#exmormon

[constellation-sapphic]

The target audience for this post is me and maybe five other people on this entire website

John Dehlin is like the Ethoslab of ex-Mormonism

In that he's the guy that a ton of other exmo YouTubers/poscasters point to, being their inspiration to share their stories; also in the things that he's done influencing Mormon history

Etho invented the hopper clock, John Dehlin leaked the exclusionary policy to the internet

#also this is a joke ​this is a joke ​this is a joke #mostly #creating a hopper clock and leaking the exclusionary policy are not conflatable #Ethoslab #mcyt #exmormon #John Dehlin #tags I never imagined I'd use together #am I actually gonna post this #Fuck it

[xmo-rmon]

“Inseminary”

or “Lockpick to the Priesthood” or “Come Unto Me” or “Pearl Necklace of Great Price” or “Faith is Like a Little Seed”

Authentic stolen holy text, Near Clear silicone, gold pigment.

I went to the mormon church’s website, looked up their views on homosexuality, noted the scriptures they referenced, ripped them by hand out of the bible and book of mormon I stole from their chapel, and then mixed them into a silicone dildo of my own design like confetti. A dildo which will of course be used for homosexual purposes (with non-lubricated condoms and water based lube, for safety).

I’ve wanted to try dildo making for literally over a decade. I don’t have any fancy equipment like a 3D printer or a vacuum chamber, I made the sculpt by hand, and I fucked up a lot along the way, but all that being said I’m proud of what I was able to accomplish and I learned a lot. I put in more gold than I meant to, but honestly, it was meant to represent scripture’s gilded edges, and as it turned out, it looks really beautiful or quite filthy depending on the lighting, which feels entirely appropriate for scripture.

It was hard to read all of those verses. But as I tore them up I bathed them in the intention to take words that were meant to inflict queer pain wherever they go, and say “Actually, I pull those words out when I want some queer pleasure.” Build joy where they want you to have it the least.

Read about/donate to the Timpanogos tribe, for whom brigham young sent out an “extermination order”

LandBack

#exmo #exmormon #apostake #apostate #blasphemy #sacrilege #my art #2024 #this was honestly so much fun #fucking expensive #but so fun

[the-jesus-pill]

Teaching children thinking bad thoughts about someone is the same thing as murdering that person is fucked up. 

Thought crime doesn’t exist. No one has ever been harmed or killed by someone thinking negative thoughts about them. 

You know what has harmed people though? Teaching them they are evil for things they can’t control. Especially those who have intrusive thoughts. 

Here’s for everyone who has been taught their thoughts make them evil.

Intrusive thoughts are not your secret desires. 

They are involuntary. 

You don’t need to be ashamed of them. 

They will pass.

You are not committing taboo. 

No one can read your mind.

No one will ever know what’s in your thoughts unless you feel like telling them.

No one can judge you for what you are thinking, whether voluntarily or involuntarily.

Your thoughts are private

You are not a bad person.

#religious recovery #reminders #i was randomly reminded of being taught that thoughts are harmful in sunday school #intrusive thoughts #ex religious #deconstruction #exvangelical #apostate #deconverted #deconversion #exmo #exjw #exmormon #ex fundie #thought crime

[wetassspossum]

i feel like having religious trauma from mormonism is so fucking lame. like at least other branches of christianity have cool imagery like rosaries and stained glass windows. wtf am i supposed to romanticize, Joseph Smith? Family home evening? That one very specific painting of Jesus that every mormon knows?

#exmormon #exmo #religious trauma

[nobetafortomorrowedie]

It really bothers me when people describe the way I grew up as "sheltered" when in reality I was not being sheltered or protected. I was intentionally confused. I was kept in the dark. My reality was being controlled.

#exmo #mormonism #exmormon #tw religious trauma #anti mormonism #ex mormon #anti mormon #apostake #ex christian #ex religious #my mother would fight tooth and nail to claim that she is a better mother than most #but the things she did and did not do for us is SHOCKING #for people who actually had good mothers at least

[exmojoe]

Is your love language really acts of service or were you raised with the sole purpose of being a caregiver for all of eternity??

