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Just came upon your blog you beautiful person💕✨

Wish you well love❤️

Let's be mutuals/friends?

Wow, thank you so much! I appreciate you 💫❤️

Of course!! Send me a message 😊😊

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Heyy

You doing okay?

Hi!

Some days I am okay 💫

And others, it's like I'm breathing a mouth full of broken glass.

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Yeah....

#depression #anxious #mentallyill

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Terrified.

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How You Know it’s Getting Bad Again

- I get angry over EVERYTHING. No matter how small or “not a big deal” something is, I will blow up and act like it’s the biggest thing in the world.

- I stop responding to messages.

- I will stare off into space for a long period of time and not seem mentally there.

- I will stop smiling and laughing as often.

- I tend to be really emotional and cry over the smallest things.

- I will sleep a lot.

- I will forget to eat or not have an appetite at all.

- I will stop showering as often as I use to and wear the same clothes over and over again.

- I won’t wear makeup like I use to everyday and I won’t care what I physically look like in public anymore.

- I won’t do the things that use to make me happy aka reading, writing, playing video games, socializing with friends, etc.

- I won’t have any energy to do school work even though I really need to do it.

- I become really quiet

I’m sorry, I try to be okay but sometimes it takes over and I can’t help but let it take control once again.

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Borzoi blesses you with positive energy! enjoy 🐨

💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

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i don’t think i’ll ever not be suicidal. and i don’t think that’s a bad thing.

i hope i die at my happiest. at my most complete.

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damn i know im on mentally ill tumblr but i feel like these past few days every single one of us has been feeling even worse than usual

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Sometimes it's just feels like I am a burden for everyone, even for myself

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This is how I've been feeling lately. Last month, I unexpectedly had to take in my niece who's parents are both in jail and my entire life feels like it's been flipped upside down. It's as if I'm going through postpartum depression again, 10x worse this time, but I didn't even birth her and she's a year old 🥺

Has anyone else experienced this? I would love some advice.

no offense but i just…. want silence everything is too loud and too much

#postpartum #deep thoughts #depression #depressed quotes #thoughts #suicidal

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Do you ever look in a mirror and think to yourself,

"Who the fuck is that?"

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I think the worst feeling is having depression hit you

when your mid laugh,

or mid conversation,

or just trying to enjoy yourself in general.

- •I’m sorry I’m like this• ::lesxgod17::

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2023.

Be selfish with your time.

Be selfish with your energy.

Be selfish with your body.

Be selfish with your emotions.

Be selfish with your mind.

Let them take it personally.