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gayspamer · 8 months
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Everything Crowley had lost when he Fell, he found in Aziraphale.
Where he had lost his heavenly home, he found shelter under an angel's wings.
Where he had lost the ability to see his stars, he saw them every time he gazed into an angel's eyes.
And where he had lost God's love, he received abundant flashes of it every time an angel smiled his way.
Because yes, Crowley had Fallen for asking questions.
But in the end, he did find his answer.
The only answer he would ever need, in fact.
He found Aziraphale.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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This but I think it will take something brutal for Aziraphale to change his mind. I don't think I'll ever be ready for what it will be lol
So whenever Aziraphale and Crowley met over the years the chemistry was sizzling between them.
The moment they’re allowed to be together without fearing Heaven and Hell… Aziraphale is touching, flirting, looking at him in love, dancing, wanting to confess, Crowley is softer, protective, gentle, confesses…
All they needed was for Hell and Heaven to leave them alone.
And the second Heaven interrupted it was back to square one.
Aziraphale really needs to learn the truth about Heaven and choose Crowley over everything else finally. Crowley deserves it. They both deserve it.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Something I noticed in the confession is that they don't REALLY respond to what the other is saying
Crowley says "run away with me" and Aziraphale says "come with me to heaven"
Both are saying "be with me" but neither stops to figure out why the other wouldn't want to go
Crowley says "you can't leave this bookshop" and Aziraphale says "nothing lasts forever"
Crowley thinks he ended it.
Aziraphale says "we can make a difference" and Crowley says "good luck"
Both are leaving. Neither stayed until they could agree, or at least understand each other
Aziraphale says "I need you" and Crowley says "no nightingales"
Aziraphale thinks he ended it.
Aziraphale says "I forgive you" and Crowley says "don't bother"
That's the one that sticks.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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NEIL PERSONAL SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS ARE NOT A Q&A 24/7 SESSION.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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I'm just mad people not only spam Neil on Twitter but also start fighting over headcanons??? ENJOY YOUR HC IS FINE but I never understood spaming the writer of a show you like? It's overwhelming and tbh I feel it will only generate resentment over the Fandom://
Twitter is literally where braincells go to die
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Back on the bench
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And again, and again…
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gayspamer · 8 months
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This whole songs makes me think of them, even the title. It hurts, the whole songs feels like Crowley's pain and heartbreak.
The song ends with "We've traveled very far, I'll keep a leftover light burning, so you can keep looking up. Isn't that worth holding on?"
And I know I'm adapting Mitski's word to something else but I feel that it's a perfect way to say what Crowley feels.
For me those lyrics in Crowley words would be:
"For millenia we've been together just existing, it took us all that time to realize it's love, so even if you aren't with me, just look at the stars for they are yours and for you to look at. Angel, look at them and think of me, aren't we both together enough?"
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Crowley, a demon, standing in the Garden of Eden next to Aziraphale, an angel, who he will spend the next 6000 years pining for: it’s just funny to me that God would put the one thing you’re not allowed to have right in front of you, like what’s that about
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Crowley pretending to be annoyed with Aziraphale’s awful French and general shenanigans trying to get people to come to his shop for the ball as if he didn’t specifically tag along and ask, “Can I watch?” because he adores seeing Aziraphale be his silly self. What a bitch ass liar lmao
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gayspamer · 8 months
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i hope s3 looks like this, for my sake
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Crowley and Aziraphale
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Underrated Crowley moment.
Cramming for the “How not to shoot the love of your life while he cosplays as a magician” test.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Nervous Reunion
Bonus:
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Okay listen to me... in season 1 episode 5 when Crowley is going to the book shop the song that's playing is best friend by Queen BUT if you pay attention they always put sound over the part that sings "you're my best friend" every thing else plays normally. They are using the lyrics as a foreshadowing, not of friendship, they are using it to foreshadow LOVE. OMG.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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I'm rewatching and the way this hurts me more now
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Bro was pondering when his full time job became wife
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.
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gayspamer · 8 months
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Aziraphale shielding Crowley from water
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and Crowley shielding Aziraphale from fire
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