2ovenya

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one thing this spring break taught me is that friends come and go but family always stick 🥺🤍.

i was feeling doubtful of my success in college and the way mom shut it down because my doubts was never my fault, it’s the faculty and students shortcomings that i’m dealing with unfortunately ! i immediately felt so much better and all of the doubts went out the window 😭✨. also my sister not only prayed for me once but twice today was the cherry on top as God made today by far perfect from the moment i woken up. i’m so thankful and blessed ! i give all of my thanks and praise to God 🥹🫶🏾. AMEN !!

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #little note #family is always going to be there #it’s okay friends come and go maybe they’re not friends after all #doubts are a temporary problem but having faith is the permanent solution to it #thank you God for everything and i mean EVERYTHING #God is good #thank you Lord for blessing me with the greatest family ever !! #amen #☁️🩷🪽

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as a reminder from last year since i was in a situationship (thanks april 19, 2023 i won’t forget you 😚), never will i EVER chase a man that doesn’t even fit the missing rib inside of me ! if he doesn’t want me, that’s fine because i don’t want him either. if he wants me for all types of sex, then i dang sure don’t want him. i rather be with someone that wants me and i want them too. someone that brings me closer to God and not hell. like why do i have to be the one to do all of the work to be with someone when that’s not even what God intended for His children in the first place. we meet half way, not one person doing all of the work. i know my future spouse is from God because HE said no, not me and anyone else.

anywho, God told me that His promise is coming to pass and i’m extremely excited ! you know it’s from Him when all you feel is peace even though chaos.

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #situationships should be talked about and taken seriously #note about the Lord #note about life #again i won’t ever chase a man that always ends up running away from me in the end #never will i ever spread my legs for a man that’s going to use me for their pleasure and leave me #it’s getting old like save yourself for the right person in marriage #if i rather chase God to chase a man especially if he doesn’t want me #if the Lord promised me that everything is going to come to pass best believe i’m going to believe it ! #instead of me spreading my legs ~ i’m spreading the gospel HOW ABOUT THAT ?! #i’m so excited for the promises #if you feel peace ~ then sweetheart that means God is with you even in chaos #☁️🩷🪽

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i had a dream i was preaching the Lord and sharing my love for sarah nathaliè 🥹🫶🏾🩷 like IYKYK !!!

i feel even more called to Christ and my identity is found within’ Him, HALLELUJAH 😭🙏🏾🤍 !

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #preaching the Lord 25/8 #i will not stay silent about my Father God and my Lord Jesus Christ #sarah nathalié is my ONLY favorite female artist out there in the world #she sounds like an angel and a whole gem #God thank you for putting me onto some phenomenal stuff !! #i’m found in Christ and not the world #☁️🩷🪽

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the crazy part about being an Christian is the fact you have two people after you, one being God and the other being the enemy. no one is not going to understand it unless you’re in it. if nothing is phasing you at all nor is there any challenges at the moment, you should be concerned because that means the enemy already has you. if he doesn’t have you, he’s going to go above all means to get you in which isn’t going to work because God got you 😌🤍. plus ever since i started spreading the word of God and doing everything for Him, the attacks gotten worse for me in which i don’t care because i’m siding with God anyway.

the Lord is elevating me and saving me after every breath i take, even though i was sick yesterday and my right leg hurts today ~ God will save me and heal me. but i know this is a big fight because i’m getting attacked heavily and i feel disconnected plus sluggish on everything. with repentance and prayer, i will be saved in Jesus mighty name ! amen 🙂‍↕️🙏🏾

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #Christian note #this is real #spiritual warfare is NO joke especially as a Christian / woman + man of God #God got me and i got Him #thank you Lord for healing me and saving me #God won !! GOD WON !! #amen #☁️🩷🪽

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i’m finally active on @psalmsful 😭🩷✨ ! i haven’t been on it in like a month but don’t worry, i got you all covered ! i posted a ton today that i’ve been wanting to for a while now. anything for the Lord Jesus Christ and my Father God ! let’s not forget the Holy Spirit here either 🥺🫂☁️. amen to that ~

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #your girl posted a lot on psalmsful today and i’m happy #thank you God for everything !!!! #i love God Jesus and the Holy Spirit #amen to everything i’ve accomplished for the Lord today #☁️🩷🪽

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a sweet and also realistic reminder 🎀✨

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #reminders #love reminder #realistic reminder #for those who need it !! #☁️🩷🪽

