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This is my back now and wtf

How can my upper back look like this and still be a fat pig...man

I gotta do some planks, crunches or smth bc i wanna wear croptops and cute stuff

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #fat legs

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Have discipline

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #fat legs

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Belly check oink oink

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #fat legs

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Bodycheck🐖

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro m1a #ed vent #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #fat legs

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Is this good or-

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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My routine after a binge:

• 40 min HIIT cardio

• writing down new binge topics(how to stop,what causes it, what causes cravings etc.)

• skipping school the day after(if i can)

• no bread the day after

• no scale for 2 weeks

• no sleep that day

I WANNA KMS

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #just binged

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I have a bunch of clothes like this:(

Nothing feels worse than the clothes that used to be loose starting to fit again 😭

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Day 16

In 2022 june. I was fat, 70kg for 5,2

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed bllog #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

[duckyistryingtobepretty]

Day 1

Eaten: 950

Burned:190

Net:760

Gotta try this shi

So

The starting weight from this diet: 47,3kg

[duckyistryingtobepretty]

Gotta try this shi

So

The starting weight from this diet: 47,3kg

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Day 15

Nope, i am not a vegetarian, and either a vegan. But I might try to be a pescetarian(only eat fish) bc I love salmon too much to not eat it

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed vent #ed bllog #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy #anorecja

[duckyistryingtobepretty]

Motivation ideas to not binge pt 1.

• put a number on your wall of have much days you can go without binge eating

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Trying cute outfits that would be even cuter with thin legs part 1

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Day 13

Yeahh not really healthy

Day 14

My ugw is 39kg

Im expecting to reach it by december if im on track

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Day 11 umm idk

Day 12 (I forgot to post yesterday lol)

I usually eat: (if I dont binge)

• peach/nectarin

• protein bars

• sandwiches

#ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #bulim14 #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #ed bllog #pro m1a #ed vent #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Day 10

Since im during this for more than a year now,its a bit foggy but ik.

I gave up Food freedom.

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy

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Day 9

Mm yea ig

I got comments like:

" it shows that I eat sweets"

"Youre getting bigger every day"

" you have a completely average weight"

" youre not fat and not skinny"

" finally you have something on your face"

#ana trigger #bulim14 #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed relapse #ed vent #pro m1a #tw ed descussion #fatty piggy