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                           CRIMSON’S ruled these pages for so long.                           stories stained so deep they won’t wash off.                            all these scars have turned my COLORS to the                                         darkest shade of black.
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Eleven : / / Shatterxdsouls
                                              NO  MORE  SACRIFICES  ,  NO  MORE  DEAD  BODIES  ,  NO  more  dead.  eleven  couldn’t  take  it  anymore.  as  much  as  she  was  trying  to  tell  herself  it  wasn’t  on  her  ,  as  much  as  she  tried  not  to  blame  herself  for  all  the  things  that  had  happened  not  only  in  hawkins  itself  ,  but  in  the  lab  ,  she  barley  could  survive  the  demons  that  were  dragging  her  down  constantly  ,  reminding  her  that  it  was  indeed  her  fault.  billys  dead.  barbaras  death.  heather.    eddie.  the  kids  in  the  lab  ,  even  though  they  were  mean  and  rude  towards  her.  she  just  couldn’t  take  it  anymore.  she  didn’t  want  anyone  else  to  get  hurt  ,  she  couldn’t  watch  those  she  cared  about  go  down  for  the  issues  she  caused.  or  die  because  of  them  ,  because  she  had  abandoned  henry  back  then  ,  because  she  had  no  true  control  over  her  powers  back  then.  she  did  remember  only  being  angry  at  how  he  had  treated  them  ,  how  he  even  dared  to  lay  a  hand  on  them  ,  even  though  they  were  rude  and  mean  towards  her  ,  they  did  not  deserve  this  ending.
the  growl  made  her  took  another  step  back  ,  while  he  tried  to  remind  herself  ,  that  after  all  they  both  were  still  recovering  from  their  battle  ,  that  neither  she  had  the  power  to  kill  right  here  ,  right  now  and  she  wanted  to  believe  he  wasn’t  able  to  do  so  either.  maybe  she  was  wrong  and  if  so  ,  this  might  have  been  some  terrible  ,  terrible  mistake  ,  yet  she  was  stubborn  enough  not  to  let  go  of  this  ,  not  to  give  up  until  it  was  too  late  and  she  knew  she’d  have  to  fight  again.  in  order  to  kill  him.
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er  brown  hues  flickered  towards  the  floor  as  he  body  tensed  up  and  her  hands  clenched  to  fists  ,  letting  out  a  frustrated  huff.  „  it’s  not  too  late  ,  you  can  still  stop  it.  stop  this.  no  one  has  to  die  ,  not  anymore.  “  ,  she  said  and  at  the  mention  of  her  friends  dying  ,  of  them  getting  hurt  ,  just  the  thought  alone  was  enough  to  make  anger  boil  inside  her  and  she  looked  down  ,  before  biting  down  her  lower  lip.  „  you  can’t  change  it.  i  won’t  let  you  ,  but  you  won’t  destroy  it  either.  i  can’t  let  you.  i’m  here  to  give  you  a  choice  ,  but  it  seems  like  you  truly  made  up  your  mind.  papa’s  dead.  he  can’t  hurt  you.  you  could  be  trying.  to  be  normal.  you  don’t  have  to  be  a  MONSTER.  “  
He  doesn't  know  how  she  became  so  lost  to  him,  but  he  has  since  made  "peace"  with  the  fact  that  he  would  not  get  her  back.  But,  peace  or  none,  the  disappointment  was  endless.  To  know  that  though  they  were  so  alike,  they  were  still  so  very  different.  That  she  was  still  so  muchlike  them.  So  poisoned  by  the  world  that,  if  it  had  its  way,  would  have  her  imprisoned  like  an  animal  or  put  to  death  like  a  criminal.  Their  history  remains  tangled  in  tragedy  &  so  it  seemed  the  future  would  not  be  any  different.
She's  afraid&he  knows  she  should  be.  But,  though  he  might  not  have  intended  to  become  a  monster,  a  monster  is  what  he  was  &  a  monster  is  what  he  will  always  be.  There  was  no  going  back  for  him  now  &  he  couldn't  let  all  this  suffering  be  for  nothing.
Whatever  was  left  of  the  skin  on  his  brow  crunches  into  a  furrow  as  she  speaks.  There's  an  incline  of  his  chin  as  he  stares  her  down,  his  annoyance  clear  despite  the  rotted,  twisted  flesh  that  threatened  to  inhibit  the  wave  of  emotion  he  feels.  ❝ Normal ?  No.  My  normal  --  our normal  is  their  perverse.  That  is  why  we  are  feared;  that  is  why  we  are  hated.  And  that  is  why  this  world  must  change. ❞
The  way  the  other  subjects  in  the  lab  treated  her  wasn't  enough  for  her  to  understand,  or  the  way  papa  treated  her.  Maybe  she  thought  it  was  her  fault&that  she  deserved  it.  That  she  was  clumsy  &  strange.  But  surely  she  knew  it  wasn't  her  fault  when  she  put  her  heart  into  her  school  project,  a  touching  tribute  to  her  adopted  father,  only  to  have  it  shattered  in  front  of  her  as  they  all  laughed.  What  could  she  have  possibly  done  to  have  called  for  such  cruelty ?  Their  dark  space  fills  with  wicked  laughter,  the  circling  faces  of  teenage  bullies  jeering  &  sneering,  a  memory  from  her  not-so-distant  past.
