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new season of higurashi is out and my love for rena has returned. gonna remake tbh. New blog will be under the same url probably.

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I’ve been thinking about moving Rena over to my multimuse ( @fcrgetme​ ) as a request only muse, but i’m not sure. Consider this blog on a hiatus for now.

#*. // ooc. #not me forgetting about this blog #haha nope :')

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i think (???) that’s all the replies i owe. i’m going to continue working on icons so i’ll come back later.

#*. // ooc. #*. // delete later. #if i missed something let me know #my notifications are so hard to go through now #it's such a mess to look at ; v ;

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rollinggirlrunahika​:

“Hm?” Runa blinked, looking back at the red head seated behind her. They were in the middle of study hall when she quietly mused about the weather. Following her gaze out the window, Runa noticed the clouds gathering above. 

“It does kinda look like it’ll rain huh…” She replied, leaning back into her chair. Examining the clouds outside as she held the eraser end of her pencil against her cheek, the brunette hummed. 

“It doesn’t look like it’ll be too heavy today though.”

“That’s good then~” Hopefully that was the case. And if it does rain, maybe it won’t even last long. She’s probably putting too much thought into the matter. Rena turns away from the window and looks back down at her school work. Her pencil softly tapping against the top of the desk. There’s a smile on her face now.

“It wouldn’t be as fun to have recess inside.” It’s nice to be able to go outside. Get some fresh air and just take a break from being cooped up inside the classroom all day.

#*. // in character. #rollinggirlrunahika #aaa no problem !!

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herdistinction​:

          “ Oho !! You’ve known me for how long now, Rena? “ You feigned sadness as you wrapped an arm around Rena’s shoulder, and brought your dear friend closer. Close enough to…. give her a noogie! But only a quick one, as you let her go. “ Nothing’s truly mean in my territory! ‘Sides, I heard from Sis you guys cruelly put the poor boy in a maid dress! I’d say that’s worse than making him out to be a fool! “

Rena rubs her head as soon as she’s let go. The feeling of a noogie still lingering behind, though dull. Such a cruel attack from Shion! “Hauu~ Keiichi looked so cute!” She recalls that day clearly. How could she ever forget. And there she goes again, having one of her signature ‘ cute mode ’ moments.

#*. // in character. #herdistinction #keiichi in a maid dress?? nice 👌👌

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At first, yes, Rena did think she was Rika. But only at first glance. Realizing it now, the person standing before her looked a little older than Rika, and seemed to be a little more mature. If anything, Rena figured she could pass as someone related to her friend.

“The year?” Her expression changes from it’s neutral state to one of curiosity now. She didn’t know what year it was? That’s a little worrisome. “Hm, it’s 1983... Why do you ask?”

                ❝         i'm  afraid  that’s  incorrect  .  did  you  believe  i  was  rika  ?      ❞          (  the  witch  wouldn’t  hold  it  against  the  poor  girl  ,  though  ,  if  that  was  her  conclusion  .  if  not  for  company  ,  she’d  be  having  an  episode  on  her  former  self  ;  sparing  the  self  that  she  had  been  born  from  .  after  all  ,  this  was  familiar  ,  so  familiar  that  bernkastel  could  choke  ,  vomit  ,  and  die  .  this  wretched  place  .  it  made  every  fiber  of  her  being  wrack  for  answers  of  some  kind  ,  some  assurance  that  she  was  not  STUCK  in  this  fragment  .  she  would  never  go  through  one  hundred  years  of  torment  a  second  time  ,  not  if  she  had  her  say  .  )                 ❝         now  ,   answer  me  :    .  .  .   what  year  is  this  ?       ❞             /       @cleaversandblood​

#*. // in character. #outcaste #skddkfgs RIP

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@akta​ said:  You killed her !?! - keiichi :^)

MEME // accepting

“I had to--!” Her grip on the knife’s handle tightens to the point where her knuckles turn white. Staggering, she takes a step towards Keiichi. “I had to or else Oyashiro-sama....” Words trail off and she bites her lower lip. 

It was for survival, she tells herself over and over again in her head. There’s no convincing her otherwise. She’s too far gone into her delusions. It’s already been done. There’s no going back from this point on. The timeline has been set. Fate can’t be changed now. Another step is taken towards Keiichi.

