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My very first jumpshot in a paradise with a family 😍

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Before I post this to my public accounts, let me do it on my private one first. At first I was in doubt in going to summer class again because I was afraid not being with 3e. But that doubt turned to nothing the very first day I met them. The bond was so strong from these people. Thank you English 2bee for welcoming and accepting Teacher Dars to your squad. You never left me out of place. Thank you so much. I'm proud that I became a part of your section. I never regret wgen I told the encoder to put me in your section. Kudos guys for a job well done! This event is just the beginning. There will be more to come and I know that your talent, determination and preserverance will slay all of them. Love you! 💕

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I once wished that my life would be as peaceful and calm as the sea. Without realizing that the sea is also a big battle, not on the outside but on the inside. Wherever we go, it is always a battle. Life’s unfairness is inevitabale. We all should go through it.

#sea #life #calm #battle

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As time goes by, It will mend. As the clouds touches the sky, The pain will end.

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Broken heart Teary eyes Lost soul Tired body Messy mind That's all in the past Now I'll live differently I'll live lively.

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The day you said you that you want to be faithful to your girlfriend, I knew that was the answer. The answer that I have been longing to hear. It's painful but it is the truth. So, I thank you for being honest as you always were. Your meories will be forever cherished. Goodbye.

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Watch, A Tanka

Keeps track of your time It’s placed on your busy wrist Waiting to be seen It will keep on tick-tocking Even when hearts stop beating

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It was somehow a relief that I am not with you Because I don’t want you to suffer too.

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We all dream. We dream different kinds of dreams. Research says that out of all dreams we dream in one sleep, we can remember only one. They say it’s either because of stress or it’s a message. But as for me, it’s a message I will never forget. As I was writing a blog about my heartbreak, I remembered this dream. I dreamt this months ago. I dreamt of Bee and I. We were in a school. A big school. We were sitting on a bench. He is holding a pencil. He said that he will going to his class and told me to wait for him. I agreed and waited for him to come back. I sat on that bench for hours until night came and I realized that I was alone. No students roaming around. I had a bad feeling. I was worried so I stood up and went to his classroom. But it was dark and empty. I went to the other classrooms but there was no Bee. I looked over the place. I entered each classrooms, library, faculty rooms but I didn’t see him. I didn’t gave up. He told me to wait for him so I’ll wait. Hours had passed and the night grew old. Crickets were chirping and bats were flying but there was still no Bee. I started to cry. Why didn’t he come back? I searched each classroom again still in complete darkness. I ran as fast as I could. My shoes gave up but still, I ran with my bare feet. I started to feel out of breath and my knees went weak. I fell down on the floor and shut my eyes. I woke up lying on the grass with the sunlight meeting my eyes. I sat up and was amazed of what I saw. My shoes were new. I looked around the place and I saw sunflowers everywhere. I was happy. I took a long walk through the sunflowers and suddenly heard a song. Searching wgere that song came, I walked and walked and saw a small nipa hut. “Finally, a home”, I thought. As I was walking to the hut, I saw a man playing his guitar and realized that the song I heard was him. I rushed to come to the hut but a dog bit me and woke me up to reality. That dream made me reflect on my situation right now. I waited and still waiting for a man I know who would not come back anymore. But the message of this dream is no matter how much and how long life and love has tortured you with pain, there will always be light and happiness waiting for you in the end. I know it may take a long time for me to become happy again and my fears will keep interfering me, but with faith and trust in God, I will surpass sadness and welcome happiness.

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When you have siblings who wait for you to come home late at night and ask you why are you late... Gosh I feel protected af.

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Free me from the pain. Free me from the shame I'm running from. Let me be free.

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I am not me anymore.

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Life is a lie if you haven't been hurt by it.

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“Dear Love” @akonidar

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Do not expect constancy in others if you have none yourself.

Aesop

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I won't conform no matter how you shake my core. Cause my roots they run deep

Katy Perry, Rise

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It hurts inside when I look at you

Rihanna