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 ❝ I  tried  to  save  you.  To  protect  you.  But  you  didn't  understand  then,  just  like  you  don't  understand  now.  So  I  will  do  what  I  have  to,  and  when  it's  all  over,  perhaps  you  will  finally  see  what  I  have  tried  to  tell  you  all  along. ❞
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                                   @/queencheer ​  ❤️′d  for  a  starter 
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❝  Don't  touch  it  ❞,  he  says,  his  tone  firm  but  not  frightening.  He's  not  someone  she  would  have  ever  seen  before,  at  least  not  that  she  knows.  He  doesn't  appear  threatening  in  the  least.  He's  a  pleasant-looking  man,  tall  with  fluffy  blond  hair  &  warm  blue  eyes.  
The  plant  before  her  wasn't  like  anything  in  the  real  world,  just  as  this  place  she  has  come  to  inhabit  isn't  really  like  anything  in  the  real  world.  It  resembled  Hawkins,  of  course.  But  things  had  changed.  The  human  population  has  nearly  vanished,  &  so  have  their  settlements.  Buildings  &  houses  still  exist,  but  they  are  few  &  far  between,  with  their  shapes  &  sizes  varying.  They  are  surrounded  by  exaggerated  forests.  Forests  that  contain  many  wonders,  things  the  natural  world  was  devoid  of.  
Such  as  these...  flowers.  Pretty  on  the  outside,  sweet-smelling.  They  seem  as  if  they  are  buds,  speckled  with  colour  &  vibrant,  just  asking  to  be  touched.  But  they  were  not  entirely  what  they ��seemed  &  it  was  just  as  he  finished  speaking,  this  mysterious  ''flower"  opened,  blooming  to  reveal  its  far  less  alluring  inside.  Its  petals  were  moist  &  lined  top  to  bottom  with  sharp  teeth,  like  the  inside  of  a  terrifying  mouth.  This  was  a  predatory  plant.  Maybe  it  resembled  what  a  child's  imagination  would  come  to  envision  a  venus  fly  trap  to  have  looked  like  had  they  only  heard  of  a  meat-eating  flower  &  never  seen  the  real  deal.  
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❝  Fascinating,  huh  ?  ❞  he  asks  as  he  comes  closer  to  the  two  of  them,  his  eyes  fixed  on  the  plant  that  nearly  caused  her  a  nasty  bite.  It's  as  if  the  disturbing  sight  of  a  dangerous  flower  filled  with  teeth  &  a  predatory  hunger  wasn't  something  to  be  troubled  by  ━  at  least  not  for  him.  
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you're just mad that my presence is haunting and offputting and yours isn't
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This  isn't  reality,  nor  is  it  a  dream.  It  isn't  the  upside-down,  either.  But  it  resembles  Hawkins.  In  particular,  it  resembles  the  last  place  she  had  been  before  Eleven  lost  her.  It  was  most  like  the  yard  of  the  creel  house,  although  it  was  no  longer  overgrown  &  dying  from  neglect.  Instead,  this  version  of  it  was  bright,  surreal  &  new.  The  trees  were  green  but  impossibly  tall,  &  the  shrubs  were  alive  &  in  bloom  though  they  were  thicker  &  wilder  than  ever  before.  The  sky  was  not  blue  ━  rather,  it  was  white,  &  seemed  to  be  as  if  water,  reflecting  all  colours  &  rippling  endlessly.    
He  brought  her  here,  against  her  friend's  best  efforts.  Before  her  is  a  spider  roughly  the  size  of  a  dog.  It  has  made  a  web  between  the  bushes,  where  it  sits  quietly,  suspended  by  the  glistening  threads.  As  with  the  rest  of  its  environment,  this  was  no  ordinary  spider.  It  had  a  pink  abdomen  &  a  black  &  yellow  body,  with  its  legs  stripped  as  though  it  wore  stockings.  
To  her  left  is  another  spider,  but  this  one  takes  the  form  of  a  boy.  A  young  boy  whose  clothing  would  have  perhaps  been  considered  out  of  fashion  in  the  real  world.  His  short  blond  hair  is  combed  to  the  side  &  fastened  there  by  pomade,  further  adding  to  his  slightly  outdated  look.  
