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ghouloflove · 13 days
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EY ITS FINALS SEASON!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR ESSAYS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR PRESENTATIONS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR FINAL PROJECTS!
GOOD LUCK!!! YOU’VE MADE IT THIS FAR!!
and a gentle reminder to take breaks, and get a snack and some water. Don’t forget to take a moment to breathe.
and if you can, try to do something nice for yourself after its all over. No matter how it turns out, you struggled and you survived so you deserve something nice :)
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ghouloflove · 1 month
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and if i revamped my idol x CL 16 social media au?
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ghouloflove · 1 month
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i genuinely cannot wait for this semester to be over. this has been one of my worst lack of motivation ever :/
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ghouloflove · 2 months
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spring break is coming so writers block be gone ⭐️
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ghouloflove · 7 months
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okay so obviously i lied, did not realize i had mid terms coming up so afterwards, i'll get to it!!! :((
oh wtf wtf wtf…why is my part two of “muse and wag” gone?!?!? did i delete by accident 😭 oh you got to be fucking kidding meeeeee!!!!
…ill start working on it soon, should be up in a week or two (ill try 3 days but dont hold me to it)
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ghouloflove · 7 months
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oh wtf wtf wtf…why is my part two of “muse and wag” gone?!?!? did i delete by accident 😭 oh you got to be fucking kidding meeeeee!!!!
…ill start working on it soon, should be up in a week or two (ill try 3 days but dont hold me to it)
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ghouloflove · 8 months
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the muse and the wag
when a solo KPOP idol attends the Australian Grand Prix and finds love within a muse
pairing: lando norris x idol!reader
plot note(s): google translated korean. three year age gap (both parties are legal). blackpink is ot3.
fc: rosé (BlackPink)
please like, comment and reblog—always makes me happy!
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📍Australia
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yourusername attended my first GP as an adult this weekend, absolutely thrilling and never realized how much i missed going since i was child!!! especially in the country i spent half of my childhood in, it is always so so special for me whenever i visit 🤍
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sabrinacarpenter what a pretty girl!!! 😘
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lovely_yn OMFG!? I MISS ONE RACE WEEK AND SHE GOES!?!
lalalalisa_m so need to go together, baby! ❤️😊
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yourusername yes yes yes, prettiest date ever 🥹
ynsmymother both my mothers at my fav sport!?
mclaren It was an absolute blast having you in our garage! “On the Ground” from your presence 🤗🫶 Must’ve played into the P6 and P8!
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k.f1.pop HER AND LANDO INTERACTING WAS NOT ON MY BINGO THIS YEAR??????? 👀
yourusername Thank you for having meee!! 💖 Best believe it will not be the last :)
landonorris 🧡😜
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landonorizz101 i JUST know hes blushing, the way he kept giggling and shit whenever the camera panned on him and her 😏
craziestloveryn i wouldnt know how to talk to yn either, lando, dw 😔
wdc_rookieoscar oscar def teasing lando rn
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📍Monte Carlo, Monaco
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yourusername it was the Monaco GP 🇲🇨 with my bestest girls but missing one sooyaaa_ get better soon ❤️‍🩹 Hope all the videos and photos shared all the fun with you 🫶
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lalalalisa_m 그것은 너무 재미 있었다. 그래도 메르세데스는 내 마음을 갖고 있어요! 💖💖 it was so much fun. still, mercedes has my heart!
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landonorris Glad you had fun!!!! 🧡🧡🤗 Crazy to have you again with us!!!!!
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yourusername Only extra fun with you guys! ☺️
ynsdearlover …is this flirting or not?
k.f1.pop the no rizz joke is becoming realer and realer…honey…all those explanations marks??? blushin n shit huh 👀
mclaren Y/N, you have such amazing taste 😉
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yourusername 🧡
jennierubyjane 그것은 양방향으로 진행됩니다… 😗 it goes both ways
jennienynschild HUH?????
theangelgirlyn jennie…just cuz u typed it in korean does not mean google doesnt exist…wtf??
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📍 Barcelona, Spain
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yourusername te amo, spain 🇪🇸 always so beautiful and fun to visit especially this time. it was barcelona gp weekend, last one for awhile because it is that time to spoil my angels with music 🎵 😘
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jennierubyjane Only the luckiest see this personal beautiful view 🫶
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motherisyn MOTHER IS AND WAS FUCKING MOTHERING OMFG THE DRESS
goldenyn HER DRESS AT THE GP 🥰🥰🥰🥰
landonorris Don’t forget to come back 🫵🧡🧡!!!!
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yourusername Sweeettt 🧡
landoyesrizzz you kicking your feets n shit, norris??? 😏
k.f1.pop cute mfs
mclaren Your presence will be missed, but we’ll be here when you come back! 🧡
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bbgisyn actually fucking serving in that dress, literal definition of all eyes on me 💖💖💖
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📍 Barcelona, Spain
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lando.png all barcelona structures plus a dog. beautiful visit with all the views i could want 🤍
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lando.png ps some of these were taken on phone 😅
landosupport you did your best, glad you had a fun time outside of racing!!
oscarpiastri i know things
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lando.png know to how be annoying? yeah I know 😐
ynsdreamy got something to do with ms y/n???
k.f1.pop lando attempt on hinting towards someone?? especially the second photo👀
daniel3.png crazy how photos tell stories
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jenniesitgirl actually stfu pls just realized my parasocial relationship may be in danger
k.f1.pop i got a dollar and a max verstappen take or leave it
ynsmylover BLONDE HAIR SPECK, SEC PHOTO!???
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[ Admin 👻 here to whisper the lastest gossip going around!
It is has not been uncommon to hear that our beloved idol Y/N has been attending the F1 Grand Prix's when she can. She has been open about her interest and love for the sport that had started since she was young and living in Australia, much thanks to her mother. For the past months, she has attended the Australia, Monaco and Barcelona Grand Prix. At the Monaco GP, her closest friends and group members of BLACKPINK Jennie and Lisa attended with her, Jisoo was unable to join them due to the flu. Her go-to team is Mclaren as she is often seen in their garage and actively chatting with driver Lando Norris.
Into this newfound friendship...or possibly more? The driver Lando Norris has been leaving friendly comments since her first attendance in awhile at the Australian GP but he has grown more confident and so has she. Just recently for the Barcelona GP, Y/N and Lando Norris were spotted hanging out outside the tracks with a small group of friends as seen in PHOTO TWO. The lucky fans that spotted and snapped a picture has commented that, "they both looked very friendly with each other [...] Lando kept looking at her with heart eyes almost [...] both of them left together while the others stayed".
These new speculations on their "friendship" had only gotten much more active after Lando Norris posted to his alternative instagram account based on his interest of photography and PHOTO THREE was posted in the photo dump of his race weekend in Barcelona. Fans of both Y/N's and F1 pointed out the hair and the similar hand and jacket in the photo--our dear Y/N. There are also speculations that this was NOT the same day as the hangout of friends, rather a different day...and perhaps a different kind of date 😉
Let's not forget the suspicious comments her closest friend Jennie has left on her instagram especially after the comment from Mclaren, "You have amazing taste"...to which Ms Jennie Kim replied in korean, "It goes both ways 😗". Fans believe Jennie might been insinuating that a certain driver (Norris) and Y/N have good taste...or should we say, interest within each other?
Though, so far, not much has been found if this is a beginning of the soft launch of their relationship or simply a flirtatious and playful friendship between the very two different yet similar people. Let's just look forward to Y/N's upcoming project and for the F1 fans, enjoy the week break!
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k.f1.pop ...fr losing our nations gf to a vroom vroom british "lad"...y/n GET UP
jenniesitgirl my parasocial relationship....NOOOOOO bbg listen to me...this isn't you
verstappenwdc cannot fucking believe the sport is being shitted on by kooopies 🤢
theynschild lets not actually? this is going to be another 2019 scandal of non-existence relationship that'd ruin a wholesome friendship...she went through hell actually :(
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jenniesitgirl yeah all jokes aside...that wasn't a good time at all...I still miss JK and her interacting but now they steer so fast away from each other and that is actually fucking sad
angelisyn "I woke up, fell back asleep cause I'd rather live in my dreams" :((( she was hurting after that whole scandal
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yourusername oh my darling angels, i’m sure you missed some new music so here i present…
“I Was Made for Loving You”, one of the dearest songs held close to my heart. an all english single. surprisingly—well i don’t know, but anyways, this is a song that its lyrics just flowed so freely and beautifully for me. i enjoy thinking of lyrics but this one, it had its own thinking and its own feelings for itself that simply needed to find its way on the paper. i create from what i feel, what i know, what i experience then and now—this is definitely one that had its own muse.
“I Was Made for Loving You” is to be all yours on june 21 🤍
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jennierubyjane ooooo pretty prettyy cannot wait 😘
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yourusername so sweet too sweet 🥰
florencepugh oh sweet darling, can’t this week go any faster???
