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Tracey Emin, from the series Exorcism Of The Last Painting I Ever Made, 1996

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i think the reasons why fart jokes arent funny in movies but funny with friends is because fart jokes made by corporations don’t have the most important ingredient put into them. and that ingredient is love

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Common thoughts of neglected children:

my parents are just too busy to notice something is wrong with me

they just don’t know how to show they care

they are too stressed with their own lives to pay attention to me

they’re worried they’re going to say something wrong, so they say nothing

they can’t handle taking care of me because I’m too problematic and demanding so they’re just waiting for me to grow up

I’m not someone who needs care and my parents know this

they would have cared if they noticed something was wrong

they would have noticed if my depression/anxiety/ptsd got worse

they would have acted if something seriously bad happened to me

bad things that happened to me were no big deal, I could handle it alone

they were worried about spoiling me so they made me take care of myself

they didn’t want me to grow up a wimp so they made sure I couldn’t

they were teaching me responsibility when they left me all on my own

they believed I was doing much better than I really was

they didn’t neglect me on purpose, it just happened

I understand them too much and I’m horrified at the mere thought of them taking care of me

they in a way that suffocates me, I preferred the neglect

I did okay on my own, I’m fine, my streak of abusive friendships and relationships is my responsibility to deal with

I didn’t need a lot of care as a kid

I was a rotten child who didn’t deserve any care

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OWEN TEAGUE as ALEC I SEE YOU 2019 | dir. Adam Randall

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“Many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. And it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘What do I care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ Yes, evil often seems to surpass good. But then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. One morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. And so I must still have hope.”

— Vincent Van Gogh

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“I feel small but so are stars from a distance.”

– ten word poem

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nobody warns you this but addiction happens without you noticing and one of the first things that it attacks is your ability to care. if you find yourself using recreational drugs every day, stop and take one day a week sober. if you struggle with this or if you don't see the point of the exercise, you are likely already addicted and you need help.

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Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

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She’s not really my type.

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Tracey Emin, from the series Exorcism Of The Last Painting I Ever Made, 1996

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The sounds of the 80s.

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I LOVE UNCONVENTIONAL ARTWORK I LOVE SHAKY LINES AND EXAGGERATED PROPORTIONS I LOVE CLASHING OR GRUNGY COLOR PALETTES I LOVE “WEIRD” SUBJECT MATTER I LOVE ART MADE FOR FUN I LOVE ART THAT HAS LOVE PUT INTO IT I LOVE ART. AND I LOVE ARTISTS

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I don't actually have anything to say I just need to look like this

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On This Day In History

April 23rd, 2005: The first YouTube video is published.

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