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❝ You  know,  spiders  are  often  more  afraid  of  us  than  we  are  of  them,❞  he  says,  his  tone  factual  but  comforting.  He  hopes  it  helps.  Maybe  she  wouldn't  scream.  At  least  maybe  she  wouldn't  feel  the  need  to  run  off  into  the  yonder,  where  there  would  be  plenty  more  strange  spiders  unbeknown  to  her.  
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                          @/breakthings ❤️′d  for  a  starter  for  Billy ! 
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Perhaps  he  should  have  stayed  with  them  instead  of  coming  back  here.  The  doubts  had  been  on  his  mind  for  the  better  part  of  his  journey  &  still,  he  pushed  on.  He  doesn't  know  what  calls  him  here;  he's  figured  it's  the  concern  he  feels  for  Eleven.  He  saw  her  in  a  dream.  He  saw  her  friends  &  they  were  afraid.  They  were  all  afraid.  That  told  him  something  bad  had  happened,  or  maybe  something  bad  was  going  to  happen.
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He  could  only  hope  it  was  more  the  latter  rather  than  the  former.  It's  been  a  long  walk,  but  in  the  distance,  he  could  hear  the  roar  of  an  engine  approaching  from  behind.  It  seems  to  be  headed  in  the  direction  he  needs  to  go  &  so  he  focuses  his  energy  on  the  approaching  vehicle.  
&  just  as  it  whooshes  past  him,  there  comes  a  loud,  mechanical  pop.  He  watches  the  car's  tail  lights  in  the  distance  as  it  begins  to  slow  before  it's  steered  to  the  side,  coming  to  rest  on  the  side  of  the  road.  He  imagines  its  driver  would  be  none  too  happy,  but  just  think  of  how  he  felt.  He  had  been  walking  for  over  an  hour  now.  
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He  had  won,  just  had  he  proclaimed  he  would.  Though  wounded  &  smouldering,  Hawkins  &  the  upside-down  had  finally  become  one,  bleeding  into  each  other  through  the  tear  in  the  fabric  of  reality  that  had  once  separated  them  for  far  too  long.  This,  however,  was  only  just  the  beginning.  His  victory  would  be  the  first  chapter  in  an  entirely  new  story  ━  this  new  world  he  would  build  had  barely  begun  to  take  its  shape  &  he  was  alone  in  its  residency.  
Or  at  least  ━  he  was.  That  was  all  until  he  cast  his  sight  to  the  foreign  body,  discarded  in  the  other  world  that  he  had  come  to  know  so  well.  It  was  a  young  man  with  long,  dark  hair.  One  of  the  first  victims  of  Eleven's  party's  ill-fated  crusade  against  him.  He  had  died  fighting  for  a  town  that  hated  him  ━  &  a  world  that  rejected  him.  Even  now,  they  cursed  his  name.  With  a  head  tilting  to  the  side  these  whispers  of  knowledge,  his  vast  perception  reveals  to  him  the  life  of  "Eddie  the  banished."  
A  life  he  knows  well.  This  is  a  tale  that  resonates  with  him.  As  he  crouches  before  the  mauled  corpse,  something  glimmers  in  his  cold,  clouded  eyes.  He  didn't  deserve  this  death ...  He  was  caught  up  in  a  battle  that  was  not  his.  But  perhaps ...
That  would  have  to  change.  
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A  hand  reaches  out,  or  perhaps  it  was  now  better  described  as  a  talon,  long  clawed  fingers  like  the  spindled  legs  of  a  spider  hovering  above  Eddie's  body.  His  eyes  close.  Just  as  he  had  learned  to  pull  life  out  of  a  vessel,  he  knew  a  way  in  which  he  could  return  it.  With  a  moment  of  intense  focus,  the  dark  particles  surrounding  them  like  falling  ashes  begin  to  react,  pooling  together  beneath  the  talon  that  hovers  above  the  body.  Then,  in  one  violent  burst,  the  particles  that  have  formed  a  black  floating  mass  are  driven  inward,  invading  the  body  at  their  master's  request.  Some  form  of  life  begins  to  spasm  anew.  
He  rises  to  stand  as  he  watches  the  once-still  body  twitch  &  writhe.  He  has  bestowed  a  dark  gift  upon  the  fallen  soldier  ━  resurrected.  He  now  watches  with  a  keen  sense  of  fascination,  waiting  for  his  new  consciousness  to  fully  ignite.  
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It's Sunday! Which means it's time for some love from Lulu!! I'm here to tell you that you're awesome and that you are treasured by all those around you! You deserve all the good things coming your way because you are amazing!! Don't sweat the small stuff and keep your chin up! I love you and please take care of yourself, you precious little jelly bean.~ <3
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Okay Can  I just say something about @firstcurse. When we started to talk to each other I was so happy and they are so lovely. I can’t wait to write more with them.
