deathmcth-archived

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Archived.

for my own comfortability, i won't be returning to this blog. you can read the post about it, or leave things as they are. my discord is cloves#2852

#i'm not giving out my new blog unless i trust you/unless asked for it #but the run down is is that f//alseamore copied my oc right after i softblocked them and i'm uncomfortable seeing them on my dash- #and im uncomfortable interacting with any of their friends going forward. everything is in the post i have linked (sorry it's long) #the only post for today! im going to get my new blog set up

[deathmcth-archived]

Archived.

for my own comfortability, i won't be returning to this blog. you can read the post about it, or leave things as they are. my discord is cloves#2852

#this is gonna be the last post i make for the day too. i'm also not gonna be on discord until tomorrow #i need a break

[deathmcth-archived]

This isn't a callout and i don't want it to be treated that way. i dont want this reblogged and i'm going to be turning off replies for this post. the intentions behind this post are to strictly make people aware of what's going on and why i'm leaving this blog for good. i do have a backup blog currently in the works, and i've already deleted the majority of the info i've made on ayalon and saved it elsewhere, just in case that gets copied too.

If any of you wanna talk about this privately with me, my discord is cloves#2852

i'm gonna be blunt and say i really don't know if i'm even gonna bother coming back. and i'm sorry it took just one person to ruin this experience for me. If you feel that this isn't something you need to take seriously or invest much care into, that's fine; this post isn't meant to ask people to be reactionary and you are free to do with this information what you will. but this is something that has impacted my time here and I wanted to speak up on it. again, this is just me explaining why i'm leaving this blog, and creating a whole new one that's going to be extremely private (if i do decide to come back).

i do want to thank the people that came to be privately about the situation and let me know what was up, and thank you for validating my feelings and telling me that i'm not crazy for seeing the similarities. i'm not gonna namedrop you guys because i dont want you dragged into anything, but i still really wanna thank you.

this is going to sound really harsh and im sorry for that, but i'm not going to be interacting with people that RP with falseamore. i thought about how i wanted to proceed with this, and at first i thought 'ok, just quietly softblock the people that interact with them and that'll be that.' but they're a very popular RPer, and i realized that if i were to go that route, i would be softblocking every single one of my mutuals. so i figured i might as well just make a whole new blog, and if i end up having only one whole RP partner there, i'm ok with that. because again, i dont want anyone to feel obligated to do anything, so i'm making the decision to leave things as they are here and start somewhere else. if you wanna know where i'm at, we can talk about it, but i'm standing my ground with this decision. seeing falseamore all over my dash after what they did has made me incredibly uncomfortable.

i want to apologize again for putting this on people's dash. i know everyone has a strict 'no drama' policy and if you dont want to interact after this, i understand. but being here has stopped being fun for me, and i feel like i can't post anything anymore without worrying about my stuff being taken. i've had a character stolen from me before on tumblr, and it's really not a good feeling. i'm also not about to turn the other cheek like i did the first time it happened. i know this is just a hobby, but please try to understand why i'm upset. especially because they didnt need to do this. i used to be mutuals with falseamore until i quietly softblocked them ( there's no drama or "tea" there, i just wasn't vibing with them anymore. that's it. no bad blood ), and soon after that they made a character that is eerily similar to ayalon. i know they made a post and casually mentioned that they had this character for 8 years, but why did they bring him back now, after i softblocked them, and why is he a near copy of ayalon? i'm not the only person who noticed, and it's because multiple people have come to me with their concerns that i had the courage to even post this in the first place.

i don't own death/life and im certainly not saying here that absolutely no one else can make characters that represent one or both aspects. i want everyone to have creative freedom and i love other characters that are centered around death as a whole. make death gods, make death incarnations; i understand that some characters are going to be similar to each other and that's ok! but what i'm getting at here is how falseamore created a character that is, and i'm quoting this from an RP mutual who came to me first about the similarities, "ayalon but in a different font" right after i had softblocked them. i really want to make it clear here that i'm not trying to seem controlling or like i'm trying to say that only i can make a character that is an incarnation of death. and i'll repeat that as many times as i need to to get my point across.

under the readmore is going to be most of the stuff i'm talking about.

i'm going to start from the beginning here, and sorry if this doesn't all make sense! i've never had to do something like this before. AGAIN THOUGH. this aint a callout, i really know it seems like one, i'm aware of that. it's just an explanation as to where im coming from.