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sabrinacarpetner geeking rnnnnn
landonorris 😝😝😝
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yourusername 🤪🤪🤪
k.f1.pop think theyre broken…
jenniesitgirl welp…my parasocial relationship is gone
lewishamilton 😊 cant wait to listen
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angelicyn_ OH GREAT HEVANS
thekpopgossip 👀 love song?
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authors note: got the sudden inspiration to write another idol!reader social au—expect for lando!! i hope you all enjoy this one ☺️ part two should be out soon! if it takes me awhile, it is because im prioritizing my classes before i create something that i do as a small hobby. as i mentioned before, this one is actually following the schedule so it is a bit of a “slowburn” expect somewhat more private. also thank you, thank you all so so much for all the love you’ve shown for my idol!reader with charles 💖💖 always makes me smile!!
song(s) used: On the Ground by Rosé + Spinnin’ by Madison Beer + I Was Made for Loving You by Tori Kelly ft Ed Sheeran
— until next time. 🤍
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ghouloflove · 9 months
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down the aisle 💍
pairing: charles leclerc/fem!reader
type: written imagine (fluff, angst)
theme/s: none very gruesome, typical childhood best friends pining, unspoken feelings and all that
word count: 5.1k (got carried away lol)
notes: not proofread and not revised so pls expect grammatical/spelling errors! will be working on the pending reqs now hehe lmk what u guys think <3
about: charles was six when he promised to marry you when he got older and the time was right. as crazy children can go, you always thought he was delirious, but he reminds you of it almost every year. 
“Y’know what, when we get older, I am going to marry you for real!” Charles, in broken French, says a little enthusiastically as he walks down the makeshift aisle you two had made for the two-hour playtime your parents allowed.
With a pillowcase hanging on your head as an improvised veil, you held in your hands hand-picked flowers from the Leclerc’s garden as your bouquet. Two of your other friends cheer, the joy of make-believe weddings children orchestrate on their own taking over.
“You’re crazy, Charlie! We can’t marry each other, we’re only six years old,” you giggle.
“I know,” he says. “I’ll do it when we get old! When we’re 18 or something.”
You thought of Charles as demented every time he promised to marry you in the unforeseeable future. He first said it when the two of you were six years old, playing an infamous game of roleplay wedding. For a long time, in your little group of friends, the two of you always assumed the role of the groom and bride. Of course, you were just as young as he was, but you dismiss his thoughts by saying you were too young to get married - and he’d always respond with the promise of doing it when you both got older.
Even when his parents and his older brother Lorenzo watch the two of you, he assumed Charles was just hopped up on the adrenaline of playing with his best friend, his favorite person in the whole world, you. He thought that when the two of you actually get older, Charles would eventually forget the silly vow he had made when he was awfully young.
But Charles never abandoned the thought. As he got older, he finds himself repeating the same promise he had told you in his family’s backyard, not for the sake of mere recollection, but because he deems you as his perfect pair, his soulmate. 
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It was at age 10 when he had made the same promise to marry you. You sat a bench in front of your school’s gates, waiting for the school bus, clutching your backpack as tears welled in your eyes. You and Charles had made a pact to always go home together and sit at the bus side by side, so he’s not surprised to find you at your usual spot, but he was surprised to see you crying.
Charles rushes to you, taking off his backpack to set it on the bench. 
“Hey, why are you crying?” Worriedly, he says, a little panicked to see his best friend with tears running down her face.
“Louis t-th-threw away my let-t-ter,” you say in between sobs. 
Louis was a grade above you, who was the dreamiest boy in school with his soft brown hair and brown eyes. Every girl at school had a crush on him, gigantic ones at that, so his locker is expected to be filled with love letters even on normal days. Frankly, Charles never got the hype over him but he’d never tell you that, not when you were one of the lovestruck girls at school.
“What happened?” 
“I was too shy to tell him I like him,” you tell Charles, who proceeds to rub your back calmly to ease you down. “So I wrote a letter to tell him that and he crumpled it up into a ball and threw it in the garbage.” 
“He did it in front of everyone!” you add, breaking into cries once again. Charles’ brows furrow, wanting to punch the stupid boy who had made you cry, but his main goal was to make you stop crying first.
“Il est idiot ou abruti!” He’s a jerk.
“Y/N, please stop crying. He’s no good for you, you’re too great for him.” he says, using both his hands to grip your shoulders as he adjusts you so you can face him.
“I’m so embarrassed. What if this goes on for years? What if nobody likes me-” you ramble on and Charles could only look at you sympathetically.
“Hey, I like you! You’re the best girl I know.” Charles replies, smiling slightly. 
“And I will always like you, you know? It doesn’t matter if it’s years from now, I promise to marry you when we’re older because I will always like you!” 
“You’re just saying that because I’m sad,” you shake your head, lightly laughing at his attempt to cheer you up.
“I’m not lying! I really will marry you. That’s how much I like you.” 
It’s amusing to hear. What do 10-year-olds know about marriage, anyway?
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At first, Charles thought he was repeating his vow to marry you years from now just to fulfill what he told the best person in his life when he was young. He remembers the time he had made the promise again back when he was 10 and he recalls telling you you were the best girl he knew. He convinces himself that he said that partially to cheer you up and because he’d do anything to make you smile, you were his best friend after all.
But it’s three years from now and he had done it again. Maybe it’s a reflex, something he thinks he’s supposed to say because he had said it two times already. Maybe when he was six it was out of joy and the child-like innocence he had. When he was 10 maybe it’s out of the fact that he wanted to dry your tears. Yet this time, he had no reason to justify it.
Deep down he knew it was because he grew to like you, more than a friend, more than he should. Internally he shakes his head, trying to dismiss the thought of breaking the unspoken rule of liking his best friend. He was 13, figuring things out, and the first thing he knew to be certain of was you were in fact, his dream girl. 
Your family and the Leclercs were together again for dinner, a tradition done at least once a month. A big table was set up at your house since it was your family’s turn to host dinner. Plates were neatly set up, the smell of roast chicken and the aroma of an array of dishes coming out of the kitchen. It’s the same night Charles realized just how beautiful you’ve grown to be. Your hair was much longer and you were a little taller. You dressed differently, and the two years you had braces finally paid off. Charles feels butterflies in his stomach each time you smiled, but he chooses to ignore it.
“Remember when you said you’d marry me like, three years ago?” you spoke up, hoping to playfully embarrass Charles who was beside you in your bedroom, legs sprawled on your bed.
“You can say it, were you just saying that to cheer me up?” 
“No, can you stop accusing me of that? I really meant it!” he says in defense, knowing he really did mean it, and he means it even more now.
“Hmm, I’m sure you won’t mean it anymore when you ask Elise to the dance and you guys have your first kiss,” you tease, enunciating the word “kiss” just to poke at Charles and the fact that the school dance was in 2 weeks.
“I’m still going to mean it, Y/N.” he shakes his head. “And weren’t we going to go together? I already bought your ticket.”
“Come on, Charlie! You don’t have to appease me anymore, we’re growing older, you know?” 
“I know, and I keep my promises,” he turns to look at you, shifting into a seated position. 
“Really?” you mock, raising one brow at him with a smirk on your face. “You’d really marry me like, 10 years from now?”
“I would,” Charles responds, unknowingly providing you with a small amount of comfort you couldn’t figure out just yet.
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Things were pretty routine for you and Charles. Every time he promised to marry you, your response was always to never take him seriously. You always think he’s just trying to lift your spirits up or it’s because he’s fulfilling a promise he made when he was six years old. And if Charles was anything, he wasn’t someone who broke promises. He shows up and keeps his word, it’s just who he was. You think that vow would eventually be null and void when he finds a girl he genuinely likes, and the same would go for you.
Charles never lets your response get to his head. After he realizes he had grown feelings for you, feelings that persisted until now that he was sixteen, he lets your chuckle and “you’re crazy” responses slide away. He didn’t think he’d make the promise again anyway, he knows better than to say it again now that he actually was going to mean every word. 
At sixteen, you and Charles attended your first party with friends without parental supervision. Even Lorenzo wasn’t there as a chaperone so it was an entirely new experience for the two of you. He had promised your parents prior that he was going to take care of you and makes sure you don’t go home wasted, and obviously, they trusted him with their entire chests. 
Charles made sure not to drink too much that night, not even with the heavy and ceaseless invites from his friends. He wanted to be of composure in the event you get more inebriated than him, which will take place about an hour from now. You both went your separate ways, agreeing to meet when it was time to go home. You had friends outside of Charles and he had friends that weren’t you as well. Before letting you go he makes you promise to not drink too much and you only respond with a nod and a wide smile.
But he was summoned by your friend so he comes running to the living room and he finds you flushed and drunk out of your mind.
“Hi, Charlie!” you slur, waving your hands aimlessly as you see Charles’ figure tower over you. 
“Oh my god, how many have you had?” Charles asks, desperately trying to lift you up and out of the couch you were nearly passed out on.
“Come on, Y/N, I told your parents I wouldn’t let you drink!”
