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The love has been gone for ages.

The desire has been gone for ages.

We've been roommates for years, husband and wife in name alone.

I healed my sadness, my loneliness, and my grief about the end of my marriage, all while still wearing a ring.

I decided to no longer hold myself shackled out of guilt and obligation and expectation.

I told him goodbye, for real this time.

I didn't expect it to hurt so much. I didn't expect the tears.

I didn't expect him to take the news so dispassionately.

But the truth is, despite the tears, I am at peace. I am happy.

I am ready to be myself again.

I'm ready to pursue my passions.

I'm ready to find real love.

The hardest steps are often the most necessary to put us back on the correct path.

I'm ready for my journey.

#divorce

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I ended my marriage today.

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Kevin Durant is a extremely high tier shitposter who just so happens to also be one of the greatest basketball players of all time

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There was a young man from Peru

Whose limericks stopped at line two

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There was a young man from Peru

Whose limericks stopped at line two

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Sometimes i write basic poetry with basic graphic design because gremlin brain says i can't do anything else until its out.

#poetry

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Truly animals are some of the most numerous creatures of earth

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down for whatever but only with you

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ash by tracy k. smith

piranesi vi, giovanni piranesi // the haunting of hill house, dir. mike flanagan // bony legs, joanna cole & dirk zimmer // midsommar, dir. ari aster // murder of agamemnon, pierre-narcisse guérin // game of thrones: a man without honor, dir. david nutter // goodnight mommy, dir. veronika franz & severin fiala // it, dir. andy muschietti // hereditary, dir. ari aster // crimson peak, dir. guillermo del toro // the vigil, dir. keith thomas // house of leaves, mark z. danielewski // spike field, safdar abidi // i’m thinking of ending things, dir. charlie kaufman // the lighthouse, dir. robert eggers // relic, dir. natalie erika james // annihilation, dir. alex garland // anatomy, kitty horrorshow

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#I tell my husband and friends that my energy is being spent internally today

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I once had a coworker I didn't like very much named Veronica and I ended up calling them Ronnie all the time for literally no reason other than i just nickname everyone.

And they hated me so they took great offense to my nickname but since I was petty I kept using it.

Anyway, its been 6 years and they just popped up as a suggested snapchat friend. Turns out, they're nonbinary and have full embraced Ronnie as their name.

A little full circle moment. Still don't like them tho.

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My new favorite thing.

#love when these stark men defend their wives from littlefinger

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Beautiful One Piece fan art by @futanekoya on Instagram 🏴‍☠️🧡

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all I want is to fall in deeper than I’ve ever been. why won’t you let me? i can handle your heart, so help me.

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Sanji and Mihawk are the OPLA characters I'm in love with, but the loves are two completely differently loves.

Like... if you made me do a OPLA FMK, Mihawk is F, but Sanji is M, ya feel?

Idk who gets K, but that bitch Nezumi is on thin ice.

#opla #sanji #mihawk

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okay i'll bite. who are the other two 1980s villains besides terry silver that turned your into a villain fucker?

WELL, in addition to the this fine ass bitch terry silver

Baby Icarus was also deeply head over heels for Jareth the Goblin King

And Steff McKee from Pretty in Pink

also baby bisexual icarus who did not know that crushes on girls was allowed was super into Rita Repulsa.

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Idk what the song is called because it came from a burned CD ripped off a cassette. But this is Patrick Stump’s first recorded vocal performance or something. He played drums for this band, Public Display of Infection, so he doesn’t sing every time…but around 1:35 he does this weird fast talking singing thing and I just die laughing every time. Poor widdle baby patrick.

#patrick stump #fall out boy