here's proof we were mutuals and have interacted. i want to get that out of the way first. at the time their url was unfathomablebeings

in november of 2022 i reblogged a commission i got of ayalon that shows exactly what he looks like, minus a few details (namely his piercings). here's the post, and a snippet of falseamore interacting with the post. so they knew what he looked like while making their current death oc, as well what ayalon's personality is like.

below is their death character that they created (or brought back, whichever one) shortly after i softblocked them. below that is ayalon's own description on his bio page as well as some of his personality traits. some characters are just going to be similar, yes, but things are just.. too similar, you know? especially because they knew about ayalon. we've interacted. sure, this could be the case where an oc doesn't look exactly like the fc, but it still doesnt erase the fact that this faceclaim looks like ayalon's canon appearance. the fringe, long and unkempt hair, the ashe blond, the kind of piercings and their placements, and the tattoos.

i wouldn't have cared too much about appearances if it just ended at that. lots of OCs have tattoos and piercings in the same places. there's only so much room on a single body. but even their personalities are similar. Vulgar, crude, no filter. That's a big part of who ayalon is and it's gonna show in more screenshots coming up.

i get that these are all very broad traits for an oc to have. but it continues to strike me as odd that falseamore has given their Death OC the very same characteristics as ayalon. if these features were given to any other OC, there would have been absolutely no problem. so why did they decide to "bring back" this character, and give him nearly the same appearance and personality traits as ayalon? is it because i softblocked that they decided to take inspiration from ayalon to continue RPing with a similar character? either way, it's made me uncomfortable.

the whole point of this blog is to RP a fallen God who's now a tattoo artist and a piercer. i have ayalon's occupation in his bio and in my pinned post, as well as most of his interactions have been ayalon being someone's go-to guy for body modifications. so him being a tattooo artist and a piecer is nothing new, that is what this blog is based on. everyone who's interacted with him or at the very least, seen ayalon knows that's the theme here. here's a quick thing of my bio again where it plainly states that ayalon does tattoos and piercings.

this is falseamore's Death's first interaction with other people. he's offering to be their piercer. again, why is it that this character has another thing in common with ayalon? something that this blog is heavily based around- ayalon giving people body modifications. ayalon is death/life incarnate, with a vulgar personality and an knack for trying to convince people to get a piercing.

they have also created a character that is death incarnate, has a vulgar personality, and a knack for trying to convince people to get piercings. these also show how similar their death's appearance is to ayalon.

here's some screenshots i took of ayalon also doing something similar when first interacting with people. (suggestive content tw;)

everyone's free to hold their own opinions on this and how important it actually is. but to me it's hurtful. even if they didn't mean to copy what i have for ayalon, they still obviously took inspiration from what i've worked on and i'm still entitled to feel how i feel about it. it makes me feel crappy that they're being praised for a character that they.. blatantly ripped off from me. i know this is something so very, very minor, but after going through this once before, i've learned that i need to stick up for myself when i see something that i don't like.

i'm reiterating here that if i lose all of my mutuals over this, that's ok. that's fair. i'm going to archive this blog and you won't hear from me again. i'm not going to stick by people who interact with falseamore strictly for my own comfort, nor am i going to tell people to "choose a side" here. this was only just so people know what im talking about. this really does suck, i'm sorry. being here isn't fun anymore when i know this is happening. if i do come back, it's not going to be on this blog.

my discord will be open if people want it.

#long post tw; #negative tw; #adios ✌️

[deathmcth-archived]

i hate to do this, but i think this is going to be my "official" hiatus post until i feel better/figure out what i wanna do about the situation (here if you wanna know what's going on). i'm gonna work on things here quietly if i get the motivation to and fill my queue, but other than that i think im gonna focus elsewhere for the time being. i keep finding out they're taking more of my ideas/inspo from ayalon so it just feels really crummy.

#negative tw; #queue.

[deathmcth-archived]

i hate to do this, but i think this is going to be my "official" hiatus post until i feel better/figure out what i wanna do about the situation (here if you wanna know what's going on). i'm gonna work on things here quietly if i get the motivation to and fill my queue, but other than that i think im gonna focus elsewhere for the time being. i keep finding out they're taking more of my ideas/inspo from ayalon so it just feels really crummy.

#negative tw; #queue.

[deathmcth-archived]

i hate to do this, but i think this is going to be my "official" hiatus post until i feel better/figure out what i wanna do about the situation (here if you wanna know what's going on). i'm gonna work on things here quietly if i get the motivation to and fill my queue, but other than that i think im gonna focus elsewhere for the time being. i keep finding out they're taking more of my ideas/inspo from ayalon so it just feels really crummy.

