i was just talking about this with a close friend.. it really caused me pain and loss in a relationship once. it sucks but i really am in a journey to grow heal and move past this place that makes me feel like im not enough for people it sounds horrible because i dont ever want to seem or be less or belittle my self but its a true deep personal battle i deal and face daily in my life..... i dont want to victimize my self, i dont want to make it all about me by saying..” its just never enough, what i do, who i am... im this im not perfect im not better im not what you expected or want..”Its just that i trully feel im not enough... ..Am I thath screwed up”?
its an awfulll thing to deal with i hate ittttttt my worst enemy, my worst part of me. Im sick of it! But regardless after this loss I really am heart broken, i feel like this has caused me to loose so much for too long, and it stole my chance to show that person what i really can be who i really am, I know im worth something, i know im special and lovable and man do i love passionately
so i need to get through this process and journey and i shall gorw heal and get passed this i PRay!!!! Im loving me me today more and more step by step.
you have to understand that people who have been treated poorly and emotionally abused for a long time will always think they’re not enough for you.
Retro Game Room Version 2
I needed to patch the walls and paint, so I thought I might as well change it all up.
23 different consoles and handhelds, about 450 old games. Framemeister xrgb-mini upscaler so it doesn’t look bad on a new tv, handmade custom MAME cabinet, and a fuzzy chair and fuzzy carpet :)