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I had it in mind for about a week to make a post about "withdrawing in disgust is not the same as apathy" and I happened to be looking at posts from 2 years ago and saw that I already did it. so if you're wondering why I never make interesting or thoughtful or clever posts anymore it's because I already said everything and then I died that summer so I can't make any new thoughts. it's completely terrifying to me that I've been so stangnant for so long

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I want to be good and I want people to like me and I want to like people. I don't want to feel like a space alien among my family, which I am told is a category of person that you are supposed to feel an innate closeness to, but I don't and I don't know why I don't, I don't want to feel like a space alien on the train thinking about how everyone else on the train is fine with showing their faces to other people but I'm not and I don't know why I'm not, and my face is a direct product of my family and I have to have this face even if I don't feel any innate closeness, and I feel like a space alien looking at my face too

#09

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staying seated during a standing ovation even though I liked the show because of my contrarian nature

#09

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I think a problem I've always had with the common conception of culture is the assumption that everyone who is part of a given culture feels deeply connected to it or has reason to

#09

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if anyone lost their asterisk key in hudson river park, I have it

#09

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feel like I don't really have "blogging" in me anymore. I don't have anything to say

#09

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if you separate yourself from advertisement for long enough you gain a trait where seeing it has a 50/50 chance to be either the funniest experience of your life or horribly miserably depressing

#09

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No Surprises EP CD and packaging 

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the way I view other people might be permanently fucked forever I don't think there's any hope of fixing it. at least I can still watch movies

#09

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Etsuko Miura: '窓' window (2011)

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