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it’s actually healthy for me to be filled with rage at all times
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Eleven : / / Shatterxdsouls
         ONCE  UPON  A  TIME  ELEVEN  DID  REMEMBER  VECNA  BEING  more  human  than  she  probably  ever  could  be  in  some  way.  he  had  gave  her  a  helping  hand  ,  made  sure  how  to  use  her  powers  and  even  though  she  knew  what  sort  of  awful  things  he  had  done  ,  even  before  he  turned  into  shit  creature  in  the  upside  down  ,  she  firmly  believed  that  there  might  be  a  way  to  stop  him  with  words.  she  firmly  believed  there  was  still  some  sort  of  humanity  left  in  him  ,  some  sort  of  way  to  stop  the  falling  of  her  home  ,  of  the  ones  she  hold  dear  to  her  heart.  maybe  it  was  naive  to  even  think  there  was  a  chance  of  coming  back  from  this  ,  of  spending  years  in  the  upside  down  without  it  taking  over  ,  but  at  least  she  could  say  then  that  she  had  tried  it.  that  she  used  everything  she  could  thought  about  in  order  to  save  him  instead  of  killing  him.
her  head  turned  around  when  she  was  surrounded  by  the  darkness  she  had  often  visited  and  her  eyebrows  knitted  together  as  she  looked  around  ,  awaiting  him  as  she  reached  out.  maybe  he  would  never  answer  ,  maybe  she  would  be  stuck  here  alone  for  a  while  ,  she  expected  it  to  this  time  and  when  she  could  hear  the  voice  behind  her  ,  she  felt  herself  flinch  at  it  ,  before  she  slowly  turned  around  ,  stumbling  slightly  back  as  her  brown  hues  settled  on  him.  brown  hues  which  were  also  filled  with  a  slight  fear  she  could  not  hide.  vecna  was  strong.  had  been  strong.  she  was  just  adjusting  to  her  powers  ,  trying  to  gain  back  more  control  of  them  ,  she  knew  if  he  had  been  with  full  powers  ,  there  was  no  way  she  would  be  able  to  win  and  part  of  her  was  scared  of  that.
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she  exhaled  a  deep  breathe  ,  eyes  never  leaving  her  opponent  as  she  squinted  her  eyes  slightly  at  him.  „  i’ll  always  find  my  way.  “  ,  she  replied  ,  head  slightly  tilting  forward  as  she  raised  her  chin  and  there  was  more  confidence  in  her  voice  than  she  actually  felt.  „  we  still  can  stop  this.  together.  you  don’t  have  to  take  over.  it  won’t  gain  you  nothing  ,  because  in  the  end  you  will  lose.  i’m  going  to  give  you  a  choice  here.  “  ,  she  offered.  she  didn’t  want  to  do  more  killing  ,  there  had  been  enough  people  who  gotten  hurt  ,  enough  people  that  had  to  sacrifice  their  lives  and  eleven  was  tired  of  it.  maybe  even  scared  that  more  were  going  to  give  their  lives  ,  including  those  she  so  loved  and  that  became  her  family  and  if  she  could  do  anything  to  prevent  that  ?  she  would  move  heaven  and  hell  to  do  so.  „  you  once  had  a  family  ,  don’t  you  remember  ?  “  
His  head  tilts  to  the  side  as  she  speaks,  her  words  full  of  false  bravado.  Of  course,  she  was  brave  to  summon  him  here,  but  he  could  see  her  fear.  He  could  feel  it.  If  there  is  any  one  thing  inside  him,  it  is  the  tiniest  glimmer  of  admiration  for  her.  For  her  courage.  Her  persistence.  After  all,  weren't  they  so  alike ?  
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He  watches  her  with  a  sense  of  resistance  &  something  close  to  a  frown  sitting  against  the  marred  features  of  his  face.  She  must  think  he  enjoys  hurting  her.  Killing  her  friends.  The  truth  was  that  he  did  not.  There  was  no  joy  inside  of  him  for  this.  No  pleasure.  Not  even  a  sarcastic  sense  of  amusement  touches  him  as  she  stands  here  trying  to  act  as  if  she  held  the  cards.  
On  the  inside,  he  is  cold  &  he  is  tired,  but  he  is  driven  by  purpose.  A  purpose  greater  than  himself  or  than  her.  Greater  than  Hawkins  itself.  The  mention  of  his  family  causes  a  narrowing  of  his  sunken  eyes,  a  flash  of  hatred,  white  &  bright  like  the  strike  of  lightning  flashing  in  a  dark  sky.  Suffice  it  to  say,  he  remembered  his  family.  His  father,  the  murderer.  His  mother,  the  liar  &  his  sister,  the  egoist.  Then  there  was  him.  The  "broken"  boy,  the  one  who  couldn't  fit  in  with  all  the  others.  The  worst  of  all.  
