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2 years on T and 3 weeks post top surgery

I did it :)

#my post #ftm #top surgery #trans guy #trans man #ftm hrt #2 years on 3 #bluebond langner #rachel bluebond langner #bluebond

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surgery is done! i'm officially two days post-op.

if anyone has questions about DI with nipple grafts with Dr. Bluebond-Langner, feel free to ask.

one day post-op pic (tw: a bit of dried blood)

#ftm #my post #top surgery #rachel bluebond langner #bluebond langner #bluebond

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getting surgery in 25 days... so close yet so far

#my post #top surgery #dr rachel bluebond langner #bluebond langner #rachel bluebond langner #bluebond

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#It's 1 month and 11 days away and I can't stop thinking about it 🥲 #pain

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holy shit I can't stop thinking about getting surgery

#my post #aaaaaaaaaaaaaa #I'm so stressed and anxious #need to wait for insurance to authorize everything #need to get all the supplies #need to prepare #need to negotiate with my profs #top surgery

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theyre amazing! literally so easy! just pinch, put against belly, and push! basically an epipen but for T

im getting switched to xyosted autoinjectors in a week :)

#I had a little bit of an issue getting insurance to cover it and it would've cost around $275/month out of pocket #but hey i was able to pick it up #hopefully i can pick up next month's too :') #I wish I asked my doctor about autoinjectors earlier

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2021-08-11

it's been officially scheduled :) im getting surgery on february 11 2022!!!

2021-08-10

The consult with Dr. Bluebond-Langner went surprisingly well. Everyone I interacted with was friendly and taking measurements not as awkward as I thought it would be. I opted for DI and Dr. BBL told me that it'd look great :) I even got a surgery date!! I really wasnt expecting it because the nurse told me I wouldn't get one today, but Dr. BBL told me there was a cancelation just before she came to see me so she offered me the date :))

it hasn't been formally scheduled yet, but it's tentatively scheduled for feburary 11 2022 :)

#my post #top surgery #now i just need to work on my email asking/begging my profs to let me take 3ish weeks off...

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white trans people stop identifying with Orientalist depictions challenge

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wasnt expecting collarbones from T but I'm not complaining :)

#my post #ftm #testosterone #trans ftm #ftm hrt #trans man #trans guy

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2021-08-10

The consult with Dr. Bluebond-Langner went surprisingly well. Everyone I interacted with was friendly and taking measurements not as awkward as I thought it would be. I opted for DI and Dr. BBL told me that it'd look great :) I even got a surgery date!! I really wasnt expecting it because the nurse told me I wouldn't get one today, but Dr. BBL told me there was a cancelation just before she came to see me so she offered me the date :))

it hasn't been formally scheduled yet, but it's tentatively scheduled for feburary 11 2022 :)

#my post #top surgery #dr rachel bluebond langner #bluebond-langner #dr bluebond-langner #rachel bluebond-langner #bluebond langner #ftm

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Articles I can use against truscum

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im getting switched to xyosted autoinjectors in a week :)

#i sure am excited to not have to worry about shaking hands as much #my post #ftm #testosterone #trans ftm #ftm hrt #xyosted #autoinjector

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i received my STP packer from @axolom and i love it already!!! i got The Squire in C5 and i can't believe how well it works for me

#i can't believe I only spent $59 on this holy shit #I was a bit concerned on whether or not it would actually work bc the cup is kinda small #but my stream seems to just go down the shaft so I havent had any problems with overfilling or anything :) #my post #ftm #trans ftm #stp #ftm stp #axolom

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ur first and last recent emojis are ur gender now. mine is 🅱👨‍❤‍💋‍👨

#👍🔪 #I guess???

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Artist: Gabriel Garbow

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2021-06-24

consult appointment with Dr. Bluebond-Langner got moved up!!! hell yes!!! it's on August 10 2021 now (instead of 12/2022). thankfully it's before fall semester starts so there won't be any scheduling conflicts

i'll have to talk to my uni and profs about possibly missing classes for pre-op appointments and definitely missing classes for surgery and recovery, but that's still a few months away

#my post #top surgery #ftm #bluebond #bluebond langner #dr rachel bluebond langner

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2021-06-21

finally got both my mental health & HRT letters in to dr. BBL's office. gonna start calling tomorrow to start asking for cancelations and hopefully i can get a consult earlier than december 2022 😔

#my post #top surgery