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this is how he should have looked in the first place this world is so evil

#mmmmmmmbig boy #Halsin uwu #Halsin #bg3

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sorry for going radio silent and not posting in forever, guys; it turns out depressive episodes are, in fact, real if you don’t take ur meds consistently but the good news is we’re back ‘cause we’re MANIC BABY !!!!!! !!

#bipolar #bpd #random journaling

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AYE IVE BEEN REAL SAD AND OFFLINE BUT PATCH 5 FUCKS

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Fat people deserve to enjoy feasting holidays just as much as thin people.

Fat people, eat what you want today. Allow yourself a second plate. Take home leftovers. Don't force yourself to be last in line for food. Shut down diet and weight talk. Tell the people who try to start it that it makes you uncomfortable. Wear what you like to dinner. Enjoy dessert. Do not tell yourself to "make up" for this meal tomorrow.

You are inherently allowed and deserve to eat food because you are a living, breathing human being, and no one can take that away from you. Anyone who says otherwise about you and your right to nourish yourself is valuing thinness over your literal survival needs. Their opinion is trash and should be thrown out with the rest of the garbage.

Stay strong today. The diet culture and fatphobic talk will be in full force, but you are stronger, and your needs are more important than the bigoted opinions of judgemental friends or family members.

You've got this.

-Mod Worthy

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#my paper got rejected from a journal today because it ‘cited too many sources’ #are you mcjoking #I didn’t even realize that was a Thing #random journaling

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Y’know how each of the cullens in twilight has a special superpower on top of being a vampire? Mine would be procrastination

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sry I’ve been afk for a few days I redownloaded the twilight audiobooks again and I’m back on my tween bullshit

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true souls... with animals 🐾

available as stickers very soon!!

#ow wow op these are beautiful

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Wow everyone is going through it. Hold my hand

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it is really exhausting to be called “condescending” when you’re literally just a woman who is highly educated on a subject……………………………………………………………….….….I feel like I would not get called “condescending” NEARLY as often if I were a man

Any woman with expertise, especially a woman who dares to acknowledge her expertise, will always be told she’s “condescending” when she’s literally just explaining or teaching something from the perspective of her expertise

why are men allowed to earn positions of expertise and acknowledge that expertise whenever and however they please whereas women are expected to perform theirs in such a way as to not “condescend”

#phdblr #academia #grad school

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when will people realize I’m never trying to be condescending I’m just fucking autistic

#random journaling

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#karlach what if we burnt my inner thighs…together #I volunteer as brisket #I volunteer as trivet #I volunteer as fire blanket #want her to disco my inferno til I burn baby burn #karlach

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it does baffle me that larian decided to give karlach a smokey eye

#I was just thinking about this #some mascs wear a lil makeup but definitely not #like…beauty makeup #also what fucking eyeshadow is she using if her fingertips are literally hot as hellfire #does she special order it from the Sephora in hell #I could see her wearing eyeliner in an edgy punk dykey way but not a gd smokey eye #out here lookin like she just watched a james charles vid

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I’m making Jamaican oxtail (for the first time; I’m white as snow from the Deep South USA)

y’all it smells UNREAL it smells INSANE I’m so excited

#random journaling

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"i just don't like masculine women" literally i'm so sorry for you loss. i hope you get well soon

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Marina Abramovic y Ulay, The World is My Country. The Sex Life of Flowers, 1982

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applying for academic jobs is a horrifying combo of forcing yourself to overinflate your accomplishments to show why you are the top qualified absolute total best choice for the position when you may be already fighting the uphill battle that is imposter syndrome and of embarrassing masochistic self-debasing near-begging for a job that may not actually even hit the self sufficiency income minimum in the area where the job is located