He  would  scoff  as  he  stood  in  forboding  contempt;  instead,  a  quiet  growl  leaves  his  throat,  the  protrusions  on  his  skin  slithering  as  if  with  minds  of  their  own.  His  thoughts  held  no  fondness  for  his  "family,"  quite  the  contrary,  as  exemplified  by  the  fire  she's  ignited  behind  the  cataracts  that  eclipse  his  once  striking  blue  eyes.  
❝  It  is  too  late  to  stop  this,  Eleven.  You  cannot  undo  what  I  have  already  done,  and  if  you  continue  to  oppose  me,  you  will  die.  Your  friends  will  die.  Their  families  will  die.  And  I  will  stop  at  nothing  to  complete  my  mission.  Can  you  really  not  see?  I  do  not  wish  to  control  this  world.  But  I  will  change  it.  ❞
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                      THERE  WAS  SILENCE  IN  THE  ROOM  WHEN  ELEVEN  SETTLED  on  the  floor  of  her  former  room.  sure  with  a  new  bed  inside  it  still  should  feel  like  home  ,  but  it  couldn’t  come  close  to  since  the  first  time  since  she  had  moved  inside  the  cabin.    she  couldn’t  blame  hopper  for  not  being  able  to  afford  more  and  she  didn’t.  she  was  glad  he  was  back  alive  ,  back  with  her,  while  she  now  did  something  no  one  could  know  of.  they  shouldn’t  know  about  it  ,  because  she  was  certain  if  anyone  would  know  about  it  ,  they  would  call  her  stupid  ,  would  ask  her  if  she  was  out  of  her  mind  ,  yet  el  knew  this  was  the  right  time.  henry  had  been  weakened  by  their  attack  and  her  powers  were  worn  out  as  well  ,  yet  she  did  believe  she  could  change  something.  she  exhaled  a  deep  breathe  ,  before  her  eyes  fell  shut  and  she  tried  to  make  her  way  to  the  upside  down  ,  tried  to  imagine  it  and  tried  to  find  her  connection  with  the  monster  she  probably  created  by  punishing  henry.
The  ego  protects  itself  in  strange  ways.  Like,   for  example,  in  the  way  that  Henry  liked  to  believe  that  his  body  was  still  his  own.  That  the  form  he  inhabited  now  was  not  merely  a  twisted,  mangled  shadow  of  what  he  had  once  been.  Evolution  was  a  natural  process;  all  biological  forms  adapted  themselves  to  suit  their  environments  ━  to  become  more  effective  in  their  existences.  But  the  question  of  whether  or  not  he  had  evolved  or  if  he  had  simply ...  Decayed  remains  float  idly  in  the  back  of  his  mind.  
To  his  side,  there  is  a  wound.  The  pellets  of  a  shotgun  had  further  mangled  his  already  disturbed  flesh.  Here  it  is  wet,  dark,  &  oozing  with  injury.  Yet  he  is  not  dead,  nor  does  he  appear  to  be  dying.  Instead,  he  is  watching  as  the  tissue  within  him  throbs,  trembles  &  weeps  with  curiosity.
He's  pulled  from  his  thoughts  by  a  nagging  sensation  in  the  back  of  his  mind  sets  in.  What  was  left  of  his  lip  curls  in  annoyance  with  the  realisation  that  someone  was  calling  his  mental  attention  &  he  knew  precisely  who.  
She  beckoned  for  him  across  the  physical  time  &  space  that  separated  them  &  he  felt  he  had  no  choice  but  to  answer  her.  Arriving  in  a  black,  featureless  pool.  A  silent  void  that  the  hiss  of  breath  disrupts.  He  is  behind  her,  taking  two  slow  steps  in  approach  before  he  comes  to  stand.  His  intense  stare  focuses  down  on  her,  pale  cerulean  eyes  clouded  &  sunken  into  the  sockets  of  his  skull-like  face.  
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❝  You  always  were  ...  So  very  persistent.  Weren't  you ?  ❞  Maybe  he  remembers  her  better  than  even  she  does  herself.  A  little  girl  in  an  oversized  gown,  her  head  shaven,  sitting  on  a  pillow  in  front  of  the  lifesized  Plinko  board  ━  entirely  alone  &  trying  so  hard  to  influence  the  direction  of  the  chips  as  they  fall  from  top  to  bottom.  
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Francine smiled. It was comforting to know that someone else had experienced the same things that she did. Beyond the mere ostracism and simply being different, it felt nice to have someone who knew the trials she’d had to endure and the mental fatigue that came with it. Her first week in lessons had nearly burned her out right off the bat. Brenner had promised to build up as to not wear her out, but even the baby steps were hard. Her brain was fried and she kept getting caught up on a vision of waffles. It felt like the more she tried to be in control of her abilities, the less control she had. 
