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old future!scollace sketch ♡

#scott pilgrim #we were so robbed

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#I have started to do this again

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"rpf is fine" says the most rpf'd man on youtube

#I LOVE YOU PHIL LESTER

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this is incredible

#this is literally the first Phil video I’ve seen in ages #I couldn’t refuse

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im adopting the ‘dark jock’ aesthetic. i’m going to lurk around crumbling old institute buildings in a black tanktop with a skull on it and a backwards ballcap and i’m going to get dark academia people to write my essays for me while i call them nerds and doofuses and prep for the big dark football game

#IM FUCKING CRYING #THIS IS HILARIOUS

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⚧ trans love makes the world go round ⚧

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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck

#I just deleted one bc it got two notes🥲

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snoopy of the day

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time for bed !

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explain to me why they felt the need to look at each other like that

#ianthony #oh my god???? what is this from

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it’s so frustrating when you see yourself as a guy but no one else does

#big transgender sighs #I wish people could just see me the right way this is so frustrating #transgender #trans #lgbt

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#art #RACOOONNNNNN

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How I feel posting

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honestly kinda unfortunate that the only spooky library aesthetic is the victorian fancy bookshelves dark academia one bcos like. ok here's some library stories.

while i was at the university the library was undergoing a major refurbishment so for a little while the print journals were being stored temporarily down in the basement.

basically nobody ever consulted the print journals bcos 99% of stuff undergrads would be looking up is online these days so every time i went down there it was dead fucking silent & empty. you had to walk through what felt like several miles of empty basement to reach the collection, which was in a room w a photocopier shoved in the corner and a bunch of these:

u turn the handles to move these around (saves space) and every time you had to go and check the aisles first on the offchance that someone was in there so they wouldn't get u know. Compacted.

many years ago i did a week's work experience with the National Library of Scotland. here it is:

but that's just the tip of the iceberg. it keeps going down the side of the bridge, like so:

i got a tour of the stacks while i was there. it's floor after floor of this:

the bookshelves are made of metal & i was treated to the 'fun fact' that the shelves are, bizarrely, load bearing. for this reason they have to be constantly vigilant about fire hazards because even a relatively small fire could cause a bookcase to buckle from the heat, which in turn could cause the whole building to collapse in on itself like a house of cards.

this has haunted me ever since!! thank you.

#I just love libraries

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The Birth of Venus by Botticelli figure/bjd

Part of The Table Museum collection by Freeing

Link: |X|

It’s super breathtaking:

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Keane performing Somewhere Only We Know I Hopes and Fears Tour in Amsterdam, Netherlands (April 19th, 2024)

#if I heard this live I would uhhhh I don’t even know