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I thinkI'm gonna save the next few episodes for tomorrow that really hit me in the feels

#razz watches tbf #I love a good redemption arc with no happy endings <3 #but still ouch

[dazzlerazz]

Just finished episode 9. I need to sob for three and a half hours straight

#razz watches tbf #NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #CRYING.SOBBING. LAYING ON THE FLOOR. CRYING INTO THE FLOORBOARDS #MISTER MONK MAN HOW COULD YOU #also half related. but I am imagining sothis in the sword and that makes it a million times better

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And hugs back to you my friend <3

^_^ <3

I would miss you if you left tumblr!!

#I'm glad you're in my tumblr life too #thank you for being here; always #life without you just wouldn't be the same ya know #you make making the jump to make a friend an amazing one

[dazzlerazz]

And hugs back to you my friend <3

^_^ <3

I would miss you if you left tumblr!!

#reblog #I asked #I definitely ain't leaving tumblr for sure! #I'm kinda stuck here hehehe it's my only social media I regularly use #connie left from our lives well before I got onto tumblr #when most of us just interacted through random games and on discord #she hasn't been seen online for a long while. probably for like 5 ish years almost? #a lot of stock to put into someone from so long ago I know #but she was a special one #and I'm proud to have known her even if I didn't get the chance to fully get to know her #she was like the bright afternoon sun on a nice breezy day you know? #kinda like you in a way #you've got a similar energy about you that's just so calming #I don't know you all that well either but I hope we stay friends for a long time sara

[dazzlerazz]

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#reblog #social media stuff #I'm still awaiting my friend to return #she was there one day and gone the next #sometimes I wonder if she's still alive or if she just moved on to something different #I wonder if she knew how much of an impact she had on my life #I wonder if she knew she changed my life #I wonder if she still thinks of me at all #wherever she is I hope she's safe #and I'm glad that she was part of my life #our friend group broke down some time after her disappearance. I wonder if she ever knew how much she meant to all of us #she was our heart and our soul #and I was too chicken to tell it to her face #I was too afraid to tell her how much she meant to me #now I take the opportunity to tell all my friends every time I can #because one day they might disappear from my life and I'd never have a chance to tell them #I'm never going to forget her name for as long as I live #I miss you connie. I hope you're well

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I've got nowhere to be tomorrow maybe I finish s2 up tonigt

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Also where is demon lassie I demand to see the demon lassie where is the demon I demand to see her right now I want to see her >:CCCCC

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[dazzlerazz]

I regret to inform you that Dan Fei does not do anything in Season 2 of Thunderbolt Fantasy. iirc she and Juan do show up at the very end, but it’s not much so you shouldn’t get your hopes up 😔

(Btw, where are you now? Have you reached episode 9 yet 👀)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT DAN FEI???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS??????????????????? But even a glimpse of my dearest will make me happy 😔 when I see her

I'm in the middle of episode 7 right now where Lin is asking Shang about Bluebird, I completely forgot I was watching it after I finished dinner lol whoops! I'll get back to it now 💙💜💙💜 ty ty!

#askbox #appiebox #razz watches tbf #my babygirl...... crying sobbing laying on the floor #this monk character tho he's really growing on me #also is it just me or is shang acting differently in this season? #I suppose that's just usual stuff that comes with shows getting another season or something #also lin has that transgender swag cuz I say so #I'm still unsure about how I feel about vape wizard because he's an interesting character but also I'm second guessing his actions- #-at every turn #what's he doing? what's his plan? #I keep trying to figure it out by remembering his logic from season 1 #also I'm pretty sure bluebird knows the guy calling himself giu naoi (?) is the enigmatic gale by now #or at least heavily suspects it and is just waiting for something concrete

[dazzlerazz]

Maybe I need a thunderbolt fantasy phone background, that will fix me

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[dazzlerazz]

Dan Fei hours

#razz watches tbf #BABYGIRL WHERE ARE YOU????? #maybe I do be focusing too hard on where she is and not what's going on #taking a break to eat dinner and let my eyes rest

[dazzlerazz]

Sister: "What are you gonna watch?"

Me: "My show"

Sister: "The doll show?"

Me: "Exactly

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Another upside about watching tbf is that it actually gets me to wear my fucking glasses like I should lmao

#razz watches tbf #I should wear them more than I do #usually I just brute force the shows but I actually have to read the subtitles

[dazzlerazz]

I miss my wife tails. I miss her a lot

#razz watches tbf #DAN FEI WHERE ART THOU I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #rapidfire posting tbf ramblings on main

[dazzlerazz]

Gonna call this guy Lute Dude

#razz watches tbf #I've had a hard time giving the characters unique nicknames #I don't know why. I'm usually spot on with them #maybe I'm just tired these days or something

[dazzlerazz]

Save me demon lady

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Also I almost lost the Shang wip cuz I forgot to save it before my computer staqrted fucking up this morning but luckily it auto saved god bless

#razz writing stuff

[dazzlerazz]

I miss her. I'm gonna cry if I don't see my babygirl on screen this season.

#razz watches tbf #WHERE IS DAN FEI ALREADY WHERE IS SHE WHERE IS SHE WHERE IS SHE WHERE IS SHE #she n juan both tbh WHERE ARE THEY #I have a feeling they got together after the end of season 1 because of what dan fei said about family #but I just wanna see them man. where are my blorbos?????