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[equixen]

At long last, my playlist for my fic, Our Hands Are Tied, has arrived :)

YouTube | Spotify

(A couple of songs aren't available on Spotify so I recommend listening on YouTube)

If you're interested in the explanation about why each song was chosen for each part of the story, I have also posted a full write-up complete with lyric extracts and scene descriptions at the end of my fic on AO3 (chapter 22).

#my playlist #my edit #caspeter #caspian/peter #peter/caspian #caspian x peter #peter x caspian #peter pevensie #caspian x #narnia #tcon #the chronicles of narnia

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Category: Gen Characters: Lucy, Edmund, Susan and Peter Song: ‘Goodbye’ by Ramsey

#my fanvids #lucy pevensie #edmund pevensie #susan pevensie #peter pevensie #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #tcon #the lion the witch and the wardrobe #prince caspian #the voyage of the dawn treader #the pevensies #Youtube

[equixen]

🌟 You Are My Destiny 🌟 - A Caspeter Playlist

A small tribute to @equixen's new fanfic "Our Hands Are Tied" 🫶

True Love - P!nk

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say / Sometimes I wanna slap you on your whole face / There's no one quite like you, you push all my buttons down / I know life would suck without you / At the same time I wanna hug you / I wanna wrap my hands around your neck / You're an asshole, but I love you / And you make me so mad, I ask myself / Why I'm still here? Or where could I go? / You're the only love I've ever known / But I hate you, I really hate you / So much I think it must be true love

I Found - Amber Run

And I'll use you as a warning sign / That if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind / And I'll use you as a focal point / So I don't lose sight of what I want / Oh, and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be / Right in front of me / So talk some sense to me

Wicked Game (Cover) - Ursine Vulpine, Annaca

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you / It's strange what desire will make foolish people do / I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you / And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you / Oh I don't want to fall in love / Oh I don't want to fall in love with you

War of Hearts - Ruelle

I can't help but love you / Even though I try not to / I can't help but want you / I know that I would die without you

Neptune - Sleeping at Last

I'm only honest when it rains / If I time it right the thunder breaks / When I open my mouth / I wanna tell you but I don't know how / I'm only honest when it rains / An open book with a torn out page / And my inks run out / I wanna love you but I don't know how / I don't know how

Before You Go - Lewis Capaldi

So, before you go / Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? / If only I've known you had a storm to weather / So, before you go / Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? / It kills me how your mind could make you feel so worthless

The Great War - Taylor Swift

There's no morning glory, it was war, it wasn't fair / And we will never go back to that / Bloodshed, crimson clover / Uh-uh, the worst was over / My hand was the one you reached for / All throughout the Great War / Always remember, uh-uh / We're burned for better / I vowed I would always be yours / 'Cause we survived the Great War

Who Wants to Live Forever - Queen

There's no time for us / There's no place for us / What is this thing that builds our dreams, yet slips away from us? / There's no chance for us / It's all decided for us / This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us

Arcade - Duncan Laurence

A broken heart is all that's left / I'm still fixing all the cracks / Lost a couple of pieces when / I carried it, carried it, carried home / I'm afraid of all I am / My mind feels like a foreign land / Silence ringin' inside my head / Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home / I've spent all of the love I saved / We were always a losing game / Small town boy in a big arcade / I got addicted to a losing game / Oh, all I know, all I know / Loving you is a losing game

In My Veins - Andrew Belle

Nothing goes as planned / Everything will break / People say goodbye, in their own special way / All that you rely on and all that you can fake / Will leave you in the morning but find you in the day / Oh, you're in my veins and I cannot get you out / Oh, you're all I taste at night inside of my mouth / Oh, you run away 'cause I am not what you found / Oh, you're in my veins and I cannot get you out

Dynasty - MIIA

The scar I can't reverse / The more it heals, the worse it hurts / Gave you every piece of me / No wonder it's missing / Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant / And all I gave is gone / Tumbled like it was stone / Thought we built a dynasty that Heaven couldn't shake / Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made / Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

All I Want - Kodaline

All I want is nothing more / To hear you knocking at my door / 'Cause if I could see your face once more / I could die a happy man, I'm sure / When you said your last goodbye / I died a little bit inside / I lay in tears in bed all night / Alone, without you by my side / But if you love me / Why would you leave me?