Her words are nothing more than tiny mutters now. “...Oyashiro-sama will... Oyashiro-sama...”

#*. // in character. #*. // answered. #akta #good stuff 👌 👌

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Those precious words you said that day are SILENT. As if casting an ominous pity upon everything, I shiver and DESPAIR over my own helplessness.

#*. // self promo. #gif // #about time i made an actual promo :') #higurashi rp #higurashi no naku koro ni rp #higurashi when they cry rp #higurashi gou rp #there's so many names for this series i'm not tagging them all sdgfghfd

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𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  murder,    emotionally  manipulative  language  and  mentions  of  death.    mostly  angst  (  if  not  completely  ).

‘  you  killed  her!  ’

‘  i  don’t  deserve  you!  ’

‘  this  is  the  end!  ’

‘  i  hate  you!  ’

‘  you  left  me!  ’

‘  you  can’t  tell  him!  ’

‘  it’s  too  late!  ’

‘  don’t  hang  up!  ’

‘  you’re  wasting  my  time!  ’

‘  you’re  a  horrible  person!  ’

‘  you  should’ve  left  me!  ’

‘  don’t  leave  me!  ’

‘  stay  right  there!  ’

‘  i  wish  i’ve  never  met  you!  ’

‘  leave  me  alone!  ’

‘  you’re  the  worst!  ’

‘  there’s  no  where  to  run!  ’

‘  i  can’t  believe  you!  ’

‘  you  were  my  everything!  ’

‘  i  still  love  you!  ’

‘  i  can’t  forgive  you!  ’

‘  i  can’t  love  you!  ’

‘  you  forgot  about  me!  ’

‘  you  did  this  to  me!  ’

‘  you  made  me  like  this!  ’

‘  don’t  say  that  to  me!  ’

‘  he’s  gone!  ’

‘  shut  up!  ’

‘  you  weren’t  any  better!  ’

‘  you  were  all  i  had!  ’

‘  this  is  all  your  fault!  ’

‘  get  out!  ’

‘  i  trusted  you!  ’

‘  enough!  ’

‘  you’re  not  getting  away  with  this!  ’

‘  i  swear  i’m  fine!  ’

‘  you  need  me!  ’

‘  i’m  not  good  enough  for  you!  ’

‘  you  scared  me!  ’

‘  go  on  without  me!  ’

‘  you’re  all  i  have!  ’

‘  you’ll  be  okay!  ’

‘  go  away!  ’

‘  i’m  talking  to  you!  ’

‘  i  won’t  fall  here!  ’

‘  i  don’t  ever  want  to  see  you!  ’

‘  i’m  sick  of  you!  ’

‘  i  was  always  your  second  choice!  ’

‘  answer  me!  ’

‘  stand  up!  ’

‘  let  me  go!  ’

‘  i  can’t  help  it!  ’

‘  don’t  raise  your  voice  at  me!  ’

‘  i  don’t  need  you!  ’

‘  this  isn’t  real!  ’

‘  i  don’t  need  anyone!  ’

‘  listen  to  me!  ’

‘  i  should’ve  left  long  ago!  ’

‘  you  took  everything  from  me!  ’

‘  leave!  ’

‘  i’ll  kill  you!  ’

‘  don’t  ever  come  here  ever  again!  ’

‘  go!  ’

‘  you  don’t  understand!  ’

‘  it  was  all  a  lie!  ’

‘  i’ve  seen  enough!  ’

‘  you’re  so  annoying!  ’

‘  talk  to  me!  ’

‘  listen  to  me!  ’

‘  stop  right  there!  ’

‘  get  lost!  ’

‘  just  do  it!  ’

‘  i  should’ve  never  trusted  you!  ’

‘  there  was  never  anything!  ’

‘  i  can’t  protect  you!  ’

‘  i’m  a  failure!  ’

‘  kill  me!      kill  me  now!  ’

‘  no!      keep  your  eyes  open!  ’

‘  don’t  make  me  come  in  there!  ’

‘  you  promised  me!  ’

‘  wake  up!  ’

‘  i  just  need  some  time  to  think!  ’

‘  let  me  explain!  ’

‘  i’m  leaving!  ’

‘  sit  down!  ’

‘  i  need  you!  ’

‘  you’re  a  disappointment!  ’

