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there are so many books in this beautiful world. many of them bad

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Boom, Ken Hermann

#how #photography

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thematically relevant mutual masturbation

#jus saw this yesterday and when i say it was DEAD. SILENT in the theater during that scene #challengers

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Dream a little dream of me

#🥲 #trc

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thepastatable__

#god im so hungry rn #food

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The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001)

🎬 Peter Jackson

+ IMDb trivia

#i will never get tired of lotr fun facts <3 #lotr

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My contribution to the local WHA zine

#wha

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it’s actually sick and twisted that harrowhark nonagesimus isn’t the most famous fictional character in the world. no one has ever had the same amount of creepy lesbian swag and no one ever will

#tlt

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i love living in western washington. i can literally just get on the ferry

#pnw

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the saint of devotion

#tlt

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Agata Kus (Polish, 1987) - Blue Sun (2020)

#art

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the idea that restrooms, locker rooms, etc need to be single-sex spaces in order for women to be safe is patriarchy's way of signalling to men & boys that society doesn't expect them to behave themselves around women. it is directly antifeminist. it would be antifeminist even if trans people did not exist. a feminist society would demand that women should be safe in all spaces even when there are men there.

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my favourite button ever is "open link in new tab"..

#ctrl click my beloved

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I present you

Ronan Lynch the #1 farmer in Henrietta

#i stopped in my tracks #trc

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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