Rewrite the Stars - Zac Efron, Zendaya

How do we rewrite the stars? / Say you were made to be mine / Nothing can keep us apart / 'Cause you are the one I was meant to find / It's up to you, and it's up to me / No can say what we get to be / Why don't we rewrite the stars / Changing the world to be ours / You know I want you / It's not a secret I try to hide / But I can't have you / We're bound to break and my hands are tied

Fire on Fire - Sam Smith

When we fight, we fight like lions / But then we love and feel the truth / We lose our minds in a city of roses / We won't abide by any rules / I don't say a word / But still you take my breath and steal the things I know / There you go, saving me from out of the cold / Fire on fire, would normally kill us / But with this much desire, together, we're winners / They say that we're out of control and some say we're sinners / But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms / 'Cause when you unfold me and tell me you love me / And look in my eyes / You are perfection, my only direction / It's fire on fire

King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men

Howling ghosts, they reappear / In mountains that are stacked with fear / But you're a king and I'm a lionheart / And in the sea that's painted black / Creatures lurk below the deck / But you're a king and I'm a lionheart / As the world comes to an end / I'll be here to hold your hand / 'Cause you're my king and I'm your lionheart

Two Men in Love - The Irrepressibles

If I asked you now / Will you be my prince? / Will you lay down your armor / And be with me forever? / When you open me / All the power in me moves / How you want to see / All the depths of me real / When you open me / All the power in me moves / I feel real / I love you

Turning Page - Sleeping at Last

I've waited a hundred years / But I'd wait a million more for you / Nothing prepared me for / What the privilege of being yours would do / If I had only felt the warmth within your touch / If I had only seen how you smiled when you blushed / Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough / I would have known what I was living for all along / What I've been living for / Your love is my turning page / Only the sweetest words remain / Every kiss is a cursive line / Every touch is a redefined phrase

Saturn - Sleeping at Last

You taught me the courage of stars before you left / How light carries on endlessly even after death / With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite / How rare and beautiful it is to even exist / I couldn't help but ask / For you to say it all again / I tried to write it down / But I could never find a pen / I'd give anything to hear / You say it one more time / That the universe was made / Just to be seen by my eyes

You - Keaton Henson

If you must leave / Leave as though fire burns under your feet / If you must speak / Speak every word as though it were unique / If you must die, sweetheart / Die knowing your life was my life's best part / If you must die / Remember your life

A Time for Us - Barratt Waugh

A time for us someday there'll be / When chains are torn by courage born / Of love that's free / A time when dreams so long denied / Will flourish as we unveil / The love we now must hide / A time for us at last to see / A time worthwhile for you and me / And with our love through tears and thorns / We will endure as we pass surely / Through every storm / A time for us someday there'll be / A new world, a world of shining hope for you and me

#i just #wow #i honestly cannot get over the fact #that someone has been inspired by one of my creations #thank you thank you thank you #caspeter #the chronicles of narnia #narnia

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Summary: Peter and Caspian. Theirs is a love that never ran smooth. They will fall in love, lose each other and, against all odds, find each other again. But their story doesn’t end there…

Welcome to my Caspeter rewrite of Prince Caspian and The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. This is an expansion of my previous one-shot (Before You Go) into a full story and is complete with 21 chapters.

#my writing #caspeter #caspian/peter #peter/caspian #caspian x peter #peter x caspian #peter pevensie #caspian x #narnia #tcon #the chronicles of narnia #the voyage of the dawn treader #prince caspian

[equixen]

So I'm actually in the process of reviewing my Caspeter rewrite of Prince Caspian 😁 It's complete and currently sitting at about 58,000 words and I hope to be able to post the whole thing in the next week or two.

does anyone have fics where it's just the plot of prince caspian but caspian kisses peter instead

#caspeter #self rec #my writing #narnia

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘The Great War’ by Taylor Swift

#my fanvids #caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #peter/caspian #peter pevensie #caspian x #prince caspian #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #tcon #Youtube

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘Run To You’ by Lea Michele

If you want to see more of the happy ending featured at the end of this video, you can also check out my other video, 'The Reunion' and my fanfic, 'Live With Me Forever Now'. A scene from that story is what inspired me to make this latest video because I was constantly picturing it when listening to this song :)

#my fanvids #caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #peter/caspian #peter pevensie #caspian x #prince caspian #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #tcon #Youtube

[equixen]

I wanted to hang a Narnia poster up on my wall but none of the official ones were quite what I was after so I created this :)

#my edit #caspeter #peter pevensie #prince caspian #caspian x #susan pevensie #edmund pevensie #lucy pevensie #aslan #narnia #tcon #the chronicles of narnia

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Summary: With the threat of Peter’s duel and the subsequent battle hanging over their heads, Caspian decides to tell Peter how he feels before it might be too late.

I was still finalising my first Caspeter fan fic when this idea popped into my head so now you get two fics on one day :)

#my writing #caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #peter/caspian #prince caspian #caspian x #peter pevensie #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #tcon

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Summary: Caspian has but one regret in life and that was never telling Peter how he felt. Now that he has been brought to Aslan’s Country, will he have a second chance?

After creating this little reunion video edit, I thought I would give fan fic writing a try so I could finish the story properly :) This is complete with two chapters.

