darlinglittletoy

[darlinglittletoy]

tempted to make a “pick one of these morally reprehensible fantasies i have against my better judgement” poll but i don’t have very many so it’d just be an underwhelming list of shitty fantasies with like 3 options or something

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when the hell did this blog get 2k followers. hi guys

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i talk a big talk about corruption kink for someone who starts fumbling for pearls to clutch the moment i have a fantasy that breaches my moral code

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i hate being attracted to a fictional cop on one hand i hate him and the system he stands for but on the other hand i cant stop thinking about being made to suck off his nightstick because he won’t let me have the honor of actually touching him

#have some other weirder kinkier fantasies about this character but that would expose who he is #and he’s relatively obscure so from there you could find my exact location on normie fandom tumblr as someone who ‘just thinks he’s neat’ yk

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sometimes i fantasize about asking my dom if he can start gaslighting me. him being into it and agreeing, it becoming part of our kink routine.

and some time into this, maybe a few months, we’re in a scene and a bit of kink meta talk comes up, how we’ve incorporated gaslighting into our play.

and he says, “you know, it’s been so easy. you’re so eager to listen to me. i’ve even got you thinking the gaslighting was your idea in the first place.”

and i- i’m sure it was! but now that he’s said that… was it? or was he the one to first bring the kink up? now i can’t be sure!

but it’s okay, i’ll just take his word for it, that’s what i always do, right?

#queer nsft #bd/sm sub #bd/sm mindgames #darlinglittletoy #k: gaslighting

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having some weird kink thoughts and gender thoughts. im not at ALL into detrans kink but something about forcefem but like in the way you’d do it to a cis guy gets me going. something about being called a girly boy and being teased for shit like drinking girly cocktails and wearing nail polish etc… but not in a “see you’re really a girl” way, just in a “aww, look at my silly girly boy” way. i want my feminine traits to be celebrated (degradation counts as celebrating btw.) in a way where my not being female is still central. does that make sense

#realizing i may be more of a guy than i thought just because of this lmfao

[darlinglittletoy]

we need to sexualize saw traps i’m not even joking. if i woke up in a saw trap and heard that fucking voice calling me pathetic and describing in excruciating detail what’s about to happen to me i think i would actually cum

we need to sexualize saw traps

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we need to sexualize saw traps

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is it ok to say the word n***a - i read his name is a trigger so you dont say it like don't said ba***

i. can’t tell what you’re asking? i can understand how some of nimja’s victims might get uncomfortable just from hearing his name, he does open all his files by introducing himself after all, but personally to me it’s almost a relief to say it. he told me not to tell anyone i tranced with him and now that i realize how creepy that was it’s a “fuck you im telling, i’ll shout your name from the rooftops so everyone knows you’re a monster” feeling

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Hello! I hope it’s okay to ask, did you have a bad experience with Nimja? One of your posts made me curious as I’ve been getting into hypnosis for the 1st time and have been going down the rabbit hole with his videos.

yes, i did

please please PLEASE stay away from his videos. its going to be hard to quit his content cold turkey -- that in and of itself is a red flag -- but i cant stress it enough. the "rabbit hole" you describe is sucking you in, and it seems fun, god i know it seems fun, but its genuine actual brainwashing, to an extent you might not have realize you "consented" to.

hes a predator, plain and simple. the obedience + dependence suggestions in his files are never lifted at the end, meaning its a lingering, snowballing effect.

i cant be bothered to find the proof right now, but hes messed with girls as young as 14, and has hypnotized people without their consent. he blames his victims for making the first move. if you get tangled up with him personally like i did, he'll make you dependent on you and then ghost you once hes had his fix; its a clear pattern he exhibits.

i recommend checking out the callout by @writtenbynath

please stay safe dude

[darlinglittletoy]

remember this blog? well i’m still kickin and still horny

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speaking as someone within the kink community, can agepl@yers pleaseeee stop crosstagging with sfw regression tags and reblogging from those sorts of blogs? i have a friend who regresses and it breaks my heart to see them constantly worried about seeing something they don’t consent to see in their notifs. the kink is whatever but for sfw regressors they’re literally children in that moment and you need to leave them alone :(

#seriouspost

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#only blog where i can post this sorry #cry for help sure but so funny in my head. in a hashtag ironic way

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sorry for disappearing. i can try to get into posting again but no promises, there’s a lot going on

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omorashi’s so funny. kinks that trick you into taking care of yourself

#cannot think of any other reason i would ever drink this much water

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Hi, I’m too self-conscious to use the internet to look this up but what does cnc mean? I tried looking through the “k: cnc” tag on tumblr but I can’t guess what it means…..sorry I’m just curious

consensual non-consent. so agreeing ahead of time to play out a scene where the sub pretends they dont want it. the consent is key to it of course.

#ask #anon

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900 FOLLOWERS??????

#HELLO?