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Coffee date with J happened!!!

It felt like we were just going out as friends which was so nice, we didnt really talk about anything major just what we’ve been doing over the summer it was wonderful.

She said she misses me??? Oh my god???

Also I got her a birthday card since it’s tomorrow and she was so touched I remembered aaaaaaa :))))

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#me every day i saw j #fighting for my life every hour of college

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Damn now that my friends have mentioned it im thinking about all the instances of favouritism J’s had towards me and damn there are far too many. Need to make a compilation post or something bc im melting here

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Met up with some of my history classmates yesterday and both of them insisted that I’m J’s favourite and um??? Like damn she does act like it but i thought i was being delusional?? It was that obvious?? Crying screaming throwing up

#darling what reign in your favouritism please #gonna get us caught smh /j #big /j on that we have done nothing #but damn i guess it makes sense in hindsight #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES WE STAY WINNING!!! COFFEE WITH J!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa I just asked J if we could go for coffee before I go off to uni that was the most terrifying fucking thing I’ve ever done helpppp

#she replied so quick too oml 😭 #love her sm #im so glad i get to see her again before i leave #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaa I just asked J if we could go for coffee before I go off to uni that was the most terrifying fucking thing I’ve ever done helpppp

#we have been emailing for a lil bit and i put it in the ps aaaaaa #she doesnt have to and ill be sad but like fair enough #worth a shot? #id be absolutely shaking if she says yes tho #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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History teachers >>>

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Every time my mother decides to be a pain in the ass (often) I miss J even more like where is my actual mother i dont wanna put up w my biological one

#J would throw hands on sight i know it #why isnt she allowed to legally adopt me we both want it to happen smh #need to see her before uni as a palate cleanser lmao #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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I HAVE WORK ON RESULTS DAY I CAN’T GO SEE HER AND SHOW HER MY RESULTS IM GONNA CRY NO

#do i need money that bad? kinda yes but no #god damn dude #and what if shes not even there #hate hate hate #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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i miss her face and her voice. i miss us laughing together </3

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I haven’t thought about J for maybe a week and then suddenly i get hit by the most overwhelming guilt and sadness and oh my god i miss her so much

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I got a tattoo because its her favourite animal and it reminds me of her. She thinks its cute.

#im glad but also gosh i need to be put back in reality that is a weird fucking thing to do #why did i even show her i dont know but she needs to know how much she means to me #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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Saw J today with history club. If I’m unlucky maybe for the last time. It’s too fucking much man i haven’t processed this properly until today and speaking to her didnt feel good or right or real my last chance and i fucking ruined it.

I got her a card but i didnt say really what i wanted to and i fucked it all up and her presents werent good and i have her email now so i can try again but ot wont be the same ever ever again

I miss her already but what if i only miss the idea of her? What if I see her again and it never feels the same I dont think I can cope with this

#i might see her on results day but gosh it really feels like the end #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog

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Did you forget everything I’ll always remember?

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Its not over its not iver its not over ill see her again i know i will we have plans but it really feels like shes gone forever. How am i meant to sit my last exam tomorrow in these conditions shes GONE

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Despite me bothering her almost daily to just chat in our free periods J is always so happy to see me. She’s even said that she loves talking to me and she never sees it as a waste of her time or anything like that. She’s far too sweet honestly and I love that we can just talk like friends.

#J at it again with the constant reassurance she knows i need it 😭 #tc #tcc #teacher crush #teacher crush community #female tc #female teacher crush #tc community #tc feelings #tc confessions #tc blog