“Sorry, Charlie.” you say, all senses nonfunctional, slinging both your arms over Charles' shoulder as he carries you.
He figures he can’t take you home in your state, so he takes you out to the patio and sat you on the lawn chair. The booming music was heard outside, red cups littered on the grass, teenagers shouting every now and then. He had asked someone to fetch a clean towel drenched in water so he can wipe your face, hoping that and some water could lessen your inebriation.
“Aww, you’re taking care of me,” you coo, still clearly drunk. You had totally underestimated the toll alcohol would take on you.
“When we get married, are you going to take care of me when I’m drunk?” 
“What?” Charles mutters in disbelief, but he quickly remembers you were drunk out of your mind so he tries his best not to give it any thought.
“You promised you’d marry me. You’ll keep your promise, right?” you say, mispronouncing some of the words and holding back a hiccup. 
Charles doesn’t say anything and continues wiping your face with the damp towel in his hand and proceeds to tie your hair into a neat ponytail. He ignores that most of the time drunk words are a product of sober thoughts. He grabs the glass of water beside you and asks you to drink it. You shake your head in disapproval.
“Not drinking until you say you’ll m-ma-marry m-me,” 
He can only sigh, not believing he was making the promise yet again, this time out of actual sincerity, not just because you asked and he wanted you to shut up and drink the damn water he had in his hand.
“I will marry you, okay? When we get together and the time is right, you’ll walk down the aisle and you will see me.” 
“Now, please drink some water, I’m begging.”
And oddly enough, Charles is convinced you would have no recollection of the words that came straight out his chest.
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Charles was already nineteen and how he felt for you hadn’t changed, not one bit. He’s evaluated the emotions he’s been avoiding hundreds of times - he asks himself if it was the nostalgia of having known you for more than a decade or if it was really because he had grown old enough to realize you were all he could ever want. But he’s not the type to do something about it, he’s far more afraid of losing you than having to keep the biggest secret he had withheld from you. 
You would be lying if you said the way you looked at Charles was still the same way you did when you were nine. You were scared to entertain the thought, it’s a dangerous territory should you try to open the door and see what was inside. For some time you disregard the pounding in your chest when Charles sends you a smile or the electricity that runs through your fingertips every time he held your hand.
Both of you decide to keep it at bay, stashing whatever you felt in a box and stowing it away in a compartment in the back of your heads. You were still as comfortable as ever, knowing each other best like you were each other’s home address. For whatever reason you and Charles deem it best and most reasonable to stay as friends and not say anything, you both loved each other too much to risk, jump, and then fall. Unbeknownst to the two of you, you were both ready to catch whoever falls first.
It’s not like neither of you tried to expand your horizons. There were attempts to date other people and establish the same or at least a comparable connection with another person as the one you had with each other.  Numerous times you asked for Charles’ opinion on what to wear on a first date and several occasions were you with him as he bought flowers for whoever was waiting for him. The difference was that you were more desperate than Charles, trying your best and trying hard to get over the fact that you were possibly in love with your best friend. Maybe because you weren't at peace with it as much as him, so you figure that maybe when you actually meet someone you like, all of this would just fade into thin air.
But it does get tiring. Looking back now, you weren’t sure you got the irony in going on several dates just for you to come home at night to Charles, who’s almost always waiting for you at your front door to make sure you got home safe. Sure, his house was awfully near, but you don’t mind it anyway. 
To say your date tonight was bad is an understatement. It was with a guy you met through a mutual friend, and at first, seemed charming and kind. After having rescheduled the date four times because of reasons he couldn’t say, you took comfort in the fact that he might be a great guy and you should give him a chance. He didn’t pick you up from the house, which Charles frowned upon, but he let it slide eventually after some persuasion and convincing. The whole night he only talked about himself and was even rude to the waiter who served you. To make the night even worse, him complimenting your physique in a way only perverts do was the cherry on top. 
Charles’ lips twitch to form a small smile the moment he saw you walking towards your door. Previously on his phone, he shuts it down and sees your shoulders slumped as you give him an exasperated sigh when you finally get to him.
“Home so soon?” Charles asks, though it was more of a statement laced with an I-told-you-so tone.
“Why are you here so early?” you return the question. 
“It’s only what-” you glance at your watch. “8:30 in the evening? You’re usually not here until 11.” 
Charles shrugs. “I figured this date wouldn’t go well. I had this weird feeling to wait for you really early, call it best friend instinct or something.”
Best friend. In some weird way, the comforting thought that he goes out of his way to wait for you was joined with a little pang in your chest from the two words that defined the two of you your whole lives. Best friends, were all you were and you figure, all you ever will be. 
“Sucks you had me give him the benefit of the doubt - the douchey shirt he was wearing really gave it away for me,” he laughs lightly. 
The both of you sit down at the front of your door like you usually do before you went to bed. It’s routine, something you never get tired of, even when sometimes you and Charles were just enveloped in silence, comfortable silence that is. 
“In my defense, he did seem nice. I wanted to give him a chance.” 
“Yeah that’s the problem with you, no?” he says. “You give way too many chances. You give them away like it’s Halloween and they’re trick-or-treating. Even when signs point you to not entertaining them, you’re too kind to dismiss it.” 
I’ve only ever wanted to give one person one chance. But I’m too scared to lose you. You wanted to reply, but there was no way in hell you would actually say that. So much for the self-imposed courage you said you had.
“That’s practically what dating is, Charlie,” you say instead, sighing after. “How am I going to meet the right person if I just stand and stall?” 
“It’s because you keep looking. I think incessantly looking for the right person is overrated, sometimes it’s better to stop and let them come to you.”
“Oh because I should take dating advice from a guy who’s been in what, 6 dates his entire life?” you tease, smiling at Charles after he returns a knowing look.
For a while, his gaze fixates on you, a small smile painted on your face and the moonlight reflecting in your eyes, somehow making them sparkle.
Right then and there he finds the answer as to why he’s only ever been in six dates. And had no desire on going to more. 
“Hey,” you speak up, cutting Charles’ trail of thought. 
“At least when I don’t find the right person, I won’t be husbandless. I have you to marry, right?” you joke, hoping it jogs Charles’ memory of a dumb promise he made when he was a child. 
“Yeah, you do.” 
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You entered the Leclerc household while it was in complete chaos. His brothers were occupied setting up a big table in the backyard and meticulously arranging the plates and centerpieces as to how Pascale, his mom, would like it. His aunts and mainly his mother were in the kitchen, surrounded by pots, pans, and cut-up ingredients for whatever they were cooking. Undoubtedly, Charles had a fairly big family if you include the extended ones. It was his 21st birthday after all, so it makes sense why he was a big deal for today.
“Y/N! You’re here early, dinner isn’t for another 3 hours.” Pascale smiles upon seeing you, walking over to give you a kiss on the cheek. 
“I wanted to help you guys set up, looks like it’s a busy day today.” 
You soon made rounds in their house, taking turns in helping in the kitchen, and backyard, and visiting Charles in his bedroom because he was apparently ordered to not move a finger until it was time to eat. 
Soon after, the long table set up beautifully in the backyard of Charles’ house was filled. Close friends, family, and everyone he held dear were present to celebrate his special day. Various dishes were laid out on the table as well as a cake baked by his mom herself had candles sticking out of it, along with a cake topper that said ‘21’. You sat beside Charles like you normally do, which was never an issue to anyone. Thankfully enough, despite the long tradition of having meals together with your and Charles’ family, no one ever posed the question of when the two of you are getting together or telling you two how much you looked good together.
Which benefitted the two of you. Now, you weren’t really sure if you’d call each other best friends, not when you two had lingering feelings you keep hidden from one another. It’s better that no one imposes anything so you and Charles can avoid any awkward conversation that may arise after.
The dinner was definitely delightful. It was nice that Charles was able to fly back home after his races to celebrate with family and you could tell how happy he was as he sat at the head of the table, providing him a clear view of everyone present to celebrate him. The rest of the night was nothing but hearty conversations, light-hearted jokes, and sangrias that were made by a proud Lorenzo. 
“Speaking of Lorenzo, I bumped into your girlfriend at the market the other day,” Pascale speaks up, everyone instantly shifting their attention to her.
“You should have brought her here, Enzo. She seems really nice.” 
“Noted for next time, Mama,” Lorenzo laughs, continuing to sip his sangria. 
Granted, Lorenzo did explain they’ve been together only for several months and he didn’t want to put his girlfriend under extreme pressure by bringing her to a dinner surrounded by his entire family. 
“How about you, Charles? Anyone your mom might be bumping into here in the city?” his aunt turns his head to Charles, who was pleasantly surprised by the question.
“Oh no, not at the moment,” he chuckles, in hopes that would be the end of it.
“I don’t think Charles is the ‘dating’ type as of now, tante,” Lorenzo adds, replying to his aunt.
“Hey, I’ve been on dates!” Charles puts his hands up in defense as everyone erupted in laughter. “Really, I’ve just been focusing on my racing career.”
“Plus, I don’t think I’ve met the right person yet.” he adds, adding a low laugh at the end. 
