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#me cuttinh deep into my leg for being a stupid idiot bastard ; ooof f

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#I’m dosick #in my head #solethijgfs so wrong with me #help

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#punches myself in the head. #draw good you stupid idiot

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#I wish I hadn’t eaten uhbfbbhbbbb lmao

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#tries to fight my eating disorder off with a stick but I also need to lose weight hhhhnnnnn

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#@me shut up chshut up!! #can’t u keep ur big fat fufkckng mouth shut! #for once!

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#me: I ddont feel joy in living life anymore and I just want to die #me: I need help pls #everyone: that hurts my fucking feelinsg do you know how fucjing hurtful that is

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#okayokayo gottaa gottaasend the stuff before

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#happy birthday

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#it's already over

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#omgh it'd be days before my mom even found me #she never comes in my room #onhgbjf

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#I keep texting people but everyone's asleep what's the deal peopel it's only 2 am wake up

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#my room would make a shit tonn of money

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you promised these kids krabby the clown

but all i saw was

cheapy the cheapskate

#me@me

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Quotes and picture from my journal from my stay at McLean Hospital