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husband saw both accounts time to deactivate

#/j #deno look away

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ESims to Gaza Podcast Community

Heyy! If you want art of your favourite podcast character/ oc, donate an e-sim and me and some wonderful artists can help you with that 🍉!

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(by lestergodby on twt)

The podcast art community decided to collab so we can donate e-sims for Gaza by doing art. the instructions are below ! please help us spread the word by sharing !

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You just have to fill out this form where we request proof of your donation and most importantly that it got sent to gazaesims. here you can specify what you would like to receive! An artist will be in touch with you to discuss details! E SIMS FOR GAZA form

Multiple Podcast artist are coming together to collab from difffrent fandoms such as: red valley, malevolent, tma/tmp, find us alive, tpp (junoverse), w359, wtnv, time:bombs, camp here and there, death by dying, the secret of st kilda, deviser, sherlock & co, ethics town, woe.begone, genloss, hermitcraft/the life series, jrwi riptide, spire, oc art, etc

Let us know if you have any questions and spread the word to help Gaza stay connected!

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time to rebrand (new account time)

#new acc #ahhshah #bye

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Voices in the computer

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he does not wanna work

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Martin Blackwood is canonically fat 👏🏼 good at rowing 👏🏼 could and would defeat Alexander J Newall in hand-to-hand combat 👏🏼 and don’t you forget it 👏🏼

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actually, it would be really funny if gerry shows up in a statement in tmagp considering the arg confirms that he & sam were in the same unethical magnus experiment. like he just just up in the middle of a talker & goes "gerard keay??? the gerard keay from traumatic childhood??? my fucking trauma buddy gerry???"

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thinking about vulnerability and crying-laughing because of the difference between farcille's and labru's moments

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Kabru’s confession

After learning that Kabru had lied about being interested in monster cuisine in order to get closer to him, Kabru apologizes to Laios for lying (something we’d never seen him do before), and Laios in turn is regretful that he had made him uncomfortable. On the surface they don’t seem like big transgressions, but they had unintentionally hurt each other in ways that actually affected them very deeply (Kabru hadn’t known about Laios having had trouble making friends his whole life, and Laios hadn’t known about Kabru’s monster trauma when he so eagerly gave him monster food).

Shortly afterwards, Kabru simultaneously admits and realizes why he had truly wanted to get close to Laios:

In this moment, Kabru has reached a point where he’s desperate enough that, instead of another clever lie, he ends up blurting out the truth. And it’s a piece of information about himself that he wasn’t even aware of - he had become so good at lying that he didn’t even know his own true feelings anymore.

And how do we know it’s the truth? Because Kabru has done and said all sorts of things way wilder than this in order to get closer to achieving his goals, without ever reacting this way afterwards. He’s never been shocked or embarrassed at hearing himself come up with all sorts of lies before, it was just a means to an end, and he had been willing to do whatever it took to put an end to the cycle of dungeons and the destruction they caused.

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Yet Laios, being uncharacteristically cynical, accuses Kabru of lying again, and Kabru reacts with anger, which again he’s never done before - he was never ashamed of lying, so why take this accusation personally? I think it’s because it’s not that he was angry at being called a liar, but rather he felt that Laios was mocking him for his genuine desire to be his friend, and he felt embarrassed (it’s also possible that he felt Laios was mocking him for sucking at dungeon exploration…but Kabru had never cared about that, he had accepted that fact just fine and had sought to find someone who was very good at it and help them conquer the dungeon instead).

Anyway, with his disbelief, Laios had now given Kabru the opportunity to walk the confession back. If it had been a lie but he was embarrassed about it for some reason, Kabru could’ve used this opportunity to be like “ok yeah, you got me! What can I say, I’m a mischievous scamp” and forget the whole thing. If it wasn’t true, then he should’ve been relieved that Laios didn’t believe him (especially since they have an audience while this is all going down).

But instead of using this opportunity to put an end to this embarrassing situation, Kabru instead confirms that he was indeed interested in Laios.

(And we know it’s not just another lie, because in none of the scenes from Kabru’s perspective after this moment does he ever think “phew, thank god Laios believed that bullshit” or anything of the like, when normally that’s exactly what he would do - as the audience, we’ve been privy to a Kabru’s real feelings, so if he had been lying we would’ve found out, if for no other reason than comedy. Yet he never contradicts the confession he made.

Anyway, this is the first time that anyone has expressed an interest in pursuing a friendship with Laios, even after having gotten to know him a bit. And it’s also a rare moment of honesty and vulnerability for Kabru, someone who hid his true feelings even from his trusted companions. This moment was huge for both of them.

Furthermore, Laios and Kabru are now finally on an even footing and know what the other is all about. It’s from this point on that they can actually start building a relationship. Kabru made the first step by laying himself bare after his lie hurt Laios, and Laios in turn decides to make himself vulnerable as well by giving Kabru another chance, and meeting him halfway and also keeping his wishes wrt monster food in mind:

And although I would have liked to see more of their relationship past this point, I can see now that this scene was this particular subplot’s climax as well as its conclusion, and I can understand why Kui may have felt that nothing more was needed.

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anypony remember that soulmate trope where anything they write on themselves shows up on their soulmate. anyway this was really just an excuse to draw kabru expressions i love drawing guys going insane. obsessed with drawing eyes like this too. they are staring at you.

#i need more

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i'd sell my left big toe to be able to watch the juno steel story as an animated show but specifically in the style of cowboy bebop

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If i had a penny for every sentient car who's currently a child of divorce due to its parents being an overly dramatic queer couple with the most extreme communication issues you'll ever see. Well you know how many pennies i'd have don't you

#started tpp for the first time a few weeks ago and I never thought I would repeat this experience a SECOND FUCKING TIME

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Imagine your OTP 🥰🥰🥰🥰

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AINT NO WAY

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I love them 💞

#they're so very divorced to me

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How to: Build a podcast protagonist

Make a Guy. The scrunglier the better.

Pour in an ounce of survivors guilt.

Pour in the rest of the container of survivor’s guilt.

Give him a gay little romantic subplot.

Tragedy.

Trauma.

Compounding trauma.

Eye motif.

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How to make a podcast.

Step one: give the main character ADHD.

Step two: uhhh idk figure out the rest of the plot and stuff.