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#i've been working allost non-stop for three days friday was a surprise

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update on that

i was like "yeah it's been three years and i feel like i haven't seen the world clearly for at LEAST one of those"

and the lady went "actually you're just dramatic your left eye hasn't changed and your right eye is only a bit worse and even with your current glasses you read better than the average person"

so turns out my eyesight hasn't been degrading at an alarming rate i just have ridiculously high standards because i'm used to very good correction or something

having to wear glasses is so weird. today i'm fine with not seeing all that well even with them on. tomorrow i'm going to see some guy who's going to be like "you really can't see shit huh" and i'll go "nah i fr can't" and they'll try a few lenses, settle on one that actually works, i'll see clearly for a few seconds, and then i won't be fine anymore. i'll desperately miss it until i get my brand new pair of glasses. then when i get them the difference will be so jarring i will have trouble walking straight. and then i'll get used to it and in two years i'll be right back to square one but my eyesight will have gotten worse somehow?????

glasses are sexy and silly tho so it's worth it

#still. my fellow blind bats. don't be like me. get your eyes checked every one to two years #also since the change is so minor i'm keeping my current glasses as a backup hihi #anyway maybe i'm dramatic but i can't just live like this. i've been SQUINTING. sometimes. #what am i? a senior citizen???? 21 is way too young for retirement

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having to wear glasses is so weird. today i'm fine with not seeing all that well even with them on. tomorrow i'm going to see some guy who's going to be like "you really can't see shit huh" and i'll go "nah i fr can't" and they'll try a few lenses, settle on one that actually works, i'll see clearly for a few seconds, and then i won't be fine anymore. i'll desperately miss it until i get my brand new pair of glasses. then when i get them the difference will be so jarring i will have trouble walking straight. and then i'll get used to it and in two years i'll be right back to square one but my eyesight will have gotten worse somehow?????

glasses are sexy and silly tho so it's worth it

#i will miss you purple and black soft octogon glasses #unfortunately i'll have to try to go for something more normal this time around

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reading tsc everything i learn about that bitch kevin day makes me hate and love him more he is awful he is sublime he is so so deranged something about him just calls to the most desperate parts of everyone he meets why is he like this i love him

#truly forever my favourite character he is so bad #but also. so damn good. kEVIN #kevin day stop charming sad boys and beautifully ruining them challenge #aftg

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...so i'm going to start reading the sunshine court

#nora sakavic you better not disappoint me #i should be working on serious stuff but i will be reading about the sad french guy instead

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pov: a random violet house student has just wordlessly and threateningly given you a poem and a portrait

New Kuro Picrew & Quiz Game Just Dropped

Everyone hop over to the Official Weston House Dorm Quiz and find out what your House is, THEN, go to this picrew and make a character that embodies how you'd look as a student!! (this is the closest we'll get until someone makes an actual kuro Weston House picrew OKAY? )

Tagging friends: @grelleswife, @cangrellesteponme, @anawkwardlady, @cosmiclion, @ashestospace !

#ngl i thought i might get blue house #which is obviously stupid bc. *points at various artistic interests* #but yeah i'm glad i'm a purple little guy #favourite colour and all

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#i'm not even going to tag anything this is just a fact

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Has your #1 comfort character committed a crime?

#yeah so uh he started a war #this is about essek ofc #i don't actually have a number one #but i only find three characters out there truly comforting so there's that #the other two... well one has definitely committed murder and the other one has never done anything wrong #(that's untrue it's agni he has done things)

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#i am bald but my answer is yes #because. *points at blue exorcist fandom's treatment of yukio* yeah. #and also *vaguely gestures at essek thelyss fans* ofc. #and finally *shows extremely worrying list of characters i've been compared to* as we all know. #anyway this is all assuming i'd have fans. but if i did they'd be insane enough to write character analysis essays #just like me hihi

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Sebagrell.... save me sebagrell.... you're both absolute freaks.....save me

#freaks <33 #kuroshitsuji #sebagrelle

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i see the people have spoken. have i ever been known for listening tho

now the real question is which writing wip do I want to work on

#we'll see how it goes i AM working on both #i wanted to ask my partner but. they're a finny fan ofc they'll say finny #everyone around me is profoundly biased smh!! #anyway might finish grelle character study first BC it's. conceptually strong. and short #but fembastian fic will never be abandoned!! also it has a title contrary to the grelle fic

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#LOOK AT HIM #committer of atrocities killer of husbands lover of idiots #i love. everything about this #seeing dantalion's little face always sparks so much joy #makai ouji

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the options are: - very stupid fembastian AU but it's mostly just humour - sonboy is NOT doing well and the hungry demon isn't helping... until he is for some reason???? (dadbastian but in the fucked-up way i enjoy writing dadbastian) - grelle character study that's kind of cute but depressing - weird sebagni "fix-it" except agni still dies - finny-centric early days of phantomfam fic because i need to learn how to write finny at some point

now the real question is which writing wip do I want to work on

#i'm thinking character study but. idk

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now the real question is which writing wip do I want to work on

#i have serious work to do but i want to write silly fanfic

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why is he in my fucking line of sight again it's been literal fucking years i can't stop shaking i am going to fucking throw up

#experiencing s4 through the fandom is so funny

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#obv yes i love little alois with the lesbian colours

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after being mutuals for a certain time tumblr should give you a coupon for a free trip to hang out with them

#y'all get a day of nail painting baking and infodumping about twilight with me