isn't enough

So instead I buy more flowers

#original post #poetry #i dont know if this counts but it is to me

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If the end of the world was near, where would you choose to be?

Would you panic and hide, or run for your life, or stand here and spend it with me?

#song lyrics

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My heart.

My heart loves you

My heart, it wants you

My heart, it begs you

My heart, it's screaming

It's waiting and it's bleeding

My heart, it loves you

But my heart

It will survive you.

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I would give anything to "only" be loved carnally, for people to look at my body and want it without a trace of romance or care in their mind

I would take anything over the loveless mess I've always been

#original post #vent

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Famous sights I wanna see you seeing, and nights of you-and-me-ing <3

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It hurts to know I wasn't and still am not enough. It hurts to know that you simply didn't love me enough, if at all...

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And I know it's not easy to love me, I know the world is cruel and hurtful, but when you gave me this ring I thought it meant we could work it out together

The world is cruel and hurtful and it changes, yet still I wear it and ache for you

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“I knew when I said I love you that I was inventing a new alphabet for a city where no one could read”

— Nizar Qabbani, Between Us