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Does anyone even read this or am I talking to myself?

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I expected my life to get better after all the shit that has happened so far, but instead more and more is piling up an I'm just here like

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So, I feel like in this world there is no room for failures like me, there's only room for successful people, but I also don't want to just end it so I'm just like ??? meh

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So, I know college is always a lot of work...but like giving me over 300 pages to read and then summarize and then study that shit. Why would someone be so evil?

#studyblr #my life #lifeisawesome

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Reblog if you need this energy

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I'm an so bad at life, like? I don't even know how I survived at this point.

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You know, my life has been spiraling out of control lately. My parents are sick, I had to take care of EVERYTHING possible. My brother didn't seem to care, was basically never home. So next to work and caring for two people and a household, I didn't have much time left for my friends. I talked to them on the phone, wrote texts once in a while, but there was no support or understanding of my situation whatsoever. So I also lost some close friends. Over the months I became depressed, but I can't afford the treatment, so it got even worse to the point that I cut everything out of my life, cancelled work all the time, didn't answer calls/emails/texts, cut myself...just to kind of cope with the stress. You know what helped me? Talking to my boss. She was pissed, she still is, but she understood my struggle, cut my working hours and helped me find someone to take care of my patets whom I could afford. Whenever I'm down I talk to her and she reminds me of the things that lay ahead of me...maybe a promotion one day, classes to become an expert in my field an get a raise, meeting the love of my life and new true friends that'll be there for me and finally overcoming this dark passage. I've stuck my head in the sand for months, I've hurt myself to make it stop. Let me tell you IT DOESN'T WORK!!!! TALK TO SOMEONE, EVEN IF IT'S YOUR BOSS! THERE WILL ALWAYS BE THAT ONE PERSON TO UNDERSTAND YOUR STRUGGLE!!! Things will change, I'm feeling better day by day, I'm getting things under control again, please don't give up, there's so much to look forward to'!

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Found this gem on facebook

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OMG I love this😍😍😍

Home with colorful details | shop the look

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Who else loves coffee as much as I do?

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Tried to draw my bf off of a photo but now he looks like a more on the buff side hipster. He's actually really slim and tall and not quite muscular and I don't know how I could have envisioned him this wrong omg

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Some people say that you didn't save money, you just didn't spend it. Lemme tell you something. I damn well saved my money, i heroically saved it from being spent!

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Scandinavian attic apartment | floorplan

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Look how tiny they are!!

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I need the recipe!

Mud Cake with Cookies, Mocha & Baileys

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You know how shampoo bottles always recommend a certain amount of shampoo to be used? Like, a hazelnut sized amount for short to medium hair? Do you also know these shower gel balls? Their outer layer dissolves in water and the shower gel is free to be used...how cool would it be to use the same concept for shampoo?

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Loi Krathong Festival

Bangkok | Thailand