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i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

#i am chronically sleepy and living my life requires so much effort

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U want something and then when u get it it’s like omg………… I’m scared

#how i feel about love and friendship rn

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0 Note posts are a Flex it jus means you Real as Fuck and they can't Comprehend what you Provided them

#most of my diary posts

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incapable of carrying out very necessary tasks, feels like there's a very very heavy blanket on me I can't make my way out of. winters.

#diary #its so cold

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All 13 full moons of 2023

#moon #2023

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I realise there is only so much advice you can follow. Ultimately, you have to live. That means making mistakes. You can’t go through life expecting that wise words will be enough. Sometimes you have to suffer to learn the lesson.

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there's these tweets on twitter which are like "what's stopping you from committing suicide?" and the responses are like "I can't die before witnessing X" "I can't die before the downfall of Y" " I need to outlive Z" and I was trying to think if I have something like that, something I have to witness before I die, and I thought, what if there is something really interesting happens and I am not there to witness it just because I didn't know it was going to happen. seemed too big of a risk, I have to stay alive to be there for everything that is going to happen in the future. What if there are really nice things that happen? I don't want to miss them

#diary #stupid thoughts but whatever keeps you going

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I know I cannot wrap my arms around a memory but I still like to try

#thinking of the two days i spent with my partner #not getting over it anytime soon

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I love my partner so much I want to get all the recipes fron their mother and learn how to cook everything they've grown up eating

#diary #my love

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microdosing on catharsis by watching a fictional character or persona i relate to have an emotional breakdown until my chest starts to ache from the amount i've repressed

#why I watch sad stuff when I'm already sad #it's actually helpful

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i hope im like her when im old

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i just need to grow my hair out -> i just need to cut my hair -> i just need to grow my hair out -> j just need to cut my hair

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nabil anani, "palestinian folklore," 2020, acrylic on canvas

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the past isn’t behind you it coils inside your body that’s why some years you feel closer and more nostalgic for certain ages than others just fyi