You shift in your seat as something in your heart drops, like your oxygen levels were dropping and your heart rate was slowing down. Whatever confirmation you were waiting for from the universe that what you felt for Charles remained stagnant, you were sure this was it. Hearing about how he’s in pursuit of the destined person for him sent shivers down your spine, yet you’re certain you had no spine at all, considering you chose to hide your true feelings for him for God knows how long now.
“Mama won’t have to worry about daughters-in-law anyway, Y/N’s practically one,” Arthur quips, making the whole table laugh once again, except you and Charles, who knew the gravity of the word wedding or marriage held for the two of you.
But the two of you manage to let out light, slightly forced laughs anyway, for each other’s benefit mostly.
“Ah yes, Charles did promise to marry me when the time is right.” you say, in a somehow witty and humorous tone, raising a brow as you look at Charles. 
“I intend to keep that promise, Y/N, don’t dare me.” Charles taunts jokingly.
And for the irony and heartbreak of it all, that would wind up being the last time Charles ever mentions the only promise he’s kept this long.
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If anyone ever writes a biography about the untold love story you and Charles had, the author would probably call you cowards. For several years, decades even, the both of you never tried to see what it would be like on the other side of the door. Swearing you loved each other more than life itself yet never brave enough to jump and take the risk. You only ever convince yourselves that what you two have cost more and is more than finally having what you two really desired since you were both thirteen. So you both decide it’s better to let what you felt die down when you both get tired of waiting and hoping that someday, time would finally pencil you in on a schedule and things would finally work out.
The shadow of being best friends your whole life mostly served as a justification for the hidden affection you had for one another. Whenever you questioned the motive as to why it only takes one call for Charles to come running over to wherever you are, you tell yourself he’s your best friend, that’s why he cares so much. And every time Charles’ heartbeat skips when your skin touches whether in a hug or a kiss on the cheek, he ignores and tells himself the two of you have been close ever since. The two of you never thought to question it, always afraid of what comes after.
Soon enough the extended pining for each other would blur at least a little bit. You and Charles will eventually grow tired of being surrounded by the what-if’s you’ve been holding back for years. So neither of you can really blame each other when one takes a step forward - it’s general knowledge that any longer of whatever situation this was would just harm the two of you and could potentially ruin your friendship, the thing you’ve been protecting so ceaselessly over the years.
At 24, you and Charles are at the peak of your careers. He was now racing for his dream team, and you finally got the promotion you’d been busting your behind for for several years. But despite the busy schedules that you have mounted on your calendars, you manage to still have time for each other no matter how tough it got. 
19 years later, nothing had changed - exactly the way you and Charles wanted it to be. A small price to pay for broken hearts because of words left unspoken. 
But the question remains, would your hearts stay broken for so long? Maybe not, maybe the long game is what you’re supposed to play.
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Charles always wanted his wedding to be private and intimate. He wasn’t one for big weddings where he invites people he’s only seen several times in his life, and probably won’t see for a long time after the wedding. He preferred it to just be close friends and family, in a private chapel, and he’s damn lucky his bride shared the same philosophy.
The villa Charles had chosen was exclusive and very private, even the planners of the wedding itself can be counted by hand. The villa was rented for the entire weekend and he pats himself on the shoulder for doing a good job of picking out the place. 
The sun was starting to set and you could only stare at the golden hues that painted the sky. The breeze was warm but not too hot it makes you sweat. Tables and chairs were set up, beautiful centerpieces on top of it. Everyone was already well-dressed following the theme, all prepared for the ceremony. Even the piano player was seated down, in a tuxedo, all ready to play probably the most haunting music you will ever hear. You smile lightly as you play with the hem of your dress, closing your eyes and hoping your heart won’t pop out of your chest.
“Your vows, please,” the officiant says, as Charles brings out a paper from his coat pocket, tears already forming in his eyes. 
You could only look at him longingly, chest pounding, waiting for the words written on the piece of paper he held tightly. 
“Mon amour, 7 years ago, my family thought I was never the dating type. Sure it was a joke, partly, but I wondered what it would be like to actually be with the right person, with my soulmate. I was too caught up in my career and in the whirlwind of chasing my dreams. But there you stood, in the middle of the chaos and you have managed to keep me grounded. You have served as my anchor all these years and I honestly don’t know what my life could have been if you weren’t in it.” He continues, tears falling down as he proceeds to use his index finger to wipe his eyes.
“With you, I finally know how it feels to be with their soulmate. In you, I found the best friend, the greatest teammate, and the most amazing woman. You have no idea how thankful I am that I found you in this lifetime, and I will spend the rest of my life loving you and reminding you just how much.”
It wasn’t long before a tear rolled down your cheek and it feels like you couldn’t breathe. Of all the places you could be, this was the last place you ever thought you’d be in - the wedding of the only man you have ever loved.
You sat in the audience, beside Arthur and Joris, who you hope was too occupied to see the tears you were shedding. You sat in the audience in your cream-colored dress, watching Charles promise to love another woman for the rest of his life, like your own personal execution, like you had done an unforgivable crime and this was the world’s way of punishing you for it.
Maybe it was your fault you even went. But your best friend for more than two decades asking you to be there for his wedding seems like something you can’t decline. It was the happiest day of his life, one of the most important days he was ever going to have - it would seem off that you weren’t there, but it was barbaric of you to torture yourself. 
You were happy for Charles, you know in your heart you were. But it was a shame you never knew how he felt and it was a missed opportunity you spent years hiding your heart from him. But here you sat, surrounded by the desolating what-ifs, just like when you were thirteen and you realized you liked Charles more than a friend.
For the first time in his life, Charles has finally broken a promise.
For the first time in your life, you realize just how crushing heartbreaks can be.
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notes: been ia since the hungarian gp bc my tooth was hurting so bad i was practically glued to my bed, also my classes start in less than three weeks and i am now more anxious than ever ANYWAY thank u so much for reading <3
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when worlds collide (pt 3)
[ in other words, the only female member of the biggest korean band in the world goes to formula 1 race in monaco with a friend; only to meet a certain ferrari driver. ]
paring: charles leclerc x fem!fc/c (reader is an idol)
plot note(s): f1 season 2023 has a changed schedule of tracks but follows along with the dates the same. google translated korean, french and italian. charles is having a good season this universe because he deserves it! the fc is soyeon from (G)-IDLE—kept her name expect it’s “Kim Soy.”
authors note: thank you all so much for this likes and reblogs on my last two parts of this mini series! its so appreciated :) seriously thank youuuu <3 i honestly still kinda have inspiration surrounding this certain plot so let me know if you’d be interested it :) like “extras” of writing and “mini” social media—i already have an idea on why the revealing was so quick but idk….again let me know AND BIG THANK YOU AGAIN! (also send some ideas/requests, i wouldn’t mind making another one of these when i can!)
one more thing, soyeon is you. you are that bitch. or she can simply be an “character”. it’s up to you, dear reader.
—enjoy.
part one. part two. 
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s0ye0nnn 나는 결코 잊지 않을 것. (translation: i will never forget.)
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augustd hm
s0ye0nnssloots ayo aint that monaco? 
k.f1.pop Omfgggg aint no way, first Charles creates a piece of meeting then her caption of never forgetting?? IN MONACO HUH....
charles_leclerc naui haeng-un-ui bujeog 🤍 (translation: my lucky charm)
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charchar16 him writing in romanizated korean !!!! 😭 that's so fuckung cuteeeee
taehy101 oh so youre learnign  korean now...?!?!? 
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theformula1gossips CHARLES LECLERC may be off the market and a new WAG may have just joined the tracks. Over the first week of the two week wait for the next race, Charles has been spotted back home in Monaco--always saying hello to his supporters and spending time with his family and his friends. Just recently, his childhood friend Jorsi has posted a photo dump to his instagram stories of “Vacation with Friends”, and in the fifth story, it seems to be Charles and a mystery woman. Both seem deep into a conversation with what looks like a book. Later into the night of the same day, Charles posts to his instagram story, captioned of “🤍 séance photo à domicile” which translated is “photo session at home”. Well...we say mystery woman but with who has been spotted around and Charles heavily interacting with--it may just be Kim Soyeon--who has recently posted to her instagram with photos containing the same background and her at the beach of Monaco. None have said anything, and in fact, supporters of hers have come to back her up, stating, “They are simply friends. Soyeon always tries to support her friends 100% and visit her friends whenever she can!” While some are on the fence, considering his story a couple days back of an new piece he has created (piano) with the caption of “melody of first meeting” and what people (Soyeon’s supporters) say is that the female voice at the end was hers. Could it be Soyeon? If so, is she simply visiting a close friend or Ferrari boyfriend, Charles? We may have our first K-pop Idol as a WAG coming soon! 
