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Please tell me details in your reblog/ the tags-- I've always been so curious.

Personally, I was born in a town where people generally live there their whole lives, but my family moved when I was young, and as an adult, I've lived a few different places. I would never move back to my birthplace, or my university town, but I would move back to my 'hometown' where I grew up. I ended up where I am now by chance for work, and I really love it. I think that I got very lucky. But it's been five years, so I'm thinking of the future.

Please reblog! It helps more people see my poll!

#family moved here when i was young #<-same #went to college nearby and now have a job right back here basically in the city #haven’t had a decent job offer for a place outside here yet so we’ll see what the future holds

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I have to take this 8 hour test on Monday and I have no idea if I’m prepared enough for it smh

#on the bright side I’m almost a fully licensed engineer #on the downside that means even more of my personal info has to be online and available to the public #but it’s worth it bc money

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Going to a bar and sitting by yourself sounds so easy until you’re actually getting ready to do it

#I HATE dating apps so realistically I’m only going to meet someone relationship wise out in public #and a bar is probably the best place #but also it feels weird ya know #personal

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Before this years ends I’m going to move, build up a decent savings, become consistent in the gym again, and make larger strides towards becoming a good person (per my definition of the term)

#personal #I don’t think I’m setting crazy goals for myself #except the moving and savings if the economy gets bad again #but I’m committed to making this year a year of self improvement

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#cue that meme with the two astronauts out in space looking at the earth and it’s all Ohio

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​pls be intimate w ppl who actually give a shit about you

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Another day another what the fuck

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Did you fall in love today ?

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sometimes you just gotta put music on & stare at the ceiling

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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There’s entirely too many new options and pop ups on this app now

#reminds me of kissanime or 123movies at this point

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We’ve been mutuals for a long time but for some reason I never see you on my dash anymore and it’s so confusing. Did you get shadow banned bestie?

Hi! I appreciate you thinking about me and wanting to check in. Honestly I just haven’t been really active in a while, and with everything going on rn I probably won’t be for a little while. I don’t think I’m shadow banned, but tbh idk how to check that so I guess it’s possible.

To summarize everything, I’m studying for a licensing exam (or trying to at least) so I can move up in my field, I started therapy, and I’m looking at options so I can try to move later this year

Again, thank you for checking in! And even though I’m not super active, I still have the app (but I suck at actually opening it atm), but you’re always welcome to shoot me a message anytime pal

#ask #anon

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I’m happy to have had the time, but I wish it could have lasted longer

#idk what to do now but I guess this is it #one day it’s gonna be my turn to be happy #this feels overdramatic but whatever #this will also probably be my last post here for a couple months or so while I get my shit together #not that I think many care but I need to put my general thoughts somewhere