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why does it hurt so much to see ur new pictures? Why am I aching? Why am I suffering? Why does it feel like a stab into my heart?

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seeing ur new pictures fucks me everytime.

#personal #bpd fp #bpd thoughts #bpd love #bpd obsession #living with borderline

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falling.

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Am I self-sabotaging?

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I feel so powerless against myself

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Anne Carson, from Decreation: Poetry, Essays, Opera; “Despite Her Pain, Another Day”

Text ID: Me, as ever, gone.

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George Seferis, tr. by Edmund Keeley & Philip Sherrard from, “Summer Solstice.”

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Do u ever look back and miss what u were, even though u were never there? Being the person before all that happen and began.

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I want it to stop

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So alone