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I'd like to add

- water up the nose

thinking about baptisms for the dead.

- that man's ™️ hairy arm

-the fucking water dripping down my neck at confirmations

-safety pinning the key to my jumpsuit

-whatever the fuck underwear those where

-ouch my eyes

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why the fuck was the green goblin called "normal" osborn?? bcos he wasn't, was he 🤨

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2am life advice from yours truly:

You don't have to worship someone just because they exist

#exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #religious trauma #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds #apostate

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SUP NERDS GUESS WHOS A FULL FLEDGED EXMO NOW LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO

#ive been waiting for this for YEARS #i can actually call myself 'ex' mormon and mean it now #exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds #apostate

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OMG LITERALLY except for me it was the family: a proclamation to the world. Crazy the amount of brain space the church takes up fr

Just experienced an emotion that I can't put a name to but certainly did not like when I suddenly remembered how much time in my life I have put into not just memorizing the 13 articles of faith and various youth themes and scriptures, but also the entire document "The Living Christ."

#exmo #exmormon #exlds #apostate #ex mormon #ex cult #cult survivor

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I'm losing it guys holy shit looooook

#im so excited #exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds

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I tend to avoid Christian music because it makes me uncomfortable. That being said, however, there are two exceptions to this. Save by Tyler Joseph and Hand of God by Jon Bellion. They are absolute bangers that have consistently been on my Spotify wrapped top 5 for the past 3 years

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Something about Anathema by Twenty One Pilots perfectly encapsulates the feeling of being queer and exmo. Idk how they did that but I'm here for it

#queer #exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #ex mo #religious trauma

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Woooooooooooooo

I would show the signed paper but there's a TON of personal info on there lmaooo

It's official guys! On the 8th of August, I'm getting my QuitMormon papers signed with a notary!!! So fucking excited like you guys don't understand

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Tomorrow!!!!

It's official guys! On the 8th of August, I'm getting my QuitMormon papers signed with a notary!!! So fucking excited like you guys don't understand

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I'm officially 19!! To celebrate my 1 year of freedom from the mormon church, here's my body update

I have 8 tattoos (pictured below)! My sleeve is getting finished in a week and I'm getting 2 more tattoos in the next couple of months

I have 7 piercings: 6 lobes and a septum. 2 of my lobes are at a 0g and 2 are at an 8g. And I'm getting snakebites later today! (No pictures tho cause my acne is atrocious rn lmaooo)

If yall were curious, my left arm has Aizawa from mha, directly under him is Chris Wehkamps (aizawas english va) signature that I got at a con, under that is Vivziepops (the creator of helluva boss) signature that I got at a different con. Under that is Blitz's tattoo from helluva boss and a semi colon. The sleeve is an artwork from Shawn Coss aka my favorite artist ever. My right arm has Present Mic from mha and the twenty one pilots logo.

Happy 18th birthday to me!

This is my first step of taking control back of my body by starting the process of stretching my ears. (14g!!)

I was taught from a very young age that I should never "disfigure" my body more than 1 set of plain ear piercings.

This is my big old fuck you to the church without causing anyone, including myself, unnecessary stress or damage.

#exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #religious trauma #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds

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It's official guys! On the 8th of August, I'm getting my QuitMormon papers signed with a notary!!! So fucking excited like you guys don't understand

#exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #religious trauma #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds

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I spend a lot of time on here ranting about how angry i am at the church and how much growing up mormon fucked me up. And I want to switch it up a bit.

Things I'm grateful for since leaving the church

The right to my body. I look forward to every new piercing and tattoo I get. I'm almost 1 year on T. Every day, my body is looking more and more like home

The right to my own money. it's so nice to own all the money I earn. I'm not stressed about covering bills or the guilt I would get when I wasn't able to pay tithing. It's honestly so freeing

The right to my sexual desires. It's taken me a while, but masturbation and watching porn no longer fills me with guilt. I'm able to enjoy sexual things and the way they make me feel, without feeling awful about myself. Once I made that switch in my mind, that anything sexual is natural and not inherently wrong, my life has been so much better

The right to my own time. I posted about this a few weeks ago, and let me tell you. Having an additional 5+ hours of time a week to just do whatever, you can do so much. I reorganized my whole room last week while my family was at church. I've been learning sign language while waiting for my brother to be done with mutual. I've picked up book binding and writing during the times my family was at the temple.

The right to consumption. While I absolutely do not advocate for the use of drugs or alcohol, I'm able to enjoy a night out with my friends. I can share a blunt and take shots (of the alcohol variety) without the fear of god looming over me. I can drink coffee and tea without even batting an eye anymore.

I promise you. It does get easier to live life. It's taken me a lot of work, but I'm no longer fully mentally tied to the church. I've still got a lot to work on, but I'm starting to understand the appeal of just living. Taking every day and making the most of it.

For those of you who are pimo, hang in there. I was pimo for 5 years so I get it. It's really fucking hard, but eventually your life will be yours to do with as you please.

Love yall, (p.s. in 9 days I'll be a year inactive!!)

#exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #excult #ex mo #religious trauma #ex cult #cult survivor #exlds

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Omg guys my old young woman's president came in to my work today and she congratulated me on getting out of the church (she also is out now) and she complimented my tattoos and piercings and told me I look like im thriving now that I'm out and like omgg I'm gonna cry at work I'm so happy holy shit

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