‘  stop  running!  ’

‘  we  can’t  fight  any  longer!  ’

‘  you  deserved  it!  ’

‘  we  were  perfect  together!  ’

‘  i  can’t  do  this  anymore!  ’

‘  no  more  lies!  ’

‘  move  on!  ’

‘  don’t  look  back!  ’

‘  i  can’t  do  this  again!  ’

‘  save  her!  ’

‘  i  never  loved  you!  ’

‘  be  strong!  ’

‘  i  won’t  cry!  ’

‘  i  won’t  mourn  you!  ’

‘  you’re  lying!  ’

‘  not  this  way!  ’

‘  hold  on!  ’

‘  wait!  ’

‘  time’s  up!  ’

‘  there’s  nothing  to  say!  ’

‘  you  were  meant  to  be  mine!  ’

‘  i’ve  been  worried  sick!  ’

‘  i’m  sorry!  ’

‘  help  me!  ’

‘  say  it,    now!  ’

#*. // ask memes.

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#I SEE U IN MY INBOX CAUSING PAIN ALREADY

#*. // ooc. #*. // delete later. #yes good #all according to keikaku #>:)

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Things I’ve Said to my Puppy: A Starter Collection

“Man you’re awkward. I mean, ridiculously beautiful but damn, grow into yourself.”

“What the ever-loving heckin’ heck are you eating now?”

“Excuse me sir, you can’t read.”

“You really have that ‘I don’t know how I fit into the world’ vibe about you.”

“That’s not polite.”

“You don’t even rise until you’re addressed. I’m digging your obedience.”

“Sit like a gentleman.”

“That’s not yours, friend.”

“That’s right. Listen to me and pretend to have an idea of what I’m talking about. I get that a lot.”

“I didn’t pay all this money for you not to be a cuddler.”

“Wanna go for a ride?”

“Show me your cop face.”

“I’m not a fan of you licking my teeth. Please don’t.”

“Okay; we’re done here.”

“Oh no, the postman! How ever will we survive now?!”

“You’re gonna be rude? Okay, you’ve lost the pleasure of my presence.”

“The piano isn’t evil, it’s just unpleasant to hear when I’m touching it.”

“Hey neighborhood watch, what’s going on with the town today?”

“We really don’t need to—oh we’re peeing in the garden now, that’s a thing.”

“I draw the line at shredding things.”

“What the heck is going on with your teeth?”

“No, you’re not helping.”

“We’ve all pooped. It’s your turn.”

“I’m not saying I don’t believe you, I’m just saying I don’t see anything.”

“I know you’re a blanket snatcher but you can’t snatch this blanket.”

“Oh, you want to help?”

“Leave him alone, he’s just trying to take a walk.”

“Right, right, defend your castle.”

“I wish I looked that beautiful having no idea what’s going on.”

“How do you get one?”

“This is not what I asked for.”

#*. // ask memes.

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I’m gonna work on making more icons for a bit and then i’ll be around to get to the rest of the stuff i owe~!

#*. // ooc. #*. // delete later. #i only have 21 icons made so far oops #i've been procrastinating and i'm not even sorry :')

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“I’m going to kill you…and then I’ll be taken away by the demon and disappear.  Yeah, that’s it.  That’s how it should be…”

#*. // mirrored image. #* . // keiichi-kun. #higurashi spoilers #higurashi gou spoilers #blood // #violence // #murder // #self harm // #ask to tag // #LET MY GIRL GO FERAL #🥺🥺

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@becamestronger​ // starter call.

“Keiichi-kun’s really sick today. He says he’s not coming to school.” Sure it’s only a common cold, but it’s only natural for Rena to worry about her friends. “I hope he gets better soon.”

#*. // in character. #becamestronger

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@rollinggirlrunahika​ // starter call.

“I wonder if it’s going to rain today. I wonder...” She’s peering outside of the classroom window, eyes looking up at the gray clouds. While the rain was very much needed, Rena was looking forward to playing outside with her friends during their recess. After all, zombie tag is one of her favorite games.

#*. // in character. #rollinggirlrunahika

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that new episode... i’m losing my mind :’)

#*. // ooc. #*. // delete later. #that shit escalated real fast afdsfdgth #wild

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Grave of the fireflies 1988

#*. // insp. #*. // queue.