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been thinking about Cas crying ever since I’ve read @sobsicles ’s post

#screaming and sobbing and throwing up rn #me tag #art

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*asks mutuals to tag Nov 5 jokes because they upset me*

*multiple mutuals reblog Nov 5 jokes w no tags*

>:,(

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fellas, is it gay to be a geyser bubbling from below? [youtube]

#something about mitski that just sets off the kinfeels #me tag #video #dean tag

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just. just had a thought .

dean was praying here

#FUCK #SHIT #dean tag

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“he’s just a lil nerdy guy in a trenchcoat” 👀👄👀

#it do be this way tho #me tag #dean tag #fanarts

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Evry thursday im like hehehe me

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dean winchester + outfits | hoodie!dean

“I’m not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren’t even hot.”

#who let him be this pretty #gifs #d tag

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There really was a bond, and it was physical. The handprint was a representation of that, even after it healed it was still there for me. We were connected and it was nearly impossible to live without him. So, you might be able to understand how horrible it feels to realize he could care less about you. And when you’re reincarnated after you chose to end it, and you forget everything and you’re finally happy in a world with a new him, a him who cares, and then the new him is gone... it hurts again. You try to fix it but you were lied to and reincarnated again. Forced to become helpless and completely alone, now remembering both worlds you lost, what are you to do?

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five things you know and the one thing you don’t. [insp]

#oh goddddd #yea #gifs #me tag #d tag

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oops im outta cas shift for the first time in 3 months,,,, now im in a different shift and im thinking of a different s/o and i feel kinda bad,,,

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*Sets a pie out on my windowsill to attract the Deans* /lh 

#castiel kin #spn kin #dean winchester kin #pspspsppspspspsppsppspspsps cmere i wanna give u hugz

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i cannot stop thinking about mega old angel of the lord castiel meeting the winchesters to fight in a cosmic war and then twelve years later he like. lives in their house

#I- #me tag #I am like ur little pet angel *vibrating hum angel noise*

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Things I am not used to as a human cause I lived through two lifetimes both consisting of millions of years as an angel:

-Brushing teeth -Changing clothes every day???? Just wear same ones???? -Injuries?? Why paper cut??? Why stub toe??? -I cannot hear prayers,,, what if he’s calling for me? I can’t know, I can’t help -Food taste, this is actually a positive one -No wings, have to walk every where and it hurtz,,, -I can’t use my true voice. I want to viciously screech at threats and I cannot. -I am not a wavelength and my wavelength properties, like my blade and wings, aren’t constantly with me -Cannot leave vessel, I am trapped in here -I can’t feel others, I don’t know if I’m not being watched

#castiel kin #angel kin #spn kin

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I’m so glad I decided to actually watch SPN in 2019 and didn’t wait til now,,, that would’ve sucked so hard omm

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i relate to castiel because i too don't understand any of the pop culture references thrown in by dean winchester

#jsdhdhbdndnd #me tag #d tag

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People stop calling me “Fruity” and other derogatory mlm terms challenge,,,, it’s weirdddd

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AGH. It’s not even funny how much I love you. It’s just STUPID how much I love you 🥺✨💖🌸🌷👑🌟💞❤️🎀💎🍭🍬🌺💐🍄