i’m gonna be leaving the fandom. might be for a little bit, might be forever, who knows? i haven’t been all that active lately anyways, i haven’t really made anything new lately and i just don’t see a purpose in being here.
there’s always some kind of drama happening and it’s just all too exhausting for me. i’m dealing with being forced to move at very little notice, a new promotion at work that has been extremely stressful and anxiety inducing, as well as my own mental health issues. i used to come on here to escape all those feelings but if anything, sometimes it makes it worse.
i honestly would love to just deactivate, but i’m stupid and didn’t save any of my fics anywhere and i’d hate to lose things i’ve worked so hard on. i don’t mean to dump on here and add to the negativity but this is just where im at personally.
i’m forever grateful to the real friends i’ve made on here who have been there for me ever since i joined the fandom. words aren’t enough to thank them for everything they’ve done for me, even if they don’t know it.
it’s been lots of fun coming on here and creating with a community of people who have the same interests, but it just has started to feel like a chore for me to get on here.
it sucks leaving the one fandom i once found true solice and friendship in, but you really do outgrow everything eventually.
and please if you’re going to take one thing away from this post, don’t let it be the drama. in a way this is just a little lift update and a thank you letter to all the people who made me feel safe, loved, seen, and like i belonged. and that includes joe and eddie.
anyways, love you all. i am up on discord if anyone would like to keep in touch, please feel free to dm me. i’ll probably delete this app tomorrow. peace out for however long 🫶🏽
fucking christ thank you. it’s not funny it’s not cool it’s actually gross. stop spreading this shit. experience yourself or someone close to you struggle with addiction and i guarantee you wouldn’t be so quick to make up shit like this like it’s a fun pastime.
I just wanna say something. Rant under the cut.
People might not enjoy rumours regarding their faves because they're triggering or upsetting for them. You can have fun in a fandom without making up rumours or gossiping like a bunch of pre-teens, or making fun of another person's appearance (we get it, you fancy them, no need for all this pulling their pigtails on the playground bollocks). Some of us are literally here to simp. And if that makes us "precious" or "pearl clutchers" then so be it.
Jesus fucking Christ I am so over this fandom, I've never known anything like it. We've all agreed that gossip is gross *cough*josephquinngossipgirl*cough* so just shut the fuck up. Write your silly little stories and reblog your silly little pictures and just stop it.
Hes fine. Don't worry. He's got cigarettes, snacks and his jams. I just needed to grab him a 6 pack real quick. Can you watch him for me? He don't bite. (Yes, he does.)
Those of you who keep spreading those rumors .. I really wonder.. does this make you feel good about yourself??
Do you feel superior in a way trying to ruin someones life and reputation when that person did absolutely nothing to you?
And most of all do you freaking realize what a nightmare it is for people who went through this and their loved ones?? Like seriously? You really think it’s something to joke about?? What are you 5??
i made a monthly reading list to help keep me motivated to read more since i’ve SUCKED at it lately. so if you have any fics of yours or others you think i should read please send them my way !!
haii!! could you do some hannibal (preferably nbc!!) dividers and gore warning dividers?? tysm in advance! ^_^
oooh yes! that would be fun - I tried to reference some of the imagery and themes (and I did sneak in the moth because I couldn’t resist!) - the paintings are Primavera and The Red Dragon 💖
And if there’s another way you want me to word the Warning dividers, please let me know!