veeshakusky

[veeshakusky]

[veeshakusky]

Everything is falling down in one second. My world, moral principles, whole my life it’s eternal fight with my physical and my astral body. They pretend to be in a balance but they’re completely disturbed, disoriented and disordered. Ddd. I convince my body to “live” but every time i open my eyes at the mornings my mind still wandering in the desert of my own memories in research for only one memory to approach my sick brain burn it down.

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[veeshakusky]

The feeling of something forgotten, warm and pity overtakes me every time i close my eyes and then i don’t feel hellish chronically pain and everything around me seems faked, illusionary and insanely stupid as we were in a fairy tail but instead of knights, kings, princesses and dragons just We Are. Real life human beings. Flawless and miserable. I enter in the train car walking till the last passenger seat and through not fully opened door i see her. My grandmother seats in there, she doesn’t see my. How many words could with a flow exploded from my mouth, how much actions of care i could do for her but its meaningless. There’s nothing besides pointless memory because that all i have now.

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[veeshakusky]

I just don’t know what I’m supposed to be

#bill murray #scarlett johansson #lost in translation #japan #tokyo #tokyo aesthetic #sadnees #sadcore #aestehtic

[veeshakusky]

[veeshakusky]

In the room full of light and joy i see only darkness. One black spot getting bigger and deeper with an every second. My mind explodes and twisting in endless controversial ways. You are the only one bright star which need to shine till the end of times and when you ask yourself about doubtful meanings of eternity you’ll never find the answer.

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[veeshakusky]

They said: “so, you u’re into the darkness, what’s the deal, just turn on the light.”

But every time I’m trying i just feel like blind little cat who not able see anything yet.

#sadcore #sad poetry #im sad and tired #darkness #writing #mindless #thoughts #suicudal #depressing post #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression

[veeshakusky]

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