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The Heart has Its Reasons, Tracey Emin 

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more or less surprisingly, moving to this city has suddenly brought up a lot of memories of what my grandmother and i used to do together and just. staying at their place (she lived in this city) and it has made me kinda emotional? i miss her, i miss going to the pond to see ducks with her, her cooking, a lot of things. precious memories :(

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embroidery on paper

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“I’ll be so sweet to him, if he calls me. If he says he can’t see me tonight, I’ll say, “Why, that’s all right, dear. Why, of course it’s all right.” I’ll be the way I was when I first met him. Then maybe he’ll like me again. I was always sweet, at first. Oh, it’s so easy to be sweet to people before you love them… They don’t like you to tell them they’ve made you cry. They don’t like you to tell them you’re unhappy because of them. If you do, they think you’re possessive and exacting. And then they hate you. They hate you whenever you say anything you really think. You always have to keep playing little games. Oh, I thought we didn’t have to; I thought this was so big I could say whatever I meant. I guess you can’t, ever. I guess there isn’t ever anything big enough for that.”

— DOROTHY PARKER, from “A Telephone Call”. 

#:(

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sometimes i feel like i’m living my life wrong, and i don’t know how to fix it. every choice, every decision makes me wonder if it was the right one after all, and what if it wasn’t? what if all my life i haven’t been living it right. i should have made better decisions, i should have done this, i should have done that. 

#i genuinely don't know how to get rid of that feeling #i get so sad thinking about how my life could be but is not #i just want to feel there is some meaning to my life </3 #personal

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— “September Tomatoes”, Karina Borowicz

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“I went out. The beach was dark and lonely. I lay down in the sand. I wept inconsolably for what was dying in me and even before it had the chance to live.”

Josefina Vicens, The Empty Book

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Julian K. Jarboe, “As Tender Feet of Cretan Girls Danced Once Around an Altar of Love.” Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel

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Claudia Rankine, from “Some years there exists a wanting to escape… ”, Citizen

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sending u strength!🌺

thank you!! ❤

#reply #seelenmosaik

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#personal #kinda tired of the way my illness keeps getting in the way of me living my life #the way i want to #i feel like i'm behind in life compared to my friends etc #(though i know i can live on my own pace) #it kinda hurts every time i think i found a good thing but then my illness is like. nope no good things for you <3 #frustrating!!!! #i hate living like this

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James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room

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“& being in love with you without being with you was a punishment I seemed to have to live with”

— D C de Oliveira from Melancholia “Seventeen”  September 02 2021, 12:0pm . Thursday

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Emilie Buchwald, “My Mother’s Music”

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