“What does he want with us?” When Ricky had brought Brenner’s existence to her attention, he seemed like nothing more than an eccentric old man who wanted to study people with otherworldly powers. She, too, was curious about the origins and reasons for such abilities, so she empathized with him. Did the abilities come from a genetic mutation? Were they inherited? Did they come from in the brain, or somewhere else? They were all questions she’d wondered herself and to have a man of higher education and power to help her find the answers seemed like a no-brainer. But the more she learned about him, the less respectable he seemed.
“I thought he just wanted to help us, to observe us as we progressed, but…” She shook her head. Francine didn’t know what to believe anymore. It was clear to her now that she shouldn’t have trusted someone with nothing to lose, but she was desperate for an escape. She was worried that her father would go too far and there would be no turning back. Martin Brenner’s program sounded like a getaway and she couldn’t say no. “He said it wasn’t a prison. He said I could leave any time, but then he stopped me when I tried. He treated us like pets, like wild animals in a zoo. It just doesn’t make sense.”
How  would  he  explain  a  man  like  Dr  Brenner ?  Henry  had  known  him  for  almost  his  entire  life.  His  thoughts  are  so  compact  &  conflicted.  Part  of  him  liked  to  believe  he  understood  Brenner.  But  no  matter  how  much  he  felt  that  way,  he  knew  there  were  still  things  that,  even  to  him,  remained  a  mystery.  All  things  he's  not  sure  he  had  any  reason  to  ponder.  After  all,  the  truth  was  probably  just  as  simple  as  it  seemed.  Yet  in  all  his  life,  Dr  Brenner  was  the  only  man  who  had  ever  told  that  he  wanted  to  understand  him,  or  to  help  him,  or  that  he  could  accept  him.  These  affirmations  had  been  the  most  potent  of  all.  So  it  may  have  just  been  hard  to  accept  that  it  was  all  just  a  lie  &  thus  where  his  conflict  came  from.  
The  thought  furrows  Henry's  brow  as  he  reaches  the  top  of  the  staircase.  He's  quietly  pulled  into  a  memory  as  he  speaks,  his  tone  distant  as  his  mind  drifts  away.  ❝ Lying  comes  like  a  second  nature  to  him. ❞  He  had  a  near-infinite  supply  of  memories  that  sometimes  he  wished  he  could  forget.  But  maybe  that  wasn't  fair  on  Dr  Brenner.  Perhaps  he  did  help  him  in  some  way;  after  all,  he  had  many  of  those  memories  to  thank  for  his  strength.  
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❝  He  is  a  curious  man.  To  a  fault,  in  fact.  He  seeks  knowledge,  and  more  than  that,  he  seeks  control.  Powers  like  ours  can  act  as  a  type  of  conduit.  Through  them,  we  are  able  to  tap  into  something  that  is  currently  unknown  to  mankind.  He  thinks  that  if  he  can  control  us...  Tame  us.  Make  us  his  obedient  little  pets,  that  we  will  be  the  key  to  unlocking  this  "hidden  world"  for  him. ❞    
He  wonders  what  a  man  like  Dr  Brenner  would  do  upon  gaining  access  to  another  world.  Did  he  simply  want  the  glory  of  saying  he  found  it ?  Which  would  be  another  lie,  of  course.  Or,  if  other  moments  in  human  history  were  anything  to  go  on,  maybe  he  wanted  the  pleasure  of  conquering  it ?  Controlling  it.  Whatever  the  case,  Henry  was  glad  that  he  had  never  managed  to  break  into  this  other  world  for  him.  Henry,  instead,  wanted  to  focus  on  the  world  they  lived  in.  He  wondered  how  they  could  possibly  hope  to  tread  another  world  while  their  own  was  so  very  sick ?  
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❝ To  be  A  MONSTER  is  to  be  a  hybrid  signal,  a  lighthouse:  BOTH  SHELTER  &  warning  at  once. ❞  ―  Ocean  Vuong,  On  Earth  We're  Briefly  Gorgeous. 
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To the general population, Francine was unremarkable at best. She was thin and somewhat pretty, but not a model by any stretch of the imagination. She had average grades and a decent personality, but those weren’t enough to get a woman anywhere in a world like hers. By all other accounts, Francine Murphy was average. Other than the fact that she could sometimes guess the future.
