eternaly0nlin3

[eternaly0nlin3]

I'm going 2 the mental hospital rn and I'm so fucking scared

I've never been and I'm actually fucking horrified

Everyone has so many bad stories and Im alr fucked in the head so idk what 2 expect

Help

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[eternaly0nlin3]

im so fucking sick and tired of taking care of everyone else when I can barely take care of myself

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!!!

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Emily is me

[eternaly0nlin3]

this is so true

[eternaly0nlin3]

"smoking cigarettes is gonna kill you!!" thats the point Einstein.

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ME CORE

[eternaly0nlin3]

the fact that i could've been at my ugw by now should be enough motivation

[eternaly0nlin3]

also babes!!!! important to remember if you do strength training workouts!!!

muscle weighs more than fat!!!!

focus more on your clothing sizes and measurements rather than the scale!!!!

[eternaly0nlin3]

Fuck an a4a buddy I need an almond mom

[eternaly0nlin3]

I feel like a dog getting their name called when I hear the words c@lories or f@sts. It’s crazy how often people talk about it.

[eternaly0nlin3]

Why do I keep fucking eating.

Stop eating,

Stop eating,

STOP EATING.

[eternaly0nlin3]

having a breakdown because you hate the way you look is another type of pain

[eternaly0nlin3]

No, you don't understand how it feels to wish for death while blowing out the candles on your birthday cake

[eternaly0nlin3]

i’m not scared of dying, i’m scared about what i’m going to miss

[eternaly0nlin3]

Your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

She's busy.

Her room is a mess.

Her hair looks horrible.

She needs a shower.

She's bleeding from her arms and thighs.

Sorry, your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

She's busy.

She needs some time to herself.

She cannot focus. Not here. Not with these people.

No, she doesn't want your food.

She is not hungry.

No, she does not need your help.

She is fine, just a little tired.

Sorry, your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

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