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Try harder you look fat tbh

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low calorie dessert recipes

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i was litteraly 54kgs and after less than a year I've gained so much I hate myself

I just want to be back at my lw.

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new year same me

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god i feel so bad, i tried to get better for a while, i really tired and I did great but my mother is so frustrating that I feel like I need to punish myself and let myself die, we had a great relationship but now she just makes me want to die

the year started beautifully, I was with friends, I was making out with my gf for most of the evening and now that I’m home it’s just hell

happy new year 💕

#ana mood #ana trigger #ed vent #@n@ buddy #tw ana diary

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just purg3d for the first time in months and I forgot how much it hurts 😀👍

#ana meal #ana mood #tw ed diet #ana trigger #ed meals #ed vent #i wanna be weightless #low cal foods #@n@ buddy #tw ana diary

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quietly exercising at night until i can barely move got me feeling like an ed short film protagonist

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*makes a mistake* *nearly throws up about it*

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Big text to remind me what I found on TUMBLR to keep my ed diet

Some excuses to not eat whe I am with people around (from @ana-girl0) - "Sorry but I am not hungry" - "Sorry but I don't like this ___ food" - "Oh I ate a very big breakfast this morning and I am still full" - " I have a stomach ache" - "I will eat at home to save on money" - "Sorry I am busy right now, I have to go for something important" - " My doctor put me on a special diet so I can't go and eat at the restaurant"

Some motivation quotes (@4n4-m14 @blndsundoll4cbale) - What you eat in private, you wear in public - Don't reward yourself with food, you are not a dog - You are in control. You have the control - You are not hungry you just bored - Skip dinner, wake up thinner - Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels -They don't care unless you'r skinny enough - Don't binge it's cringe - No Food no binge - Eat for the body that you want, not for the body you have -Junk food you have craved for an hour or a body you have craved for a lifetime ? it's your choice ! - Think it, want it, Get it - Feeling cute even when I am dressed in sweats - Being able to wear tiny tank tops - My face slimming out - Finally being the skinny friend (what a goal) - People asking me how I lost weight - People talking to me more and worried a bit for me at least - Getting drunk/higher quicker - Pretty priviliege - Taking cute instagram photo

Ed shows : (desac) - To the bone - 13th - girl interrupted - Starving on suburdia - Pretty little liars - my skinny sister

May add more in the futur

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10 cal shortbread <3

I made these a few days ago and they taste so good! Rlly recommend for a low cal sweet :D

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btw. does anyone want to burst into tears with me

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Not my stomach making whale calls, like shut up bitch you're the reason I have to starve, like just eat yourself already and let me be ✨️skinny ✨️

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is your name calories? cuz you’re always on my mind (ed rizz)

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god my jaw hurts because of all the gum I’ve had today

#ana meal #ana mood #tw ed diet #@n@ buddy #tw ana diary #ed meals #ed vent #low cal foods #i wanna be weightless #ana trigger

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hii ! after months of inactivity and trying to get better, or just basically eating because I was tired from exams and couldn’t control myself… I’m BACK

today I didn’t eat much and tried to be the most active possible (well not really because I was drawing for a while but anyways) and I only ate when my diet coke, water, gum and vape didn’t work, or basically, when I felt dizzy and like throwing up

I hate a can of corn when I felt like passing out, so 104 cals for 140g, and now I’m eating an apple because I need some food to not pass out while I exercise

I truly miss the times when I was a child where I would exercise for 1h straight and only feed myself with one apple a day and some cinnamon, and if I ate something I would just go purge it right after, now I cry like a bitch when my fingers go inside my mouth

Anyways, here are the exercises I’m trying :

#ana meal #ana mood #tw ed diet #@n@ buddy #tw ana diary #ed meals #ed vent #low cal foods #i wanna be weightless #ana trigger #Youtube

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🕯️i will lose 15kg before August 🕯️

🕯️i will lose 15kg before August 🕯️

🕯️i will lose 15kg before August 🕯️

🕯️i will lose 15kg before August 🕯️

🕯️i will lose 15kg before August 🕯️