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k.f1.pop this is getting juicy wtf...but also I will sleep on the freeway if this tire cuz like if CHARLES, drive in circles on the weekend, can PULL THE KIM SOYEON, the ACE OF ALL ACES, record breakerndnnsfufu why ARENT I PULLING?!?!?!?
s0ye0nnnssloots I really wanna fuckign defend her because its true....she really is just that friend always there for her friends and everything but like....girly is acting too much of a lovergirl rn 
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thed.daysarehere how is she acting like a lovergirl rn??😭
↳ s0ye0nnnssloots idkkk😭 just like the caption on her recent post....its like a response to charles new piano piece ???
k.f1.pop Just realized jorsi covered the shoulders of the woman....soyeon has a tattoo right there -_-
thef1beastmaxxxx well....this is the downfall of Formula 1. thanks a lot, kpoopies.
apsycho4u im on the line tbh, cuz yeah she is a good firend but also she never fails to post abt it n her friends always post jusy being with her so idk what’s different….also put respect on her name!
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s0ye0nnn from monaco to korea 🎵 (airplane pt 3)
but really, i am so proud of my best friend, agust d. one of the most important person in my life. seeing him up there truly was an experience. a strange one, but oh so thrilling.
계속 빛나, 민윤기. 음악에서. 인생에서. 당신이 원하는 것에.
(translation: keep shining, min yoongi. in music. in life. to what you want.)
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agustd 작은 곰. 🐻‍❄️🤍
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danielricciardo How come charles met otto before me? We literally facetimed him when we were hanging out?
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s0ye0nnn catch flight to korea before its grand prix ;)
s0ye0nnnssloots CHALRE S MET OTTO!?! ONFGGGG IM CYRING FOR TWO REAOSNS
charles_leclerc À l'un des nombreux 🤍 (translation: To one of many)
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s0ye0nnn Je suis content de vous avoir rencontré! 🤍 (translation: im glad to have met you!)
charchar16 SHE ONOWSS FRENCH
k.f1.pop yeah!!! her uncle is married to a french girl!! so growing up, she learned the language and has been able to keep up:))
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letsgossip_kpop [ ADMIN 🌱 IS HERE TO TELL THE LATEST GOSSIP:
The dating rumors between Kim Soyeon of BTS and Charles Leclerc, Ferrari driver in Formula 1, has not dwindled despite a small talk between Soyeon and few supporters. In the past few days after her last post on instagram, she has posted to her story—twice yesterday and one today. Out of the three, two are quite juicy. The first being a WIP (Work in Progress) of what seems to be a love song! “Dead end street lead you straight to me […] thankful for all the love you had before, […] love you more.” Supporters have even noticed the background seems all too similar to a Ferrari racing car. The another of her in a Ferrari racing helmet with the song “Ferrari” by James Hype and Miggy Dela Rosa! Tagging Charles who then reposts to his story with the caption: “☺️🤍”. With all these posts since her first Grand Prix, they are beginning to look like Soyeon has found her friends to lovers trope in the Ferrari driver—who does not seem to mind the attention this has bought on! We’ll keep you posted on the progress! ]
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k.f1.pop i genuinely believe they are dating and soyeons is the one keeping it “low” using the friends card…perhaps they JUST started dating?? like when she didnt attend?
s0ye0nnnssloots im kinda on the edge tbh—cause it was vv suspicious when she wasnt posting abt him and just her trip with these captions but now she’s openly posting him?? she ALWAYS tends to do that with her friends so :////
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thed.daysarehere I agree!!! plus with the love song, she said on her “AMA!” on IG stories like a few months back that she wanted to try other things with music like love songs!! And she reads books ALOT so maybe one of them inspired her??
mastersof.f1_ he got madddd game if he could pull a woman like her 😅
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charles_leclerc monaco has always been special to me. it is my home after all. but who knew that a woman so incredible—talented, stunning and just purely the version of an actual star would come to my home and i would get to meet her. well, i didn’t but it happened. it happened and i’m very happy. happiest i have been in awhile. to being yours and you being mine.
Je suis éternellement reconnaissant de vous avoir 🤍 (translation: i am eternally grateful to have you.)
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danielricciardo Mate, no photo credits for the last one!? I had to suffer through your lovey-dovey antics for that photo! (it was disgustingly cute but made me feel so lonely…)
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charles_leclerc your comment is credit enough :)
charcharof16 HE KNWSS!?!
lewishamilton ❤️ congratulations, much love
carlossainz55 What moves did you pull on her? 😂 But happy for you!
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charles_leclerc Mate, I’m actually quite charming if you didn’t see that—but even I don’t count it towards having her with me! 😊
s0ye0nnnssloot mansss is even confused himself lol
rkive :) ❤️
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s0ye0nnn tu es mon amant, et je ne peux pas être plus heureux 🤍 (translation: you are my lover and i couldn’t be happier.)
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charles_leclerc Soon I will learn your language and I will say back to you as you do for me :) 🤍
k.f1.pop FUCKIGN WUIT THIS SHIT STOP STOP 😭😭
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s0ye0nnn and suddenly i found myself writing songs of you. about us. i’m so glad i went to the grand prix because that path lead me to you. a genuine and pure soul who has allowed me to open myself to you and be given the same amount of gentle love and happiness.
나의 뮤즈, 당신은 나의 사랑입니다 🤍 (translation: my muse, you are my love).
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rkive 🐻‍❄️ as lovergirl
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s0ye0nnn yes <3
s0ye0nnnssloots he knows whatsup!!!
lilymhe it’s happened, its happened!!! ❤️❤️
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agustd 행복 🤍 (translation: happiness)
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s0ye0nnn pure.
thed.daysarehere im remembering his birthday message to her rn 😭 “if something makes you happy, my little bear, keep it and hold it close.” !!!
charles_leclerc I’m so happy to be yours, 내 사랑 🤍 (translation: my love)
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s0ye0nnn giggling 🤭
charcharof16 HES LEANTING KORENA ??? “MY LVOE”!?! DHOENED
cammenmmundt the sweetest girl with the sweetest words!!! so so happy for you both!!! can’t wait to see you again!!! ❤️❤️🥹
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scuderiaferrari Wow, was not on our bingo card for our year but hey! Soyeon is the 🎵 typa girl 🎵 we wanted for our driver Charles 😉
s0ye0nnnssloot BTHE SONG REFERENCE 🤭 admin is a soyeon stan?
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letsgossip_kpop [ YOUR ADMIN 🌱 IS SCREAMING THIS NEW GOSSIP!:
Alas what was simply updating on the new hobby Soyeon picked up with sudden wave of rumors— turns out to be the friends to lovers trope Soyeon has been deeply fond of all these years! Yes that is right, Kim Soyeon and Charles Leclerc (Ferrari driver) has announced they are happily dating on the day before pre-qualification for the Grand Prix! Each posted a photo dump of each other with sweet messages as captions but one thing was clear; they are grateful for finding each other and having the opportunity to be each others love!
Soyeon arrived on the scene during the pre-qualification (PHOTO 1) seemingly pleased and content to be there. It wasn’t long until Charles found her and they shared a sweet kiss before heading to the Ferrari garage. He achieved 3rd on that day. The next day (PHOTO 2), Soyeon was seen being interviewed by some of the media—the sweet smile and shining eyes never disappearing. Of course, the couple seemed absolutely smitten with each other, never not far behind from each other until his race—in which he achieved P1! That would be his 4th P1 of the season! Soyeon soon posted to her instagram story; “(HIS IG) p1 🤍 so unbelievably proud of you!”. The caption could not be more true after being projected onto the big screen of her smiling, teary eyed.
This may not have at all been our bingo cards of the year—but we sure are loving to see Soyeon in love and happier than ever! We wish them the best of love in their relationship :) # SOYEONXLECLERC !
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k.f1.pop HE FUCKIGB PULLED HERB!?! AYOOO WHERE SMY GAME !?
charcharof16 ….can he fight? can that mf fight cause my clothes going be red and it aint because its ferrari merch…
maxverstap.01 I WANNA KNOW THE dirvers REANCITN TO THOS SHIT!!! LIKE SONE OEN IN THE MEDIA PEN ASK PLS PLS
formulaone000 well….this is officially the end of formula one, cannot believe this shit, f u kpoopies
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s0ye0nnnssloots aw baby man, soyeon is already fucking a formula one driver 💋
thed.daysarehere I cannot wait until Hobi n Jin get a wave of this shit 😭😭
likecrzy4u Grand Prix of South Korea when??? BTS main performance???? Charles being a fucking simp seeing his …..gir-girlfriend ☹️ do her thiinnnggggg ??? LMKKKK
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song(s) referenced and used:
All The Girls You Loved Before - Taylor Swift
Typa Girl - Blackpink
authors final note(s):
so this is the end-ish? it depends how im feeling and if anyone is interested in any extras! but yeah, this has been fun and quite possibly the reason for my procrastination on my summer class :/ though i’m willing doing this because it honestly was such an little pest in head and also the first part gained really good attention that i wanted to continue so i did. again thank you so so so much. the likes and reblogs are always such a nice thing to see and genuinely makes me feel so good!
~ and the world is yours, until next time.
