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Dilara Findikoglu spring/summer 2023

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sorry I'm late I was in the shower and my mind took over

biting my fingers down to the bones and studying where the stories all come from

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“Reason is a good thing, that’s indisputable, but reason is only reason and satisfies only the rational abilities of a man, whereas desire is a manifestation of one’s whole life, that is, all of human life, including reason and including all its little itches.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground

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#hold me through this

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Wir zuckten kurz zusammen als das Schnurtelefon klingelte. Ich lief durch das Hotelzimmer und fragte überrascht "hello"? Es war die Dame der Rezeption und sie erwähnte etwas von einer Verifizierung die sie jetzt mit mir telefonisch durch führen müsse.

Unwissend was mir nun bevorstand, stimmte ich kurzerhand zu und fuhr fort: Okay? Da sagte sie es: "Ms. C… can you please spell your last name for me as part of this verification?" Es griff direkt nach meinem Herzen und ich konnte spüren wie mich eine bestimmte Euphorie sanft umhüllte. Ich richtete mich auf und schaute still zu dir rüber. Mir wurde so warm ums Herz. Es klang genau richtig für mich. Du konntest sie nicht hören, da ich sie nicht auf Lautsprecher hatte. Du konntest sie nicht hören wie sie mich gerade mit deinem Nachnamen ansprach und alles in mir blühte.

#a warm memory #lyrik #Wie ineinandergreifende Zahnräder #a.f. #deutscher text

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heart so heavy chest so full I see the moon–I cry for you.

a.f.

#haiku poetry #love poetry #may the moonlight cast a veil of forgiveness on my teary eyes - for him to recognize his woman behind this demise #moon poetry #longing #him him him #persian poetry #mine #a.f. #a.f #haiku #poetry #poesie #writing

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#how to grow up basically.. I know I know but still. how

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the past is dead the future died before it could be born and me i feel also not so good

#i feel also not so good - that syntax resonates with me

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دل به دل راه داره

— There is telepathy between hearts

A Persian expression used to explain how and why two hearts feel in the same way

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kafka was so right i literally could have built the pyramids with the effort it has taken me to cling onto life and reason

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general astrology, week of march 31st, 2024

this week is for eclipse buildup. we are just before a climax. chiron is involved. it is hard, but it is healing. let there be graceful help from divinity. be open to changes. not all of them are bad, many are miraculous. none of them are comfortable.

#inshallah

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makeup by mantislepretre for didu fw24

#want these glasses

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MARINA ABRAMOVIĆ LIPS OF THOMAS // 1975-97 [color photograph | 50.5 x 50.5”]

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Gavin Yuan Gao, from "Lullaby"

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