#negative tw; #( .ooc. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱ #im being so overdramatic i know #but i also feel so disrespected rn. #like i dont really wanna post about ayalon at all if he's going to be used as a source for someone else's oc

[deathmcth-archived]

we live our lives like the phases of the moons; ever-shifting, yet remaining. no matter the phase, the moon is always the moon, and our lives are always ours. it is about cycles. changing and returning.

#queue. #( .MUSINGS. ) ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔍𝔲𝔡𝔤𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔙𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔶 .⊱

[deathmcth-archived]

😬

i might take a step back from rping or at the very least, being as active as i was on the dash. i was feeling weird about my place here in general but then i found out someone ripped off my oc right after i softblocked them. im not saying i own the rights to death/life at all. i love other characters with the same general concept LKJDF but there's coincidences with this specific person/oc that are making me go 'hm.🧍‍♂️' ya feel? this isnt the first time a character of mine has been stolen right out from under me on tumblr and the last time it happened i just left, because people dont really take things like this all that seriously. so i'm kinda at that point where i'm like.. 'ok .. if people can get what they want from them now, what's the point of me sticking around?' plus i really dont like the idea of my stuff.. being used by another person or even being used as inspo..

like ofc im uncomfortable and hurt by it. but there's nothing i can really do so Oh Well. this will probably be the only thing i really mention of it just to get it off my chest a bit. i'm gonna be honest and say i still really dont know where i stand with this blog anymore, that's why im taking a step back from it for the time being.

#( .ooc. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱ #negative tw; #negativity in the chat gamers Beware #*'side eye' tiktok auto playing* #also if stuff like this annoys you or bothers you please feel free to softblock. like ik this is really stupid to be upset over

[deathmcth-archived]

Artist: Huh_1222 | DO NOT REBLOG .

Smile and drop the cliche till you think I'm listening.. Take just what I came for, then I'm out the door again.

Lie to get what I came for. Lie to get just what I need.

Lie to get what I crave. Lie and smile to get what's mine.

ᵀᶦᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠᵉᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒⁿˢᵗᵉʳ . ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᶠʳᶦᵉⁿᵈ .

#( .ezra. ) 𝔶𝔬𝔲— 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔇𝔢𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔯. 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔉𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔢 𝔓𝔯𝔬𝔭𝔥𝔢𝔱 .⊱ #im going to kiss this little freak of nature

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you ask ayalon how many kids he wants and he goes "ten" and you go "haha wow ayalon that's a lot!" but then he finishes with "million. ten million."

#( .ooc. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱ #TBD; #well get out there sport! ten million aint gonna just show up by themselves

[deathmcth-archived]

if you’re ever losing an argument hit’em with the “you want me.”

#queue. #( .MUSINGS. ) ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔍𝔲𝔡𝔤𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔙𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔶 .⊱

[deathmcth-archived]

He is Life and Death and everything in between. He's more than a God— he's the universe experiencing its Laws in a tangible form. There's nothing he can't end and there's nothing he can't begin. He's the world's natural, unwavering balance. An eye for eye. A limb for a limb. Ayalon exists in everything.

#( .musings. ) ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔍𝔲𝔡𝔤𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔙𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔶 .⊱ #HI i think im getting my muse for ayalon back 😭 i miss writing him so much #smooches his head

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idk how to show love for my moots ocs' normally

#DASHCOM #( .ooc. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱ #TBD; #if i ask to see hole or balls that means i like them dont worry about it

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be obsessed with me, it turns me on

#queue. #( .DESIRES. ) 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫'𝔱 𝔤𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔞 𝔤𝔬𝔬𝔡 𝔤𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔞𝔪𝔫 𝔞𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔭𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 .⊱

[deathmcth-archived]

don't play 'deez nuts' or 'ligma' jokes with reid because he'd tell you to whip them out.

#( .ooc. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱ #TBD; #he'd stare at you like this 👁️👁️ #take out your balls. take them out

[deathmcth-archived]

The Killing Fields, Phnom Penh, Cambodia / Daniel Bernard

#queue. #( .AESTHETICS. ) 𝔖𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔬𝔯𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔰. 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫𝔰 𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 .⊱

[deathmcth-archived]

#queue. #( .AESTHETICS. ) 𝔖𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔬𝔯𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔰. 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫𝔰 𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 .⊱