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happy happy birthday to my mama 🥹🎂 aka the seonghwa to my yunho. i know it was yesterday and i posted about twice on instagram (because i go all out for you) but i couldn’t help but post about it on here 😭🫶🏾. you’ve been my rock, my everything, my sweetheart, my angel, and everything i’ve ever dreamt of in a mother; you embody it all especially all perfect things too 🫂🤍. life has been hard lately and i know back then it’s been hard towards the both of us, but i’m so happy they happened because it led us closer together !! in every multiverse, i will still chose you as my mother 🥺🩷. i thank God every single day that you’re in my life and that you’re still alive. i also want to thank you personally for being here with me especially being into ateez. i’ve never had this much fun with a group before and with anyone, except for you ☹️💔. you teach me what it’s like to be grounded and present, to still love your faves but get things done to live YOUR life. i no longer feel lonely in k-pop because i have you !! i appreciate you in and out, you deserve all sweet and good things sent your way 🙏🏾✨. i pray that God blesses you with the greatest year ever and everything to come. last two things, one i wish i was your mother so i can love you the way you’re meant to be loved. then two, when i have kids (in which you’ll be the first to know); we’ll all spend time together forever 🙂‍↕️🧸.

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #happy birthday mommy #my favorite human being on this earth #i love this woman so much #thank you God for keeping her here with me and those that loves her #i appreciate you God for creating her #i admire and appreciate her dearly !! #the seonghwa to my yunho ~ #my whittle k-pop buddy hehe #this whole message is the epitome of expressing my love #not me saying how i want to be her mom FHDDJS BUT IT’S TRUE THOUGH #i cannot wait when i have kids ! we’re all going to love her even more than ever #☁️🩷🪽

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i know i’ve been lucas this and lucas that, but for once in my life i don’t remember the last time i’ve been two faced with an artist and been bored of how companies treat my bias. it’s like i can finally breathe for once in life and be happy plus grounded instead of worrying about nonsense going on elsewhere. clearly i chose better and i chose the right artist to stan that has a story to tell and not entertainment to showcase :/

(reminder, at the end of the day he’s my favorite artist and that’s simply all 🥹🫶🏾🦁)

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #lucas #wong yukhei #he’s literally the most interesting artist in my life right now and the second is ateez #i can’t believe i wasted 4 years of my life on a group that did nothing for me in the end #not to sound ungrateful for them but they were good then not going forward honestly #i really chose the right one #man i love lucas AHHHH— #☁️🩷🪽

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lucas appreciation post 🦁🧡 + happy 6 years 🎉✨

happy 6 years my love 🥹🥳 !! on april 18, 2018 was the day you stole my heart. throughout life you’ve been my rock and my person. we’ve had our hardships, some i can’t even fathom but one thing i can say is i thank God that we’re still alive and happy. you make me extremely happy 😭🫶🏾. there’s no words to describe how grateful you’re in my life and that you’re one of my favorite people ever. every day that passes by, i love you more and more. i don’t care what problems arise, you’re still innocent in my eyes and you’re human just like me. just looking at you and even thinking about you, never fails to leave me breathless 😭🩷. i’m still stunned— we’ve been by each others side for 6 yearssssss ~ oh i’m happy haha. thank you for coming back for us, thank you for never giving up on us lumi’s, thank you for fulfilling your promise on having a solo career, thank you for coming out with your perfect comeback with some banging songs 😍🤭, and i thank you first and for more for being here. i’ll never get tired of saying i love you because i won’t and i really do love you pretty boy ~ have a sweet and impeccable day and i cannot wait for our 7 years soon 🫡🥂.

also to almost end april on a perfect note, not only was i there for our anniversary and there for the debut of his solo career; but i was able to collect all 3 versions of his album 🥺🤍. back in the day, april used to be a hard month for me due to mental health issues and what not. but now april is one of my favorite months and i see why hehe ~ i can’t wait for his next comeback. also not me pulling his beanie / silver chain / silver fit in majority of my merch 🤣🩶. i’m not complaining because as much as it loves me, I LOVE IT TOO !! another thing i wanted to say, is the boyfie material merch i got too.

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #lucas #wong yukhei #lucas renegade #renegade merch #lucas merch #happy 6 years pretty boy ~ #so happy and thankful !! even blessed #my best human being on this planet #i cannot wait for our 7 years anniversary and his next comeback ! #his silver fit LOVES me ya’ll look at how many times i pulled him or rather his silver chain necklace CHDJDJS #the greatest appreciation post for him ever !! #i’m OBSESSED with this photo so much #☁️🩷🪽

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THIS !!!