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ghouloflove · 10 months
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when worlds collide (pt.2)
[ in other words, the only female member of the biggest korean band in the world goes to formula 1 race in monaco with a friend; only to meet a certain ferrari driver. ]
pairing: charles leclerc x afab!oc/fc (reader is an idol)
note(s): this social media AU has its own race schedule that may not make sense but simply try to enjoy it. “Kim Soyeon” is face claimed by Soyeon from G-IDLE (recommend!). google translated Korean, French, and Italian. i tried my best to remember how certain aspects of the kpop mechanisms but it’s been awhile since I’ve in deep. also giving charles a good season so :)
—enjoy.
part one. part three.
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s0ye0nnn a week trip to austria 🇦🇹 with taetae. went to another grand prix but no tae :( but lovely sight to see how ferrari celebrates for P1 :)
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thv goal: photo trip
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s0ye0nnn 🙃
taehyung101 bro is shakespeare but photography
lilymhe so cool to meet you!! youre so ahh!
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scuderiaferrari Absolute pleasure having you with us—in our squad of winners 🏆 You must be a lucky charm, hahaa!
charles_leclerc The luckiest charm I have right now 🍀 Should we be expecting you for the next Grand Prix?
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s0ye0nnn too kind, but no :( i have….projects to work on, hahaa
thefourkimmies “I HAVE” SIR SIR SIR AND SOYEOON NN, PRKJECT????? OMFG IM FAin tting..
f1but16cl ….idk how to feel about this
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s0ye0nnn “PSYCHO” track AND music video is coming out in six weeks time, Thrusday. This is a single for the upcoming movie that your 🐻‍❄️ will be featured in, “Home of Dark Webs” (a Netflix original). Enjoy these stills and on set for the MV for now :)
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agustd hair is black or blonde?
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s0ye0nnn 임시 염료 🙂 (translation: temporary dye)
soyeonssloot hes asking the real question 😅
charles_leclerc I suppose this makes up not seeing you for the last two races and you not telling me why, haha! superbe 🤍 (translation: stunning)
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s0ye0nnn i’m glad 😆 but i watch dw :) p1 always….
↳ charles_leclerc Always my good charm. 🍀🤍
k.f1.pop wtf is going on.
cl164liverrr ayo ur on main, my boy
danielricciardo I guess not all good luck charms are sane then…
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s0ye0nnn i missed Singapore since our tours🇸🇬 was always a good time, this time no different. first grand prix back after missing three, sorry for “starving” you all of my outfits, haha! p.s thanks daniel for the company 😌
and threes weeks time like until “PSYCHO” is out ;)
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rkive 재킷? (jacket?)
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s0ye0nnn got hot -_-
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danielricciado Hey, free food and potential snippets? Count me in!
f0rmulaaa101 gtfo
s0yeonnnsloots im loving her Grand Prix “Formula 1” era rn 😗
charles_leclerc Very nice to see you in person again, my lucky charm 🤍
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s0ye0nnn p2, red 🤍
s0yeonnssloot shes flirting on main.
scuderiaferrari Such a great pleasure having you with us again, just make sure not get lost during our two week wait for the next Grand Prix! We’re expecting you, haha 🍀
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letsgossip_kpop [ Your admin 🧝‍♀️ is here TO BRING YOU THE GOSSIP ON THE STREET: Kim Soyeon of BTS and Charles Leclerc, Formula 1 driver for Ferrari, have been caught up in dating rumors! As many may know, Soyeon had attented the Monaco Grand Prix with friend Wi Ha-Jun (actor in Squid Games) four and half months back—first of many obviously. Since then, Soyeon has attended each Grand Prix expect three due to the announcement of her role in “Home of Dark Webs” and shooting for her music video of the single “PSYCHO”. She has made her return to the tracks in Singapore, accompanied by Formula 1 driver, Daniel Ricciardo. Into the juicy gossip, her recent instagram post, a photo dump, has her photographed in what seems to be an act gallery, wearing her leather jacket and the next, not. She commented saying “got hot”, but is that really the case? Charles Leclerc posted to instagram twice—but the last one far more interesting (photo 1); a woman in an art gallery, wearing a seemingly similar jacket to the one Soyeon wore in her post with a caption of “🤍”. To add on, his affectionate comment on her post, “Very nice to see you in person again, my lucky charm 🤍”. Of course, this is not the first time many have speculated they may be dating or been a friendly joke—but this is all too coincidental. Did she get hot simply because of the jacket or because the sexy driver boyfriend behind the camera? Stay tunned! ]
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letsgossip_kpop Enjoy the padlock look of Kim Soyeon in the second photo :) - 🧝‍♀️
k.f1.pop ive been here since the beginning and wowwww i may be delulu but the posts by her and his recent activity surrounding her—thats courting if i ever seen it
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psychoye0nn courting!?!? FUCK WE IN?? 1700s!?? LOR DOF THE RINGS??? 💀💀
supermaxstappen question 🙋‍♀️ why does she never post herself in the padlock?
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k.f1.pop shes a korean idol, part of the most known groups but also “Queen” of Aces and with the amount of photographers there already and some JUST there for HER….trust we (kpop) get enough by that, and shes know it too so she doesn’t do it cuz its BEEN done
lyannaa4 and?? guys and girls can be friends plus if they were dating, theres a reason they aint talking abt it??v
jh0pieeee ….is the queen of aces really going for a man that goes vroom vroom in circles on the weekends for a living ??? and is part of the most clown team? (f1 fan myself)
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authors final note: i hate tumblrs limit on photos. anyways oooo something is going on between soyeon and charles!! 😅 again in this sm au universe, soyeon is you. you are THAT bitch. or soyeon can be an “original character” if you want :) whatever your heart desires.
for the piano ig story of charles, here is the youtube link to what i was imaging for it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3i_5hiffjCk
check it out, it is so beautiful! might write a short piece on their meeting and this what i will be listening to as i do, haha.
ALSO!! thank you all so so much for the likes, and the reblogs!!! literally thank you so much, i almost did not post the first part but i'm so glad i did! so thank you, its nice to see that people are enjoying my work :) PART THREE IS OUT! SCROLL TO TOP OF THIS POST AND CLICK “PART THREE”—ENJOY!
--and the world is yours, until next time.
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when worlds collide.
in other words, the only female member of the biggest korean band in the world goes to formula 1 race in monaco with a friend; only to meet a certain ferrari driver.
pairing: charles leclerc x oc/fc (reader is an idol)
authors note: hello hello, this is me simply trying my attempt at sm aus! lately been fixated on f1, even trying to learn more about:) ofc a tiktok popped up abt charles then opps down the rabbit hole 🕳️ n recently found out that Wi (squid game actor) was at monaco this year so obviously I was like…..somethings cooking. then the 10th anniversary came for bts then again….something is being made. anyways hope you all like! (trying my best on remembering on certain ascents of the kpop social media goes cuz i'm not thatttt deep into it anymore!)
ps. soyeon is the actual name of the fc, i simply changed it to kim soyeon. check her and group out, G-IDLE! annndd her signature emoji is 🐻‍❄️! ALSO Monaco Grand Prix takes place three races into the 2023 season, for the sake of appropriate posts 🥴 this little sm au has its own race schedule for special purposes because lord knows I don't do well with dates so !!! but Im pretty sure all the race dates are the same, just the races switch spots :) and of course, google translated korean, french and italian will appear.
-enjoy.
part two. part three.
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s0ye0nnn monaco 🇲🇨 f1 race weekend with wi ! met some cool people and had some great laughs. first time but definitely not my last kekee
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wi_wi_wi why not redbull though!?
rkive we must go to one together!
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s0ye0nnn 🙌
luvusoye0n wowoww wishing u hadn’t gone on charles curse home race 🥲 he’s great tho!
tomholland2013 wonderful seeing you again! glad you had fun!
scuderiaferrari it was an absolute pleasure having you visit and chat with us at the padlock! 😎 team Ferrari, yes?
