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You left me with a lot of questions and no one to answer them 🤷🏽‍♀️

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You were the biggest lie I told myself..

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Fire and air

you’re air and I’m fire. help me spread this passion .help me hit the sheets and burn our love into ashes; Ashes you will spread until it Consumes us because you’re air and I’m fire

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Distante

Te quiero distante como el ayer

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Learning

I’m learning to not give it all.

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Parts of me

You want

the parts

of me

that

I refuse

to give.

-Santana

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Layers

Didn’t realize how much the people I love are hurting.

But that is because the layers of pain from their past traumas hide from Plainview.

Swimming through alcohol exceeds their vulnerabilities, in which they let their guards down.

The pain becomes apparent, it’s raw.

And it scares me because you start to see that that the people you love are walking around under well kept facades

Pain so deep its imprinted in their souls

at 4:30 in the morning it hits me like a ton of bricks; that pain is the driving source not love.

The attempt to Protect myself from layers of pain build up around me

but it’s too late, I can’t unsee the pain.

like them, I stay awake preventing these layers of angst from surfacing into plain sight.

-Jen edit

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Layers

I didn’t realize how much the people I love are hurting.

But that is because the layers of pain from their past traumas hide from Plainview.

You have to dig them out through alcohol , through moments in which they let their guards down.

And the pain becomes real, it’s raw.

And it scares me because you start to see that that the people you love are walking around with hidden pain. Pain so deep is embedded in their soul.

And now it hits me at 4:30 in the morning that pain is the driving source not love.

And they try to Protect me from their layers of pain by building a wall around me but it’s too late because I can’t unseen the pain.

And like them I stay awake fighting these layers of pain from from hitting the surface , from being in plainview.

-Santana

#growth

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Parts of me

there are different parts of me that want her closeness and they are also working toward distance.

#love pain #i love you

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Hurting

Trust me this is hurting me more than is hurting you 💔

I haven’t shed a tear but that is because if I do I won’t be able to get over the heartbreak.

#love pain #i love her

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“and i repeat this everyday: i cannot shut down”

— e.e.

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So much of what we learn about love is taught by people who ever really loved us.

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by David Drake

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