#afab and raised Mormon trauma club #also let’s add eldest daughter psychology to that too #exmo #exmormon #eldest daughter #ex fundie #ex cult #ex jw

[imsoglitter]

I don't know what atheist needs to hear this but when someone tells you they're a cult survivor, telling them that all religions are cults is both untrue and unhelpful 😌💕

#cult survivor #honestly atheists are more exhausting to talk to than hardcore christians like 90% of the time #exmormon #exmo

[im-a-freaking-joy]

CALLING ALL EXMORMONS/PIMOS

i have a proposition- lets all write the nastiest, most unhinged, atrocious mormon themed smut that we possibly can. It was honestly weirdly healing for me to read wild ass smut on ao3 that was themed around the religion and not the musical, and i want it to become such a popular trend for exmos and pimos to start doing that they have to start vagueing about it in general conference. It doesnt have to be good. It just needs to *be.*

Once im done writing my Ammon×Lamoni smut fic I'm absolutely reblogging this post with the link added, please join me in this unhinged rebellion

#look those two always had something homoerotic going on alright #even before i knew what homoeroticism was #just like. the inherent dom sub dynamics of willingly and happily listening to everything the king says? #asking for more duties just so you can spend time around him? #fighting an entire rampaging group of men intent on harming your b̶o̶y̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ I mean king's sheep? #cutting off said enemies arms to show him how devoted you are? #and on lamoni's side-- #giving up your kingdom for your “best friend” so he can be safe?? #protecting him from anyone who disagrees with you and thinks he shouldnt be here? #the tldr of this i guess is that if joe smith wrote smut instead of the book of mormon and making it into a cult i would have less trauma #exmo #exmormon #ex lds #ex mormon #pimo #calling all exmos

[godsporncollection]

My boyfriend did a thing

#apostake #exmormon #religious trauma #exlds #mine

[apostatement]

Your body is not your enemy. It isn't a shell that you inhabit or an empty temple. Your mind is not a separate entity, your soul is not an inhabitant. Its desires and needs are not the devil trying to trick your soul. The 'natural man' is you. Your body is you. That's YOU.

It's okay to treat yourself with love and respect.

#deconstruction #deconstructing christianity #xtian #exmo #exmormon #apostate #apostake #exvangelical #ex jw #ex christian #exlds #pimo #religious trauma

[lesbianchipbastard]

anyways since it’s the holidays shout out to religiously traumatized people, people questioning their religion, people who just got out of their religion, people considering getting back into their religion, people who miss their religion even if it ended up hurting them, people who never practiced religion, people who have practiced religion their whole lives, and people who don’t celebrate christmas/celebrate other holidays because of their religon

and FUCK the mormon church

#i understand disliking religion #ESPECIALLY organized religion #but as someone who grew up in a cult (/srs) #i also understand how it can feel like a part of you #and religious christmases are still very nostalgic to me #esp the hymns #that’s my vixen lore for tonight #vixen rambles #religion mention #religion tw #religious trauma #< just in case #exmo #exmormon

[midnight-in-eden]

One of the little joys of leaving the church? Getting to enjoy my hobbies guilt free.

No more “Is this movie inviting the Spirit into our home?” No more “If you spent as much time reading scriptures as you do reading novels it would be a way better use of your time!” No more “You can play some fun songs on the piano but you should mostly focus on learning hymns, then God will multiply your talent!” No more “You seem to care about this collection a lot, it’s not becoming a false idol to you is it?” No more internalizing all those critical thoughts until I can’t even enjoy those hobbies when I’m alone.

Now I celebrate the things I love. I don’t feel guilty or like I should be spending my time on more ~righteous~ activities. I know that humans need a variety of hobbies and outlets and I cherish the interests I have that let me experience different facets of life. Everything doesn’t have to have a gospel related purpose. Sometimes I can love a hobby with my whole heart just because it’s so fun :)

#exmo #exmormon #ex christian #ex religious #apostate #my own thoughts #hobbies

[exmotranny]

you will not be stuck here forever.

they will guilt you and force you to attend every meeting and participate in every activity but one day you will be gone and they won't be able to control you anymore.

one day you will not be forced to find solace in church bathrooms.

#pimo #mine #exmo #exmormon #not really a poem but not NOT one either

[arch-aeology]

But Jesus said unto him, Judas, betrayest thou Son of man with a kiss?

closeup and rambling under the cut :)

slowly healing from religious trauma by viewing the Bible as a work of literature (rather than The Old Book That Runs My Life) and its interesting as fuck tbh,,, also I recently watched Jesus Christ Superstar for the first time and I am absolutely obsessed. Gethsemane and Heaven On Their Minds go so damn hard. Anyway I felt like doing an actual rendered piece and was having thoughts about Judas Iscariot and this was the result!!

#jesus of nazareth #judas iscariot #cw religion #how do i even tag this #jesus fanart #religious art #religious imagery #jesus fandom #jesus christ superstar #exmormon #anyway Jesus was chill as fuck #love that guy #wish people would actually love thy neighbor #instead of being hateful yk

[goose-onthe-loose]

Happy Tears

#ex jew #otd #ex muslim #ex christian #ex jw #exmormon #exvangelical #ex fundie #ex fundamentalist #apostate #atheist #ex religious #offthederech #exmo #my art #original art

[hereforthevampires]

don't worry, i'm out here counterspelling every mormon who tries to pray for you

#bg3 #d&d #exmormon