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s0yeonsluvr shes got incredible taste, as always 😌
charleslec01 idk who she is, except shes in a band but i like her already lol
mysticalyeon holdupholdup….chat? with who👀
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letsgossip_kpop [ ASIDE FROM GOSSIP, LET’S UPDATE ⬆️: Kim Soyeon, the only female member of BTS (an international sensation group), has recently attended the Formula 1’s Monaco Grand Prix over the weekend. With Wi Ha-Jun, star of Squid Games, she was spotted chatting with her previous co-star from the animated film Onward, Tom Holland and others such as Actor James Marsden (who she has been rumored to be featuring in a film with as his on-screen lover). It seems her most talked about conversation even by her close friend, Wi Ha-Jun—was with the Ferrari team and drivers, Charles Leclerc and Carlos Sainz. There are no sources on what the conversation contained but her friend Wi Ha-Jun comment on her recent instagram post suggests her team is now Ferrari, “Why not redbull though?!” Perhaps there will be more to be said once she and fellow member, Kim Namjoon, attend a Grand Prix together as shown in her comments. Will this remain just an update or turn into gossip? Stay tuned! - from your admin 🌱]
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charlecssss sooo….shes the only female in BTS? i remember seeing her around them all time pictures or videos of them came up but like…???
f0rmulatypee1 nice to see someone like her status get familiar with the sport, but hopefully she’ll turn team Redbull 🙏 the winners 🏆
s0yeonmyluv WHEN MY WOLDSS CLOOIDE 💀
k.f1.pop i was literally just saying what if F1 drivers had photocards 👹
letsgossip_kpop UPDATE ⬆️: Charles Leclerc, and Carlos Sainz have followed Kim Soyeon’s social media (Instagram and Twitter). Other drivers such as Lewis Hamiliton, Lando Norris and Zhou Guanyu have followed her before her recent introduction to Formula 1. (Admin 👾: my worlds have collided!)
maxverssstp fuck outtaa here, cirnge 🤢
lalaaland noooo this was the only place away from the freaks in kpop🥴
s0yeonnnbby idk y ppl r hating like…shes like everyone else, trying have a good time n yet ppl r mad that drivers r starting (AND BEEN) following her????🤠
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s0ye0nnn 10 years of pain. of comfort. of love. of heartbreak. of the highest of highs, to the scum of the earth lows. of questions, “can you do this?”, “is this the end?”, “can you handle this?”.
this group went from strangers to friends to family. i was the odd one out, most definitely. i was a girl in a group with seven boys. i was originally meant to leave the company but the man who believed we could become something pushed me into the group. it was strange—then it wasn’t.
year after year, we slowly formed a family. with one thing in common: we loved music. music has always been in my blood, even in my blood family. my found family has created melodies , poetry hidden in symbolic instrumentals and videos descriptive of what is and what is not.
within that, we found others like us. others that may not be in musical industry but found their place and home in our music—that is you, ARMY.
당신의 삶을 우리와 공유해 주셔서 감사합니다. 여전히 우리와 함께 걸어주셔서 감사합니다. 모두가 돌아올 때까지 기다려 주셔서 감사합니다. 💜 ( translation: Thank you for sharing your life with us. Thank you for still walking with us. Thanks for waiting for everyone to come back. )
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rkive beautiful words, 작은 곰 🐻‍❄️🤍
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s0ye0nnn 최고에게 배웠다 ! 🐨🤍 ( translation: learned from the best! )
b0anggtans enough to amke a grown woman 😢
thv 🐻‍❄️❤️
biassssjk the last photonnnn!!!!! idk y but thats so cute 🥹
purpuryouuu 10 yearsssss 😅 been here for 5💜💜💜
charles_leclerc Just began listening to your discography! Can’t wait for your future projects, solo and group! ❤️ Happy 10 years 😆
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s0ye0nnn come visit korea! some behind the scenes? 👀
cl16lucyyy aaARIAN WHAT U DOH G HERRE!?! 💀😭
f14liferrrr no charles!!! stay Way from kpoppiess! 🚫
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s0ye0nnn Australian Grand Prix 🇦🇺 with joonie! 🐨 was very fun, nice views and such great company (on and off track?) !
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rkive mercedes....🐻‍❄️
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s0ye0nnn hushhhhh k.f1.pop RM knows whatsup
scuderiaferrari It was an absolute pleasure having you with us! You must come again, lucky charm!
danielricciardo Despite opposite teams, it was so cool to meet and chat for awhile! Good laughs 😁
s0yoyoens slayed everyone, ate, left no crumbs, walk me like a dog!!!!!!
charles_leclerc I think your words helped a bit, haha 😉 Coming to next one?
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s0ye0nnn noooo, your talent! and of course, this is my new obsession! 😍 s0yeonmyluv SHUT UO NOW omfgggg WHAT WORDS?// KET ME INNNNN formula1n1mv charlesssss....you're approaching new and scary territory !!!
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i really hope you all enjoy this! this is sorta one of the social media au where it's a somewhat slow build because lets be honest, just meeting once and dating right after aint happening, plus who doesn't love the subtle growth of a friendship ;) oh and this universe of kpop are actually treated like humans by their company and can date but of course, haters are going hate plus Kim Soyeon is THAT bitch. ofc you are be her, that is essentially the purpose but i kinda dislike "y/n" idk just kinda makes it hard for me to make everything look good but dw just close ur eyes and imagineeeee, soyeon is just a fc for the posts keke. if you want to be tagged in the next part, comment and i'll do it! PART TWO IS ALREADY IN THE MAKING, LITERALLY ALMOST DONE WITH IT.
guide: i am always open to constructive criticism. i'm always down to learn how to better and try to implement them.
--and that world is yours, until next time.
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ghouloflove · 1 year
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sometimes if i hate a person like actually 🙄 can’t stand them, i try to find them on socials so i can block them cuz they ALWAYS show up in my suggestions :/ like no bye 😘
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august 28, 2022 at 11:11am
afab + she/her pronouns used
“you’ve developed something for him. something pure. something that we are not allowed to feel.”
the black-haired girl kept silent. her legs dangling over the school’s rooftop. her pointer finger twirling a piece of her hair.
the girl behind scoffed, before walking up close behind nanno.
“you may be smart when planting seeds for the humans, but not smart enough to hide your feelings for this boy.”
with a step closer, nannos back was against the girls chest and the girl moved the dark hair from the side of nannos face and whispered in her ear - that action alone sent shivers down nannos spine, and hairs prickle up, “pathetic feelings for an equally pathetic boy.” and with a kiss on the cheek, she walked away from nanno.
no. she didn’t hold such adoration for the boy. she only felt it for the girl that left her behind with a smile and butterflies in her stomach.
feelings.
writers note: my nanno post still gaining likes and reblogs, along with comments agreeing with me (rightfully so). decided to make a lil something for us nanno-lovers!
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— Hello, I am Ghoulette. I wish you a fanganstic stay on my blog. I am a college student who is majoring in Psychology. This is not my first time posting my writings, or fanfictions in some instances, but this is my first time writing something for Attack on Titan. I am open to criticism, but no rudeness. Be specific when you do criticize! As of right now, requests are not open. My semester is coming to a close so big projects for my classes are happening so I will be posting when I am personally able to. Enjoy part one of Till Death Did Them. Part two will be coming soon.
note: this is a work of fiction. i do not give permission to those who wish to post this on another platform. do not plagiarize this work. any resemblance between another work is complete coincidence. full permission is given to recommend this work.
about TDDTP: this is written to be seen as reader involved but a name is given to make everything more clearer. female reader, she/her pronouns used. no deep description of the reader’s look. a mini series, 2 parts.
TILL DEATH DID THEM PART : LOVE BEGAN
summary.
a squad leader, and squad captain (humanity’s strongest soldier) fall in love. in a world where love is a dangerous game of death
      Fate is a nasty thing to those who are unlucky in their future with their loved ones at times. 
     Fate is jealous, karmic timing that will destroy those who dare dream. 
     Fate, time and life joined forces to tear the only person he ever truly allowed himself to become one with, to confine in, to find paradise in a hell       reincarnated as earth. 
She was quite the sight to glance at, to wonder, to adore and - inevitably, to dream in your sleep. She was kind: the type to throw her training away to save a child she did not know, to stand up for a stranger being yelled at for the wrong reasons; the type of kind that would often get taken advantage of but never fade away despite. Elegant, yet deadly could not be more true - her beauty enhanced even when the blood of enemies covered her. It was a cliche to say everyone loved her, or liked her, but why lie when you can say the truth? A friend to strangers, a family figure to close colleagues, but ultimately known as the beloved of humanity's strongest soldier. An odd sight to many, but yet, a fitting sight if you will. 
He was once the notorious thief from the underground city, the lowest of the low, but turned “a soldier” and “a hero” to those he might’ve stolen some food and supplies from. His cold gray eyes, daunting and shadowed with his dark past and present, his strong but lean build made up for his lack of height - expected from being malnourished when a little boy. His skills of speed and strength and stamina, found and put to great use by the commander, Erwin Smith, with a promise of “better” life but Ackerman only saw it as a way to prolong the awaiting death heading his way. Whenever fate decides it’s time.
Before her, life was bland. Bland but full of death. One fallen soldier after another from expeditions. One mourning parent after another. Life was bland with the tint of red. Smith and Zoe, the only ones to connect within him - even then, did not know who he really was but who he decided to be that day. His two friends filled enough of his empty heart caused by the loss of his two underground friends haunting him to give Levi a space to relax in, but bad habits die hard. The overbearing and tempting notion to pull himself away grew each time his sleep ended after two hours, and those days following were filled with his titan-freaked friend nagging and his blonde friend looming over him- a cup of black tea in hand. He met her when he finally allowed himself to enjoy the company of the two friends who promised to stay. 
— 6 years before.