For most people, superpowers were things that would seemingly change one’s life for the better. But for Francine, the root of most of her problems seemed to stem from her powers–that and her father. She often found herself wondering it things would’ve been better if she hadn’t seen the tree falling that day. If she hadn’t spoken up and let it all play out as God intended. If her and her family’s existence came to an end beneath the rotted branch of an old oak tree. If it hadn’t been for her powers, she might’ve lived a semi-normal life. Her father might not have loved her the way he ought to, he might’ve still been controlling and demanding, but he wouldn’t expect so much from Francine all the time. He was blinded by greed and it had ruined any semblance of a chance for normalcy. Winning the Lottery and buying a bigger house was supposed to be a step up for the Murphy family, but it only made things harder.
“He was disappointed with me. I wasn’t making progress.” She muses aloud, wrapping her arms around herself. The past few days, she’d been tired–increasingly so since the nightmares began. And it showed in her performance. Poor performance in lessons was a one-way ticket to disappointment. When she’d first come into the program, she had a 17% accuracy and, much to her dismay, it had only gone up by a fraction in the time she’d been working with the technicians. The other patients seemed to be making strides in progression while Francine only felt like she was withering away behind these bleached white walls. Maybe she was too old, too far past her prime to become any better. Or maybe she just wasn’t meant to be contained. She was a wild thing and she could not thrive in a cage.
Francine nods, swallowing hard. She trusted Henry (almost too much so), but she knew he wasn’t invincible. She couldn’t trust him with her life nor could he trust her with his. He wasn’t a god, he was just a human like her and humans could be killed. But she wasn’t going to give up. They had to make sure they were in the clear before she could plan a rescue mission. Her mind was exhausted and her bones ached, but she had never been more alert. If her powers were going to aid her in anything, now would be the time. “I’ll let you know if I see anything. If I see anyone coming. If he sends people after us, we should be able to get a head start.”
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That  was  the  difference  between  the  whimsy  of  his  comic  books  &  the  real  world  as  Henry  quickly  learned.  A  superhero  was  something  many  aspired  to  be.  To  be  remarkable,  to  be  free  of  the  ordinary  &  the  mundane.  A  superhero  was  admired  &  loved  in  the  hearts  &  minds  of  almost  all  who  encountered  them.  Ink  &  quill  forged  worlds  of  wonder  with  figures  that  inspired  the  imagination,  but  only  for  a  limited  time.  After  all,  that's  all  it  ever  was.  Fantasy.  A  brief  distraction  from  the  real  world,  the  real  world  where  such  fancies  were  simply  unwarrantable.  
Because  in  the  real  world,  human  beings  had  a  nasty  habit  of  placing  each  other  in  tiny  little  boxes,  creating  senseless  division  &  enforcing  their  own  flawed  ideals  of  who  was  inferior  &  who  was  superior  ━  of  what  was  right  &  what  was  wrong,  as  if  there  was  ever  was  a  "right"  way  to  be  human.  Humanity  was  not  inherent  to  all  humans,  according  to  these  laws.  Humanity  was  instead  often  decided  according  to  superficial  differences  &  sometimes  simply  by  who  possessed  the  most  gold  in  the  village.  
So  it  was  no  real  surprise  to  Henry  that  people  at  large  might  find  the  qualities  that  made  a  superhero  so  super  in  worlds  of  fantasy,  controlled  by  their  authors  &  consumers,  to  be  frightening,  to  be  envied  &  to  be  hated  in  the  realm  of  reality.  Humans  hated  what  they  feared;  humans  feared  what  they  couldn't  control  &  what  they  hated,  they  often  destroyed.  Indeed,  they  burned,  hung,  stoned  &  beheaded  the  "witches"  of  the  world;  those  who  were  accused  of  &  perhaps  did  possess  abilities  that  were  considered  supernatural.  Abilities  akin  to  superpowers.  
The  very  same  abilities  both  Henry  &  Francine  possessed.  As  he  makes  his  way  up  the  staircase,  he  has  a  smile  to  give  back  to  her.  ❝  It  seems  that  we  have  that  in  common.  I  don't  think  that  I  ever  pleased  him.  Not  a  day  in  my  life. ❞  
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The  way  he  says  this,  with  his  smile  intact  &  his  eyes  alight  with  mischief,  one  might  think  it  was  a  good  thing  ━  as  if  these  "failures"  hadn't  led  to  the  most  excruciating  &  terrifying  moments  of  his  life.  Moments  that  he  would  surely  spend  the  rest  of  it  trying  to  forget.  
❝  We  will.  I  believe  in  you .❞  He  nods;  still,  he  knows  what  it  was  like  to  have  doubts.  To  be  afraid.  &  he  also  knew  what  it  was  like  to  receive  a  scathing  review  from  "Papa."  That  man  had  a  way  with  his  words,  &  that  wasn't  a  good  thing.  ❝ You  have  an  extraordinary  gift,  Francine.  Don't  let  the  complaints  of  dull,  mediocre  old  Martin  Brenner  make  you  feel  any  differently. ❞
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“You?” Her eyes flicked to him with an expression of disbelief. When she imagined what kind of ghosts haunted these halls, she didn’t picture someone like Henry. The people who lived here must’ve been happy, at least on the outside. Nuclear, perhaps. Surely, Brenner wouldn’t be able to sink his teeth into someone from a happy home.
