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Pills.

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✅ Under eat

Pros: save money, don’t have to make food, get to lay and bed and do nothing

Cons:

❌ Over eat

Pros: mmm taste good

Cons: wasting money on myself, I don’t deserve to eat l, I don’t deserve to eat l, I don’t deserve to eat

#I use to punish myself by not eating #not often but it did happen #vent #mine #me

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Commission for @seawolfed 🌊🌲

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Her 🩸

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Yep my bad, I’ll just shut the fuck up forever

#why do I bother trying to communicate anything ever #my bad #me #mine #vent

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What a waste of money

#I should just spend it on myself #I need to stop being so nice #stupid #me #mine #vent #could at least be a little greatful

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three crybabies

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I literally had to assume this is karma, there’s no way it couldn’t be

#I don’t even believe in karma but at this point I’m starting to #mine #me #vent

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Truly, honestly, I want to disappear

#sometimes it literally feels like I can’t handle these thoughts and feelings anymore #mine #vent

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Man, fucking random internet strangers are nicer to me than the people in my immediate circle, it’s literally sad

#I don’t actually think that but in (multiple) moments it’s true #at this point there’s nothing I can do #me #vent #mine

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I have so many thoughts that they all cancel each other out and I come up with a net 0 in the end

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being in your early 20s is about *starts to cry uncontrollably*

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There it goes, I’m gross and I should die about it :)

I know at some point I’m just gonna start crying and not be able to stop. I don’t wanna deal with it.

#it’s like no matter what I feel like I shit #vent #mine

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I hate being a little bitch all the time. Would be great if everything didn’t upset me every 20 minutes.

#I just wanna cuddle a little bit and to feel a bit more important #it just makes me feel used afterwards #I feel gross #I think I’ll just take a very hot shower and cry for a bit #me #vent #mine

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Having ur main emotional response be crying is so embarrassing like ill be trying to explain why im mad or ill try having a serious convo abt smthn that upsets me and ill start crying like a baby and i have to like turn around and go “i am not crying 4 pity or to emotionally manipulate u im crying cuz im a little bitch, give me a sec”