#my writing #caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #peter/caspian #peter pevensie #prince caspian #caspian x #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #tcon

[equixen]

Equixen’s Master List

All my stuff grouped by fandom. Most links go to the related Tumblr post but a few of my older videos aren’t on Tumblr so those links go straight to YouTube.

The Chronicles of Narnia

FanFic Playlist: Our Hands Are Tied - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: Goodbye - Lucy, Edmund, Susan and Peter (gen)

Fan fiction: Our Hands Are Tied - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: The Great War - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: Run To You - Caspian/Peter

Poster - The cast

Fan fiction: Before You Go - Caspian/Peter

Fan fiction: Live With Me Forever Now - Caspian/Peter

Desktop wallpaper 2 - Caspian/Peter

Video edit: The Reunion - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: Immortals - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: Before You Go - Caspian/Peter

Fan video: What Hurts the Most - Caspian/Peter

Desktop wallpaper 1 - Caspian/Peter

Doctor Who

Fan video: Hold My Hand – 13th Doctor/Yaz

Fan video: My Once In A Lifetime – Doctor/Rose

Fan video: It’s Out of My Hands – 9th Doctor and Clara (AU)

Fan video: Beside You - Amy/Rory

Fan video: Hurricane – The Doctor

Fan video: You’re Everything – 11th Doctor/River Song

Fan video: Silence Is All You Know - 11th Doctor/River Song

Fan video: Here With Me – 10th Doctor/Rose

Fan video: I Do (Cherish You) – Doctor/Rose

Marvel Cinematic Universe

Fan video: Unconditionally – Natasha/Bruce

Fan video: Almost Love – Steve/Bucky

Fan video: Stay – Steve/Bucky

Class

Fan video: Never Gonna Be Alone – Charlie/ Matteusz

Fan video: Sine From Above – Charlie and Miss Quill

Poster: The Cast

Xena: Warrior Princess – Xena/Gabrielle

Fan video: Space Between

Fan video: Who Knew

Fan video: End of The World

BBC Sherlock – Sherlock/John

Fan video: All of Me

Fan video: The Truth In Your Eyes

Adam Lambert

Desktop wallpaper 1

Desktop wallpaper 2

Desktop wallpaper 3

Queer As Folk

Desktop wallpaper – Ben/Michael

Desktop wallpaper – Brian/Justin

Fan video: Say When – Ted

Fan video: It’s Complicated – Brian/Justin

Fan video: Pride – Brian/Justin

Fan video: All That I’m Asking For – Brian/Justin

Fan video: Permanent – Brian/Justin

Fan video: I’d Come For You – Brian/Justin

Other:

Fan video: Lose You Now – How I Met Your Mother - Barney/Robin

Poster: Team Free Will - Supernatural

Fan video: Somebody To Die For – Good Omens - Crowley/Aziraphale

Fan video: Better Than I Know Myself – The Witcher - Geralt/Jaskier

Fan video: Always Remember Us This Away – Outlander - Jamie/Claire

Fan video: So Cold – The Book Thief

Fan video: All About Us – The Newtown Girls - Alex/Scarlet

[equixen]

Another Caspeter desktop wallpaper :)

#my edit #caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #Peter/Caspian #peter pevensie #Caspian X #prince caspian #narnia #The Chronicles of Narnia #tcon

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘Immortals’ by Fall Out Boy

I have also uploaded a reunion video edit which is an extended version of the reunion between Caspian and Peter that I put together for the end of this video.

#caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #Peter/Caspian #peter pevensie #Caspian X #narnia #The Chronicles of Narnia #tcon #prince caspian #My Fanvids

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘Evacuating London’ by Harry Gregson-Williams

This is my version of a happy ending where Caspian and Peter are reunited in Aslan’s Country  :)   It was initially intended to just be a temporary rough cut before being reduced to fit the end of my Immortals fan video. But I still liked the full version of this edit so after adding some music and dialogue, I decided to upload this as a standalone video.

Update: You can now check out my fan fic called 'Live With Me Forever Now' if you would like to see what happens next :)

#caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #Peter/Caspian #peter pevensie #Caspian X #narnia #The Chronicles of Narnia #tcon #prince caspian #My Fanvids

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘Before You Go’ by Lewis Capaldi

#caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #Peter/Caspian #peter pevensie #Caspian X #narnia #The Chronicles of Narnia #prince caspian #My Fanvids #tcon

[equixen]

Fandom: The Chronicles of Narnia Pairing: Caspian/Peter Song: ‘What Hurts The Most’ by Rascal Flatts

#caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #Peter/Caspian #peter pevensie #Caspian X #narnia #tcon #The Chronicles of Narnia #prince caspian #My Fanvids

[equixen]

Just throwing a Caspeter desktop wallpaper out there :)

#caspeter #caspian x peter #caspian/peter #peter x caspian #peter/caspian #peter pevensie #caspian x #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #prince caspian #my edit #tcon