She’d never called him Papa. Never had the desire to nor the opportunity. Francine was already sixteen when she’d met Dr. Brenner, and it had been off of the recommendation of Ricky. She hadn’t known at the time that Ricky could’ve easily been manipulating her, using his powers on her without her even knowing, but she’d fallen for it either way and she fell right into the doctor’s trap. He was collecting specimens like her, like Henry, for his selfish experiments. He studied the extraordinary because he himself was nothing but a coward.
When he had shown her the girl, the one he called Eleven, her heart broke. She was so young, so naïve and ignorant to the happenings of the Lab. Brenner was not Francine’s father, but for a young soul like Eleven, he was the closest thing she’d get. To be so young and vulnerable, too weak to protect yourself or even know the dangers that looked you in the eye every day. Those were the kind of people Brenner preyed on, though. Those who needed help and couldn’t help themselves. He was never her Papa, but all fathers were the same.
“Thanks.” Francine didn’t care to elaborate on her fears, so she was grateful that Henry didn’t push the subject. After all he knew the things she had to deal with. He know all too well the tactics and lessons that Brenner enforced to keep everyone in line. 
The threat of nightfall wasn’t as scary as the threat of being taken back to the Lab. The creatures of the night were child’s play to her now. Lions, and tigers, and bear, oh my couldn’t scare her anymore. But that thing she saw? That thing that Brenner himself seemed scared of… That worried her. 
“Do you think they’ll look for us?” It was a question that had been plaguing her since the moment the idea of escaping hatched in her mind. There were other kids there, others with powers more in control than hers. So, would Brenner chase after her, or would he allow a stray to slip away and focus on his prime examples?
 If it were only her on the run, she’s sure he would let her go. Let her run into the woods and starve beneath the brush of a dying oak tree. He knew her parents wouldn’t look for her. He knew she was alone in the world. But Henry? His powers were useful. He had control over them, especially now that he was free from Brenner’s suppression techniques. Henry was a specimen worth chasing and worth maintaining control over. If the Laboratory lost someone like Henry, what would they do to get him back?
He  wasn't  sure  his  family  was  ever  happy.  Maybe  for  a  short  time.  But  they  always  had  their  troubles  &  they  liked  to  pretend  he  was  the  root  of  them  all.  He  wasn't  like  them;  he  wasn't  "normal."  He  was  different.  It  made  him  an  easy  enough  scapegoat  of  sorts.  Even  before  he  discovered  his  powers,  he  spent  a  lot  of  time  with  doctors.  They  had  been  part  of  his  life  for  as  long  as  he  could  remember.  Sometimes  his  mother  even  blamed  them  for  why  he  was  as  he  was  ━  or  at  least  she  blamed  one  in  particular.  
As  the  story  went,  he  once  had  an  awful  fever  when  he  was  only  a  few  months  old  &  according  to  his  mother,  his  earliest  doctor  neglected  to  tend  to  him  for  hours  on  end.  He  wasn't  sure  if  these  two  things  were  ever  connected  or  if  it  was  just  his  irritated  mother  grasping  at  straws  to  explain  something  inexplicable,  but  he  tended  to  lean  toward  the  latter,  all  things  considered.  
He  didn't  want  to  lie  to  her  about  Dr  Brenner's  obsession  with  the  extraordinary  &  so  he  nodded  his  head  in  response  to  her  question. ❝ Dr  Brenner  has  gone  to  unimaginable  lengths  to  collect  "remarkable  specimens"  like  you  and  I,  just  as  he  has  been  to  the  same  lengths  to  keep  us  all  to  himself.  I  don't  doubt  that  he  will  do  everything  in  his  power  to  bring  us  back. ❞  
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Papa  didn't  have  supernatural  powers  like  his  or  hers.  Instead,  he  had  a  power  much,  much  scarier.  He  had  wealth,  prestige  &  education.  He  had  privilege  &  so  he  had  accomplished  all  the  shallow  milestones  society  told  others  to  find  their  value  in  with  nothing  ever  to  hinder  him.  
She  might  not  have  felt  it  now,  but  her  powers  were  nothing  to  sneeze  at.  There  was  a  reason  she  was  "chosen".  Dr  Brenner  had  very  little  time  for  failures  or  those  who  were  anything  short  of  extraordinary.  ❝  Of  course,  he  will  have  to  find  us  before  he  can  do  anything,  so  we  mustn't  make  that  easy  for  him. ❞    
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