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ah yes, tumblr is “banning porn”, you know, “““porn”““, like that one time they had their bots tag basically all lesbian and trans blogs as ““““““porn”““““. i truly trust the clowns who run this website to not literally fuck this up in the most heinous way imaginable while desperately begging for apple to restore their shitty app

#I cant talk about all this the way I want on my completely sfw blog so I'll revive this blog temporarily to rant

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ah i see tumblr turned to the solution that required the least amount of effort on their part

#no need to go through the non safe stuff to get rid of the lbad portion just ban all of it

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*Mystery Spot*

Dean: *dies for the 236th time*

Gabe: oh my Dad this is so sad Alexa play Heat Of The Moment

#HELLA

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If someone calls you thunder thighs you should take it as a compliment because you have been gifted by thor and he probably thinks you’re beautiful

#I'll briefly come back from the dead to reblog this onto my dead blog #because I love this post #thunder thighs #thor #fav

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Me to my boyfriend: I used to write fanfiction yea

My boyfriend: did you write porn fanfiction too?

Me: what? noooo

ME FOUR DAYS LATER OUT OF NOWHERE: fine I did actually write porn fic

#we were in bed and we had not spoken for five minutes bc we were trying to sleep #what a way to break the silence

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Im writing a choose your own adventure book for my boyfriend for he comes home in two days and since I fell behind Im writing a lot now and my hand is hurting

#lol I have four main routes and Im on number three #the two first were pretty short cause I didnt know what I was doing but this one #this route is about killing a dragon and it’s so LONG #I havent even gotten to the dragon yet we had to go into a bandit camp and steal an artifact #I hope he likes it cause writing a 250 page book by hand is work

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Castiel being a Jedi master and Sam being his padawan

#I wrote that once and it was very fun

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To those who started following me now bc they found my old fics and want to see more: I’m sorry

#Im not into Supernatural anymore im sorry #im not writing anymore #you can find a link to all my old ficlets on my blog though

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Palms and fingertips

Companion piece to this.

It was caused by the human need for closeness, Castiel was sure. There seemed to be no other reason for it. Holding hands just seemed so impractical. Humans were very dependent on using their hands for, well, most everything, and using one of them to grasp another person’s just rendered both of them more helpless.

Hands were excellent tools, really. Four fingers and a thumb to grab and grasp, curling together and inwards to make a weapon, shielding, sensitive fingertips to explore and assess a wide range of materials. Sometimes, Castiel found himself studying Sam’s palms, the thin scar-like lines that didn’t have all that much of a function somehow fascinating.

Sam never held his hand.

Castiel wondered why he didn’t. Sam was human and should want closeness sometimes, shouldn’t he? Castiel supposed he could indulge Sam and hold his hand in times they weren’t needed for any tasks, and would respectfully inform Sam how impractical hand holding was when things needed to be done. He was fully prepared for the time Sam’s hand would grasp his in the name of romance; he would squeeze Sam’s hand back and smile to signal his continued affection. Castiel could indulge such a human need sometimes, if Sam required it. They were romantically involved (”Dating,” Dean said, although they spent most of their time together in whatever motel room Sam resided in at the moment) so Castiel was sure Sam would soon try to hold his hand. Humans did that.

Sam didn’t.

After two weeks, they kissed for the first time and Castiel found himself not minding the physical closeness, the hand at his jaw, Sam’s lips against his. And in the days after, he found himself even more enthralled by Sam’s hands. Their little movements when he was reading, or sweeping along the table, or fingernails drumming repeatedly against the side of his coffee cup. Those were the moments he could study them without Sam noticing, he hoped. He wanted to know how the skin would feel against his own hand.

He was lost in how an unoccupied hand lay on the table beside the book Sam had been reading for the past ten minutes, drumming lightly against the table now and again, when Sam caught him.

“Something on your mind, Cas?” Sam asked and curled his fingers so they scratched against the surface with a soft sound. Castiel wanted to ask him why he wouldn’t hold his hand, why he wouldn’t take it when they walked beside each other, when Castiel was fully prepared to let him? 

Impractical human need. Maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was, but still-

“I think… I would very much like to hold your hand, Sam,” Castiel replied as calmly as he could, and it wasn’t as much of an epiphany as it was a dull realization of obviousness.

