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The hot new club is The Tortured Poets Department. It has everything: alcoholism, suicidal ideation, infidelity, mental breakdowns, drug addicted losers, pathetic little men, insane bop, defiance of fans, god complexes, near debilitating self-hatred, radical exceptance

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No matter what, you keep finding something to fight for.

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“Is it okay if I draw fanart of your fanfic?👉🏼👈🏼”

My brother in Christ we shall have a spring wedding

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THE PREDATOR STALKS ITS PREY >:)

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babygirl

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Pedro Pascal in Triple Frontier

That’s better

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hey just a lil update for those who reached out ❤️

i’ve been working online doing teletriage, sold my car, my ipad, some concert tickets i had to pay for bills for the next little while. my partner is collecting EI for a little while and we are making it work all while i plan clinical rotations, trying to keep on top of prioritizing myself (who i’ve been neglecting for like 3 years) and finishing school

next step is paying down some of my credit cards and viciously looking for a post grad job that i can sign a contract with this fall.

i want everyone to know though, for right now, i’m ok. the rug was really pulled out from under my feet a few weeks ago and the love and outpouring of support from this community (who i have also been neglecting and i’m so fucking sorry) healed me and helped me so much more than i can explain.

anyways, three weeks left in this semester. we push onward. i miss you ❤️

#update

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PEDRO PASCAL Winner of SAG Award for Outstanding Performance by a Male Actor in a Drama Series

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HE BROAD!! BIG BIG BIG MAN!

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baby boi was SHOOK

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The CURLS 🫠🫠

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thank you friend ❤️ i hope things get better for you as well

mutual aid request

Hey y’all. I have been sort of touching on this recently as I have been struggling INCREDIBLY with my debt load and managing veterinary school at the same time.

Basically, long story short. I can’t make any of my bills this month and have to pay $2500 to my bank to ensure they don’t close my account due to my parents releasing themselves from my loan and no longer supporting me. I am also struggling now as my partner who has been helping supporting me for the past 6-7 months is no longer able to support me due to his own financial shortcomings.

This is extremely stressful as i am now truly on my own with no support system financially. I am risking my home, maybe having to sell my car all while trying to keep my dog and self fed and housed.

I know it is a lot to ask but i am requesting mutual aid from this community as well as my own so that i do not end up in crushing debt and can keep myself supported. i’m happy to share more details privately but if you would consider buying me a kofi it would be greatly appreciated. dealing with this instability since the holidays has played a huge role in my hiatus trying to find odd jobs that fit with my vet school schedule.

i worry without support i may have to bail before entering my final year of my degree so that i can move home and work or sell my car and belongings and couch hop for the foreseeable future.

anything helps ❤️ as always with love

meg

#life hits and hits hard

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mutual aid request

Hey y’all. I have been sort of touching on this recently as I have been struggling INCREDIBLY with my debt load and managing veterinary school at the same time.

Basically, long story short. I can’t make any of my bills this month and have to pay $2500 to my bank to ensure they don’t close my account due to my parents releasing themselves from my loan and no longer supporting me. I am also struggling now as my partner who has been helping supporting me for the past 6-7 months is no longer able to support me due to his own financial shortcomings.

This is extremely stressful as i am now truly on my own with no support system financially. I am risking my home, maybe having to sell my car all while trying to keep my dog and self fed and housed.

I know it is a lot to ask but i am requesting mutual aid from this community as well as my own so that i do not end up in crushing debt and can keep myself supported. i’m happy to share more details privately but if you would consider buying me a kofi it would be greatly appreciated. dealing with this instability since the holidays has played a huge role in my hiatus trying to find odd jobs that fit with my vet school schedule.

i worry without support i may have to bail before entering my final year of my degree so that i can move home and work or sell my car and belongings and couch hop for the foreseeable future.

anything helps ❤️ as always with love

meg

#thank you everyone so much #last night i was able to direct deposit and my bank account is no longer over drafted ❤️ #like i said this kindness will be repaid in full when i am able

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Hey Meg,

I’ve been where you are, and I know how hard it is. I know the worry and dread and what it feels like to have nothing in your bank accounts. I’ve had to drive 45 min one way to a low paying factory job for a 12 hr night shift and show up to class in a dirty uniform, dead tired, just to make ends meet.

But I got through it. And so will you.

Don’t worry about getting sued, there are so many people in your situation that by the time they actually get you into court your situation could be different.

Keep going, you are much loved around here!

Tricia

This helps to hear and i just really appreciate you for coming in here to offer your support 🤎

it’s so HARD to admit defeat in this way. we look at our accounts and just get so incredibly stressed. i’ve been trying to get an overnight job somewhere but where i live jobs like that are so sought after 50-60 people are applying for one position. and the one skill i have, being a veterinary technician/nurse, the only emergency overnight is the college i attend and they don’t let students do overnights.

i called my bank and have worked something out until march but it absolutely drained any ounce of savings we had (and then some) here’s to hoping that when i do get sued (because it’s likely coming) i can discuss how my situation will change in the next 12 months.

but i will keep going and continue to tell myself that there is so much future to be had. in a little over 12 months i’ll be a veteriarian and able to take care of this and repay those who have shown love that is so genuine and caring toward me.

i am so lucky to have such a supportive group of friends both in my life and in this community that have stuck by me even when i have not been the best person, disappearing at times. and know that if i am to lose my home (which if it happens it happens we figure it out) that i will have somewhere to go.

thank you for this message and your understanding, it truly brings me so much comfort and reminds me to keep going

#thank you #meg answers

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overwhelmed with how kind and generous this community continually reminds me it is.

thank you for caring, i honestly wouldn’t have posted it if we weren’t desperate. i am someone who is very proud and in the past months have learned what it is to feel shame.

i will push and continue to show kindness in this world and this is my extending a branch saying that kindness is not unnoticed by me and i fully intend it will be repaid when me and s are capable. this is not just extended to those with monetary contribution, it’s those who have reblogged or sent me a message; after a few weeks of so much loss it is nice to know i am supported.

i’m currently just trying to figure out and cope with school, clinical rotations beginning, and the trauma and loss that was experienced these past few weeks. I will make it through this but to know that support exists, it helps. i would not wish this situation on anyone but know i’m someone who will always try and see the silver lining.

i’ll keep everyone updated on where i’m at, and i am genuinely sorry i have not been a present force in this community recently. i wish and hope with all that i am that the people that know me here can forgive me for my absence in their lives.

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

#thank you #mutual aid request

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mutual aid request

Hey y’all. I have been sort of touching on this recently as I have been struggling INCREDIBLY with my debt load and managing veterinary school at the same time.

Basically, long story short. I can’t make any of my bills this month and have to pay $2500 to my bank to ensure they don’t close my account due to my parents releasing themselves from my loan and no longer supporting me. I am also struggling now as my partner who has been helping supporting me for the past 6-7 months is no longer able to support me due to his own financial shortcomings.

This is extremely stressful as i am now truly on my own with no support system financially. I am risking my home, maybe having to sell my car all while trying to keep my dog and self fed and housed.

I know it is a lot to ask but i am requesting mutual aid from this community as well as my own so that i do not end up in crushing debt and can keep myself supported. i’m happy to share more details privately but if you would consider buying me a kofi it would be greatly appreciated. dealing with this instability since the holidays has played a huge role in my hiatus trying to find odd jobs that fit with my vet school schedule.

i worry without support i may have to bail before entering my final year of my degree so that i can move home and work or sell my car and belongings and couch hop for the foreseeable future.

anything helps ❤️ as always with love

meg

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