“When people talk, listen completely. Most people never listen.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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this is the most happiest i’d ever been 🥺🤍. 4-3 years to even 2 years ago, i would question life and wonder if everything is going to work out for me. the biggest problem i was facing was not allowing God to be here. i made myself into God to be control of life not realizing that’s going to later turn into my biggest doom. God is the epitome of love, happiness, prosperity, completion, fulfillment, and many more. i wished i seek Him more back in the day instead of people ☹️💔. i understand it’s a part of the story and the testimony, it doesn’t make it less hurtful though HAHA. before i would get lonely and would use things to fill a void, now i’m not lonely anymore and i no longer fill a void because Christ is in me. i’m so happy my 8 year old self decided to follow God and i cannot wait to tell her that i’m still following Him even in the midst of the good and bad days 🥹🙏🏾. but yes i’m just incredibly happy with God and now i’m enjoying my free time with spending time with Him, catching up on youtube, and my greatest friends ever ! my love for lucas and yunho has grown even more as artists (including ateez as a whole) than anyone before 😭🩵 so yeah well i mean— lucas is still on top haha but i digress. but now i’m on spring break and i hope all of you are doing perfect as ever. i’m happy to get in my grind for this week, spending time with family and my loved ones, getting deep into my korean, and doing more !

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #life update ! #happiness #thank you God !! #amen to a greater life now BECAUSE OF GOD AND NOT THE WORLD #God is more powerful and bigger than the universe #enjoying my free time now ~ yay #although hongjoong has been bias wrecking me but we’re not going to talk about that #but regardless lucas is on top !! #loved ones i’m ready to devote my time to you since i’m free hehe #it’s time to get deep into my korean #☁️🩷🪽

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i’m showering and i like to sit at the bottom of the tub relaxing and decompressing, i started looking at photos of lucas and here comes the tears 😭🩵

it didn’t hit me that he’s the ONLY artist i’ve genuinely cried for in my life, only HE brings me close to tears in this industry no one else

like these are tears of love and happiness 🥹🫶🏾 because it’s true ~ i love him and he makes me most happy !!

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #lucas #i love this man #he knows how to bring me to happy tears #i really appreciate him !! #LUCAS YOU MAKE ME MOST HAPPIEST !!! #thank you for existing pretty boy ~ #☁️🩷🪽

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i legit cannot stop thinking about him :( what’s going on with me ? 😭

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #i cannot sleep #i can’t stop thinking about lucas #help— #what’s going on ? #☁️🩷🪽

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not trying to rush anything or obsess over it, but i cannot wait for that day when the Lord sends me a girl best friend. someone where we can do EVERYTHING with. like go to church, worship God, read the bible together, go on adventures, take photos together, take aesthetic photos together, have a k-pop bias to go insane over (like for example: me and lucas), go to concerts, go to disney world, be at each others weddings, be at each others baby showers, have our children grow up together so they can be best friends, and do more ! God forbid if we ever have any conflict, i pray that we won’t run to other people and socials to talk about each other and our situations. i pray that we go to God to forgive one another, to heal each other, and to fight the enemy ! i cannot wait for that day 🥹🩷✨. amen to that ~

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #little note #future Godly best friend ! #Lord i cannot wait for that day when me and her will reunite !! #this note though hits— #amen to that #thank you God for everything #thank you God for giving me this feeling as well as having hope and excitement too #☁️🩷🪽

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right after i made that post about wanting to see lucas, why did monsta x stuck popped up into my head the moment i published it 😭

uhhh ya’ll….what does this mean ?

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #monsta x stuck song #why did it popped up into my head LITERALLY WHEN I FINISHED SHARING THE PREVIOUS POST ?! #help— #it’s a fire song #i’ve been listening to it since august of 2017 like it’s soooo old #☁️🩷🪽

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praying for that day i’ll see lucas live 🥺🤍

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #lucas #wong yukhei #yukhei #i’m legit thinking about the day i’ll see lucas live #i wanna see him so bad !!! #he’s the only person that’s on my mind right now #gosh i love him so much #my pretty and sweet boy #i also ordered all versions of his cd’s #i hope they come soon as well #i freaking love this man— #☁️🩷🪽

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i’ve had it in my head to do a storyline of myself when i was young up until now but pick the most important stages and ages of my where it can all connect to why i acted the way that i did and such

but i also wanted to do the same just to express my love for lucas and yunho of what they mean to me and why i love them

i don’t know just a interesting thought i’d had and i hope i can fulfill it someday 🥺👉🏾👈🏾

#🎀🫧🧸 #2ovenya #i need to do these storylines frfr ! #college is priority so of course i’m not able to do it but best believe i will ! #i got it mapped out it’s just all i gotta do is draw it out on my ipad #i love them all so freaking much !! #best believe i will fulfill it haha #☁️🩷🪽