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the last person he thought to be here was malia. he didn’t think he still had her number in his phone. then again he never had much courage to completely erase her from his life, even though part of him wanted to. it would be easier that way. the truth was -- he missed her more than she’d ever know, and though he was tired of caring for her, because it was just too much for him he couldn’t. looking at her for a long moment he winces when he tries to move, parts of his body bandaged up from the fight that they had gotten in. “hi,” he says, his voice is hoarse and he looks like shit. he’s not going to fight her tonight, in fact -- her presence is welcomed. he looks down at the bullet that grazed his side and winces again. “fuck,” he’s never felt more vulnerable than he does right now, and he hates it.
she doesn’t know what to do when she gets a call telling her that davey is hurt. it’s on the tip of her tongue to tell them that he’s not her concern, he’d made that perfectly clear, but the thought of him being completely alone is enough to convince her to visit him. no matter how much she wants to stop caring about him, it’s impossible for her. she’d called hayley on the way so she could bring her too because mikey was hurt — malia could only imagine what kind of situation they’d gotten themselves involved in — but they’d gone their separate ways when they’d arrived. one of the nurses takes her to his room and stops outside, smiling at her hesitantly before leaving and malia is left alone. she doubts he’s even expecting her. he won’t want her here. she hesitates for a moment before opening the door, leaving the door open so she can leave quickly if need be. “hey,” she mutters. she wants to ask if he’s okay but it’s pretty clear that he isn’t.
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hayley didn’t understand what malia was talking about when she had gotten the call, though once she heard mikey’s name she had figured for the worst. they hadn’t talked in so long, they had finally had a long break from the numerous times that they had bumped into each other hayley was getting used to him being gone for good, and it was painful. when she had given mikey’s name they asked what relation, saying that he didn’t request for anybody and hayley shook her head, claiming that she was his family. when she had been escorted to his room and looked over to see him she gulped. “m-malia,” she said, her voice shaky. “i guessed you’d be here too,” taking a deep breath she walked closer to him and took a long look at him. “a-are you okay?”
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mikey has no idea how he got here. he can’t even remember blacking out, although he must have. he just can’t believe he actually woke up again. frankly, he’d resigned himself to the fact that it was probably the end. the nurses crowding around his bed had asked if he had anybody they could call and he’d told them no. his family didn’t need to worry themselves over him. so to say he’s surprised to see hayley walk through the door is an understatement. he pushes himself to sit up, despite his body protesting. “what are you doing here?”
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top 30 tv ships as voted by my followers
#twenty-two: s t a l i a
“i would never leave without you.”
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@escxpekey
he can’t remember being sent to the hospital. he can barely remember the fight. he blacked out sometime around the gun being pulled and grazing his side, the pain was enough for him to completely black out and here he was, being surrounded by a ton of nurses, asking him questions but he doesn’t realize what he’s saying. he has no idea if mikey is alive or not- or if even he is alive and this is some weird purgatory he’s stuck in. he wouldn’t be surprised. he tries to sit up but his body is too weak. they say someone is on their way, but he thinks that’s impossible- his mom has been gone for weeks now.
#escxpekey#back from the dead ohhh guess whos back back again#shadys back tell a friend#guess whos back guess who back guess whos back#nah nah nah nah nah#davey
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she doesn’t react to him right away looking at their situation. she just inhales a deep breath, grabbing her comfy shirt and shorts to change in too. “yeah, i got it,” she says, with a moderated tone, she grabs the phone and calls for extra pillows, if he wanted to be like this she would make sure that they were separated as much as possible. she built a line from pillows for them and then nodded her head towards the space as she quickly changed and gotten into bed.
a groan escapes his throat as soon as he opens the door to the motel room. he should have known they’d give them a room with one bed the moment he said ‘newlyweds.’ he wanted a discount, not a fucking cuddle buddy. “great,” he mutters, rolling his eyes. he has half a mind to tell her to make a pallet on the floor, but he bites his tongue instead. “just stay on your side and we won’t have any problems. got it?”
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You dont need me. No one needs me. The only person who needs me is me, and I don’t even want me.
(via hxwlett)
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@offreset
it shouldn’t have come as much of a shock to hayley seeing that there was only one bed when they had arrived to the hotel. she didn’t say anything about it though, she didn’t talk much during the car trip, not wanting to be more of a nuisance she felt she was. biting down on her bottom lip she placed her stuff on the chair near the bed and then ran a hand through her hair. it had been a long day of driving. “i’ll take this side,” she muttered.
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I’m made up of black coffee, untamed hair, and poorly suppressed anger.
The Never Book (via paathos)
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ooc; ayeee i’m aliiiiiiive i’m getting to drafts tonight but probs post them tomorrow i’m so tired and this week has been so busy ohhh my god.
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it's only monday yet i know it's gonna be the longest week of my life. send help.
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he sits in the passengers seat and gets himself comfortable, and then he thinks of someplace that he wants to go and hasn’t gone to in a while. and then it hits him -- he smiles for a moment and then speaks, “the beach.”
“anywhere,” she tells him, although it doesn’t exactly answer his question. she opens her car door before plopping into the driver’s seat. “how about you tell me where you wanna go?”
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she rests her eyes for a while, it was always easy for her to fall asleep in a car than it was in a bed -- probably because she had moved around so much a car was more safer and comfortable than any bed she had every been in, because things were temporary. “just a chocolate bar,” she mutters, grabbing her jar that she had brought from home full of movie that she saved for emergencies, she hands him a couple dollar bills that’ll pay for both of them as she resumes back to her position.
finally she’s taken the fucking hint. mason was beginning to think she’d be a handful, but as long as she’s quiet he’s sure he’ll barely even remember she’s there. he turns into a drive-thru for dunkin’ donuts before turning to her, already dreading the fact that it’s necessary she talks again. “okay,” he mutters, exhaling a sigh. “what do you want?”
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he closes the laptop down and then grabs a sweatshirt to follow her out to her car he assumes. “yeah, you’re my hero,” he chuckles, nodding his head, sticking his hands into his pockets he catches pace with her. “where do you want to go?”
sloane scrunches her nose at the computer, not quite sure what ‘debug’ means since she’s not exactly tech savvy. the most she can do is post a tweet or a photo on instagram. “so, i guess you can me your hero now, right?” she chuckles before nodding over her shoulder. “c’mon. let’s just go drive or something.”
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