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Emily Henry and I need to have a chat because her releases are always at the beginning of my exam period, and I don't need this level of temptation.

#emily henry #funny story

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“Blink and you’re twenty-eight, and everyone else is now a mile down the road, and you’re still trying to find it, and the irony is hardly lost on you that in wanting to live, to learn, to find yourself, you’ve gotten lost.”

V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue

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luna mckinley & beckett harrington, the elementalists.

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So I stayed up and listened to it and formed very strong opinions about tracks, and then the next day, I met up with a friend and was so excited to show her certain tracks and my sleep-deprived takes were objectively wrong. So now I’m basically getting to experience for the first time again

I already finished The Anthology and I don't know... I'm so numb! And heartbroken! And kind of sedated! My heart is crushed! I so need to process this album, this is a masterpiece!

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sometimes I think about how fanfiction is generally regarded as a space for women, yet this is so consumed with the idea of an ingenue that it asks women why they're still here if they have the audacity to age. And there's a line of young girls who rise and fall with the highs of fandom curiosity, and you watch them exhaust themselves -- their author's notes a litany of apologies for not giving more until their posts become fewer and fewer. They give and give until you see the post wondering why they're not the magic they were when they were fourteen. It happens again and again, but it was never supposed to happen at all.

#I listened to too much TTPD #and then I read a Wattpad update from a 19 year old apologizing for not having the free time she did when she was 15 #and now we're here #fanfiction #sad girl thoughts #women

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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chloe or sam or sophia or marcus - taylor swift

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shout out to how we thought ttpd would be old adacemia but its actually american gothic

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Taylor Swift gaslighting us like she didn’t CAPITALIZE THE NAME

Taylor Swift for 'thanK you aIMee':

“I don't think you've changed much And so I changed your name, and any real defining clues And one day, your kid comes home singin' A song that only us two is gonna know is about you.”

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Someone stop me before I fully convince myself “thanK you aIMee” is about Kim Kardashian

#taylor swift easter egg #tay tay #Taylor Swift #tortured poets #the tortured poets department #TTPD #thank you Aimee

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IM SO DEPRESSED I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY

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God what a day to be an unhinged Swiftie on the edge of a quarter life crisis

#the tortured poets department #TTPD #Taylor swift

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The fact TTPD’s aesthetic isn’t southern gothic is a huge missed opportunity

#TTPD #tortured poets #Taylor swift #tortured poets department

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One week left of law school and I just realized that I managed to become a lawyer before finishing one fanfic series

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Me in 2017 surprised by Taylor Swift Easter eggs during an eclipse 🤝 me in 2024 also surprised by Taylor Swift Easter eggs during an eclipse

#Taylor swift #taylor swift easter egg #tortured poets #eclipse #great american eclipse

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I was Orpheus and my girlfriend was Eurydice. I didn’t turn around and when I reached the end, she was gone.