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🕸🦇 𝕸𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖔𝖞𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖆 𝖕𝖎𝖈𝖓𝖎𝖈 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖞 (𝕻𝖎𝖈𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖙 - 𝖒𝖊)🦇🕸

#me and whom

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via

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love rabbit by mysterious

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DOOM

OOAK Art doll by me

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bat wings jeans from la lune ns22

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i love making everything about romance but i also love making everything about horror

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Moon Earrings

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man just thinking about being tans and. idk. its so exhausting. one thing ive been struggling with is that i think transmasculine sexuality has been so neutered by cisgender standards and idk how to cope with that, idk how to adjust my personal insecurities to that. idk.

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Medical transition really does put my body into a non-binary status… as content as I am with it, I also understand that my body is marginalized in a way that it wasn’t… necessarily… before HRT. I’m put in this catch-22 situation in which, no matter how I present, no matter what I choose to wear, I’m still doing it “wrong”. Really, the way I am expected to present is completely up to the cisgender onlooker, and my body and presentation are treated as strange and outlandish no matter what. Which is weird, right, because really what that standard is, like the one I’m expected to uphold, is just a projection of whatever cis person’s insecurities they want to put on me. Their opinion on my presentation has nothing to do with me, their internal dialogue about how I should or shouldn’t present is completely based on presumptions and negative feelings that they’ve associated with their own expectations of how they should perform their own gender. It’s about their own feelings about femininity and masculinity and sex, and different people are going to find different expressions wrong or right. Like one person might have no issue with me painting my nails but might hate my platforms. Or someone might think me wearing pants is some kind of sin but not necessarily me having short hair. It’s just interesting to remind myself that the cis perspective is ever-changing… that realistically there is no way I could ever meet cis expectations, no matter what I do, because as much as they want to convince you that it is... the cis perspective is not the objective perspective. It’s just an insecure one. And I guess, because I live in a cis world, I sometimes lose sight of the fact that just because it's the norm to think that way doesn't really mean it's healthy or default.

#idk just trans thingz #trans #nonbinary #rambling #trans pride #nonbinary pride

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thinkin bout gf

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Kitten

#eyes

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#so cool

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back when I didnt have a proper petticoat....but man. I look like a witch 👌⚰💀

#eyeliner goals #op you are so cool