Sam’s eyes widened and his lips quirked up in a smile. “Well, you have my permission Cas. Come here,” he said and motioned to the chair next to him, leaving his open palm in invitation on the table. Castiel hesitantly took a seat before shifting his own hand on top of Sam’s (an unfamilliar gesture,but one he felt he could get used to). Sam went back to reading while Castiel silently marveled at the smooth texture and rough edges of Sam’s palm and fingertips, small scars making their way inbetween. He experimented with intertwining their fingers and it surprised him how right it felt, just the small physical connection with the human he adored. 

“I thought you wouldn’t see the point of it,” Sam later answered when Castiel wondered if Sam actually didn’t like holding hands, and when Sam assured him he did, why he hadn’t asked Cas if they could. “You’re an angel, and I guess hand holding’s kinda… human.”

Castiel wasn’t sure if he liked it despite that, or just because of it.

Nevertheless, Sam held his hand.

#Cas stop being in denial u wanna hold sams hand it ok

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you americans and your fahrenhrenhenrenheit

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Supernatural

Person: dies

Dean & Sam: what dis

Monster: i'm a monster oooooo

Sam: so get this it's this type of monster probably

Monster: nah i'm not

Dean: frick

Sam: frick de doo

Monster: time for more murder

Dean: no we'll kill you now

Sam: ye

Monster: oh noes

Sam & Dean: oh yes

Impala: vroom

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HEY FRIENDS ILY AND IM SO HERE FOR SOME SAMCASBENNY

(lol glispy I was wondering what was up with my activity page with all your reblogs)

uh some ideas maybe

sci-fi mystery/crime thriller vs coffee shop AU

broody dark superhero AU vs romcom

youtuber AU vs time travel fantasy

@holydarkhallelujah (so we don’t clog up the original post)

But which one?? We have seventeen thousand fic ideas between the two of us.

#I tried to make this reblog twice on my phone but the app just crashed #so I had to open up my laptop and spend 20 minutes (yes I checked) loading tumblr loading glispys post and the click reblog for this to show #up #bc the intenet here is so bad #sooooo bad #anyways I'm your number 1 cheerleader

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Excuse me but @holydarkhallelujah and @glitter-lisp if you guys ever collab pls consider this post

I will buy you multiple pizzas in return

I have a dumb idea: Fic Wars

Ok, hear me out: Two authors. Ten chapters. One fic.

Two genres.

Each author gets five chapters, interwoven. (choose who starts, the other gets to end)

Each author also gets a seperate, completely opposing genre or trope.

They must respect the fiction of all previously written chapters. However, during their chapter, they must, to the best of their writing ability, wrench the story out of its previous genre or trope and back into theirs.

I just want to read a story that can’t decide if it’s a college AU or a Pacific Rim monster slayer. Half romance, half murder thriller. Half law procedural, half sitcom. Half Harry Potter au, half medical drama.

This is a dumb idea.

#bc you two rock and play well off each other #I am of course not expecting you to do this #I just thought you would like this post

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Castiel and his pet uh Catsiel

(something for @supernaturalamino fanart club c:)

#this super lovely art and then that fantastic pun #amazing #nay my friend I speak of queue

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when u scratch a cat’s chin and they lift their head up reblog if u agree

#yep #I love cats #nay my friend I speak of queue

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Hey so apparently the full moon in September is called a Corn Moon, and a blue moon is a second full moon in a calendar month, so it’s possible that, when Disney’s Pocahontas asks, “Have you ever heard a wolf cry to a blue corn moon?” she’s referring to a second full moon in the month of September.

The last blue corn moon was in 1993, and the next will be in 2031. They’re not very common. So chances are that neither Pocahontas nor John Smith have ever heard a wolf cry to a blue corn moon.

#ander is too funny #pocahontas

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new headcanon: Pocahontas knows John doesn’t know what a corn moon is and is just trolling him bc he called her a savage

Hey so apparently the full moon in September is called a Corn Moon, and a blue moon is a second full moon in a calendar month, so it’s possible that, when Disney’s Pocahontas asks, “Have you ever heard a wolf cry to a blue corn moon?” she’s referring to a second full moon in the month of September.

The last blue corn moon was in 1993, and the next will be in 2031. They’re not very common. So chances are that neither Pocahontas nor John Smith have ever heard a wolf cry to a blue corn moon.

#'I hear the wolf cry to a blue corn moon all the time ;) oh you dont? ;)' #'guess you're not as special as you think you are mr I wanted to kill indians but then I met a hot one Smith ;) '