Levi sat in the corner of the room, the blinds hindering the sun from shining through the windows, and gave him a relaxing spot to read his book. A cup of black tea was on the brown, rugged but clean surface table - occasionally being sipped. Erwin was occupied with work, his office table placed in the center of the wall, siding with the window. Scrunching of papers, and rapid pen writing filled the quiet atmosphere - calm and quite enjoyable for the ackerman. Levi began to read the next chapter of the book before a familiar voice, muffled by the walls, neared the commander’s office. 
“Hange.” Levi broke the silence to bring his business-minded friend back down to earth. Erwin put down his pen and leaned back onto his chair, hands entwined and waiting for any papers the squad leader may bring. “Hello, my dear friends! I have bought someone special for you to meet!” Hange enthusiastically spoke, as they entered the room. A figure followed closely behind and shut the door once in. The person wore a hat and a black bandanna, covering their face. The green uniform answered one question; it was a woman. “This is one of the members of my squad, an excellent fighter! She’ll be training to take over poor Otto’s position as squad leader!” With the introduction from Hange done, the woman takes her hat and bandanna off; a smile welcomes the men. Levi stiffens in his seat, the pages fluttering up from the pressure of his fingers released. Erwin stands from his seat, and walks to greet the woman. 
“Hello, pleasure to meet you. I am commander Erwin Smith, and I look forward to seeing how well you do with this training and if you are the right fit for squad leader.” A firm handshake and nods of respect were exchanged, and she spoke. “An honor to meet you, sir. I am Adelina. I’m extremely proud to be considered fitting to be a squad leader!” The commander sent her kind smile, before motioning his hand towards Ackerman - mouth slightly agape and hands trembling unbeknownst to them. Hange chuckled before grabbing the squad captain from his seat by his green suit-jacket, and pulling him along to the woman and man. “Apologizes for his rudeness. This is - “ Hange interrupted by a solemned voice, turns their head to watch Ackerman introduce himself, a small grin forming. “Levi Ackerman. How long have you been a part of the Survey Corp?” 
Adelina’s eyes widened from his voice, and the strong aura he presented. Heart rushed to her cheeks, and she coughs to collect her thoughts. “Oh, I have been here for 4 years…5 years actually. Please, trust, that I am willing to commit myself to this position and I am confident I am ready to do so.” Levi simply nodded, and his friends took over on making her comfortable with them. He remained standing and hands behind his back, eyes on her throughout her time there. Her voice offered him comfort so fast, her smell of vanilla - not his favorite but she would make it be - and her motions exuded confidence and elegance all in one. Her shoulders back, and her back straight, she spoke enticingly. She commanded attention and respect, asserting herself among his high-ranked friends. Her laugh, loud but pleasing to the ear, and her smile competed with the sun for the brightest. It was a cliche but love at first sight was too warm, too freeing for him to care. For the first time, he didn’t mind if he became one of the many he pitied for being in love. 
—5 years before.
An elbow hit against the side of man, groans slipping past his mouth. Adelina tightens her grip onto his arm, before throwing her hip back and throwing the man over her onto the ground. Before the man could make a noise out of pain, a bullet went through his head. A zip goes by her head before black boots slammed onto the wall and the hoodie of the cloak is taken off; Levi. “Grab onto me, I’ll take you to the tower to refill your gas.” With a nod, Adelina wrapped her arms around his neck, his arm snaking around her waist and with a trigger, they took off. Adelina glanced at Levi’s side profile, heat rushing to her cheeks, teeth biting onto the inside of her cheek; nervous. Close proximity with the squad captain was not often, but it would leave her breathless whilst her heart raced each time. She did not only hold high respect and admiration for him, but affection as well. He was beautiful, intelligent, and fierce. His soul might’ve been tainted, his heart still aching but it wasn’t enough for her to hinder affections for him. With him, waves of safety overwhelmed her, but did not affect her strength - rather, nurtured it to be stronger. She was snapped from her thoughts when she felt her feet meet with solid ground, and Levi’s hold loosened. “Here. Refill your gas and return back.” Another line is released, and he’s gone. 
Adelina shakes her head, before searching for the gas. She sees Hange’s arm waving in the air, urging her to come where they were at; gas was most likely near. Jogging to Hange, eyeing both ways in case of a titan, or enemy, as Adelina neared. “I know your frown when I see it during times like these, here’s a refill of gas. You’re lucky I ran out as well or else you would’ve spent minutes looking like I did, just for them to be under a sheet, oh my titans.” Hange rambled as Adelina swamped for fresh gas, and  strapped in the tanks tightly then released pressure after. Adelina chuckled at Hange’s ramble; entertainment during such high tense situations are few and rare but always a nice anchor. Reloading her blades, she double checked her uniform straps before making a noise of approval before rushing off near the edge of the tower and shooting a line towards another high building near two titans, pulling out fresh and sharp blades in preparation. “Thank you, Hange!” Adelina yelled out as she left.
—5 years before.
There they sat. On top of the wall; not leaving for an expedition but rather, enjoying each other’s company. This place held such meaning to Levi, especially during the night; where the stars burn bright, the cold air hits his face, and the ground leaves small bumps on his hands from leaning against them in a sitting position. It could all be too much for him. His chest being crushed by rock: full of guilt, regret and pain from his fallen comrades and friends. Tears burning his eyes from threatening to pour out; the slight redness of his eyes. Fist, clenching and unclenching as if to fight off the memories of them. Or illusions whenever he closes his eyes for too long and for a second when opening them, a girl with two pigtails and skinny but lean build, dirty blonde hair man sits in front of him with smiles and eyes of hope: Furlan and Isabel. It could all be too much, but with her, too much was not an option. He was hurt still; love at first sight could never fix the wound so deep it could kill him if another hit came near it. No. But it makes everything a little more clearer. A little bit more lighter. Because of her. She was a woman which words could not describe her enough. She was fierce, yet delicate. Tough, because she wished to be. Soft, because she wished to be. She was a woman, living for herself - yet would allow those who earned, or deserved, to nurture it. To become one of the precious valuables to hold near her heart. She was truly beautiful. 
He was a man who lived for nothing. Maybe to see a day where titans no longer roam the earth. Maybe one day to finally visit his old friend's grave and say, “They’re gone. It’s done.” He was a man who lived for nothing because vengeance was death. But she could care less. Living for nothing, she could love him. She could see his tainted soul; touch it and nurture it with purpose. In her dreams, she could; if he allowed her. 
Not fully heal the pain he carries, but lighten it. Give him an everlasting pillow of warmth, and love to hold his pain. She wants to so badly. He may be a man with shadow of death and sorrow following him; but he was a man, nevertheless, who was a pulchritudinously tragic that was skilled, matured and intelligent beyond compare. He is seen as a cold-blooded killer who has no emotions by those who do not take time to knowledge him besides being “humanity's strongest soldier”. But to her, he was a beautiful, stubborn person who cared for his comrades and mourned like a parent in silence. She prayed to show him; to show him he was more than a deadly weapon, but she would not because being selfish with a man who was hurt was disgraceful. 
Until he decided love; a pitiful thing that destroyed those who dared to entertain the idea, was paradise itself within a hell disguised as earth with her. 
“Adelina,” he spoke, “I like you.” Adelina turned her head to his direction, and grinned. The cold midnight wind blew her hair into her face, the moon reflecting on her eyes; magnificent. “I like you too. You’re a good man.” He scoffed, before scooting closer to her. His hand touches her face, thumb running along the curve of her cheek, his eyes memorizing her features that compliment her soul. “Oi, I mean I like you,” he emphasized, “I like you more than just a fellow comrade. You, dumbshit.” He explained. Adelina’s heart began to race, her leg twitching, and a smile formed; one she could not think to fight off. A tear trickled down her cheek, to which Levi simply rubbed off with his thumb and placed a soft kiss onto her cheek. Her insides were burning; giddiness ran throughout her body, and she began to giggle to which Levi simply rolled his eyes but his heart fluttered. “I-I like you too. Think I’ve liked you since we first met. I wasn’t lying when I said you’re a good man. You’re hurt but I still like you.” Levi was finally caught off guard. His mouth agape, and his eyes landed on her lips. He put his other hand onto her cheek, holding her face with such care. The moment was quiet and peaceful. The scenery of the moon shining on the sides of their faces, the shadows painted onto the ground. Both hearts slowly reaching out for one another to unlock the infinite cycle of love and pain both shall endure together. Finally, both lean in. Levi’s hands on her cheeks and her hands on top of his hands. 
A kiss. It’s desperate but enjoyable. A breathless kiss, but finally, Levi felt alive. His shadow of tragedy finally doesn’t feel so heavy, as if being with her means he doesn’t have to live alone with people who care but he still cannot give a look into his burdens. They part from the kiss, chests heaving from the kiss and foreheads touching to enjoy each other’s presence. “Together.” Both their voices said at the same time. 
Their souls entwined, thriving for each other and for their own reasons. Two longing souls that prayed to any god above this hell to bring them together; together they now are. Together, they will withstand this earth till death does them part.
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ghouloflove · 3 years
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its a crime that theres no nanno x fem!reader like LET ME BE GAY WITH A NON-HUMAN HOT WOMAN 😒💕😖
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