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In the kitchen straight up "chopping it". And by "it" haha well. Let justr say. My vegetble

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Florida Wildlife, January 1958. Illustration by Wallace Hughes.

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Sailing back home on the stream of stars...

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took me 7 hours. preparation notes said it would take 1

got a lab at 10am tomorrow, it's 4pm now, haven't started the preparation and i don't have the energy to panic about it

#i just emailed it to my professor and was tempted to say something about that but did not :( not going to do anything for me #i haven't checked the last question it's just some numbers and i don't think i've given him what he asked for #not to vent or anything but i feel like i'm dying rn #in all ways #i am so tired and so sad #zero relief that it's done because i did a shit job #it's so frustrating that i know i am fully capable of understanding this stuff #but the lab notes from this stupid university consistently make things more complicated than they need to be #and i really need clarification what with the autism and all that #he's like 'use the debye length to find double layer capacitance' etc etc and doesn't give any indication of #what the relative permittivity could be #or how to determine it because there was no info on electrode material or anything else #and it's happened before that i'll spend hours crying over lab preparation when i'm sure there's something wrong #only for the professor to say 'oh yeah you were just meant to assume this' #and i don't mean mathematical assumptions i mean 'i left out a piece of text or instruction and you were just supposed to know' #no???? i am going to take what the words on the paper tell me #sorry. going to bed now #if this continues i might need to defer a year honestly #absolute bullshit degree hate it here

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Will Graham what are you doing in there

#oooooh this is scary #love it #hannibal

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i have become so dramatic in the last 48 hours, someone just has to talk at normal volume downstairs and i'm grabbing my loop earplugs on quiet mode + new dsa-granted headphones & activating noise cancelling

#it's an effective combination #will this make my sensory issues worse in the long run... probably #but what it's preventing is so much worse than that outcome so i'm pretty happy #zero pounds spent as well #if i can still hear a tiny bit of noise then some muffled sleep t/oken in the background does the trick

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oh there is no way this is getting done alongside 8+ hours of sleep

got a lab at 10am tomorrow, it's 4pm now, haven't started the preparation and i don't have the energy to panic about it

#did i bring this upon myself ... yeah #but also does the preparation document say '1 hour' so i thought it would be easy? yes #we are 2 hours in. done 3 questions #out of idk how many but too many #problem is at this level there's no help online #anyone got qualifications in biosensors #help #havent done electrochem since a-level and now we're thrown in the deep end with zero catchup on that #and i'm deep in the worst mood i've been in for months #i can't talk and i don't know why #all i want to do right now is go for a walk in the dark and listen to some songs then maybe fade away into nothing idk sjdbckjh

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got a lab at 10am tomorrow, it's 4pm now, haven't started the preparation and i don't have the energy to panic about it

#biomed eng #help i was doing so well for #checks watch #2 days #i will not log back in until it's done. letsgo

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every bit you delete from your computer gets escorted out through the power cord and shot in the back of the head

#yeah as an engineer can confirm #if(delete); bang

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love this delivery. "i do! ^_^"

#hannibal #i do ☝️🤓

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Yes this poll is very biased in favor of North America lol

#ANIMAL PLANET #the only thing i watched that wasnt that was imported cbeebees or however the hell its spelt #my mums friend recorded it on video but it was always cut off halfway through a show #besides that there was nothing besides animal planet and i was perfectly happy #theres a reason i am good with blood etc and it's watching uncensored animal surgery from a very young age

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REQUESTED: Hannibal and Will Gallery Scene (No background music)

#laughed through all 3 minutes 17 seconds of this ngl #they are pulling this out in public #hannibal

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this professor also praised my set of references which is interesting considering there were only 9 and 3 of those were his own work

just got a 'well done' and 'excellent piece of work' on a report i thought went badly lmao, this will give me academic energy for the next 2 weeks

#flattery gets you everywhere sjdljhbd #biomed eng

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Will Graham and Hannibal Lecter Hannibal (2013-2015)

#its actually too much #hannibal

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just got a 'well done' and 'excellent piece of work' on a report i thought went badly lmao, this will give me academic energy for the next 2 weeks

#'parameters calculated were close to actual values' !!!!!!!!! #that is the best part tbh #for engineering #'close' get that tattooed on me #best possible outcome #biomed eng

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Too tired to draw but I still need everyone to be aware of this bizarre interaction I had at work this morning

#at least someone here has to be joking theres no way

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2017

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