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So, I recently learned about the term Immersive day dreaming, and I’m honestly really surprised there is a community of people who aren’t distressed about it. I was always told that day dreaming all the time is bad for me and will disconect me from reality but! I like it! It’s fun! The blorbos from my brain!!!! I’m stoked that I’m not like; the only one!!

I’m: really curious what other people day dream about, like I have this whole fantasy world in my brain with different eras and economies and aaaaa what do y’all put in your worlds I’m so curious

Also does anyone have any resources I can read up on? I want to make sure I can communicate effectively what my brain blorbos are

#YES! #i love the fact that there's a community for it too #i usually daydream about two sets of characters #one is basically just a cutesy slice of life one #sure some characters have their issues but stuff is overall nice and cozy #but then there's a magical girl one #where there's teams that fight against shadow like monsters and stuff #but their backstories and interactions with eachother are actually a bit darker #...ok they're dark #BUT i have this huge amount of lore #im even learning latin to develop a magic system for it

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Just a reminder that your wips? Amazing. Your characters? Wonderful. Your world? Lush and palpable. Your writing style? Incredible just by being yours. An imaginary future audience isn’t nearly as important as your feelings for your own creations. Your writing is your own. 

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aaaaa briefly fell off the face off the earth and i have no excuse other than "just didn't feel like posting"

anyways, this might be the last of the text posts/incorrect quotes unless i make more edits that i like

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For my fellow MADDers (or anyone, really), how do you picture your daydreams? This has always interested me, like that question of whether or not someone has an internal narrative (I do not).

I'm usually a combo of A and C in my maladaptive spaces and B in regular dreams. I write from a combination of all three.

#my daydreams are like animatics #sometimes they don't even have colour and are really just animatic like heksbsk #but other times they do have colour and details too #but they're always scene

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Is it weird that I have.. idle daydreams..?

I'm not sure how to explain this, but let's say I can't concentrate on anything too detailed and my mind is scrambling for events. My brain will default to a para like Reign who would be endlessly working away on his laptop, wandering around the city doing meaningless everyday tasks, or standing someplace on the phone saying mhm's and yeah's. For anyone else, it's usually sleep for whatever reason. It's so comforting in a way idk??

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I love the "came back wrong" trope but from the opposite side.

Imagine you are dead. And then you are RIPPED from the embrace of decay into the world of the living again. Your memories are hazy and you don't recognize any of these people, but they act like they're close to you? Like they love you? So you try to get your memories back, to act like you belong here, but everybody tries to forget you died. And you can't. It is omnipresent. And just trying to grapple with that fact pushes the people who "love" you away, and they're incapable of understanding, and they're so confused, what's wrong N̶̄̀O̶͛͗T̷̉́ ̷͋͝Y̴̎̌Ȍ̴̈U̸̓R NÄM̴̃͑E̵̾̇? And you just need them to understand, you aren't that person! You aren't! You don't know who that person is! You don't know why any of this is happening, but they're unwilling to bend, they keep insisting you are that person, your memories will come back, everything will be normal again, and you want to scream and cry and claw yourself open to show them you're different. Your existence as a being wholly separate from whoever you "used to be" is a sin unto itself. All you can do is scrabble for life and to them, you're killing whoever they loved to do it.

just. lots of fun in that concept, you know?

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"And yet part of her wanted to ask, wanted to scream 'How did you not know?' 'How did you not realise that I was rotten?' "

#oc art #artitst on tumblr #traditional art #paraportal #paracosm: warriors of halcyon #oc #para: hanashiro kyou #madd paras #madd art #giggling sreaming kicking my feet #KYOU!!!! THE ANGST!!!! #man TvT #this song is kyoucore #immersive daydreaming

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sorry sweetie, it's for character development

#the fact i love them means more scars usually #lmao krvwkjrd

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Sakuya has got to be one of my favorite characters. she’s really fucked up, she’s completely normal. She’s remelia’s weird maid pet thing, she’s probably not human but she is, she is elegant and perfect, she dosent know how to interact with people, she’s extremely cunning and smart, she dosent understand the concept of oxygen. She’s the perfect example of a dumb smart character, she’s an anomaly it’s insane.

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some of my favorite decapitation scar designs

#yooo a diagram with OPTIONS #para: hanashiro kyou

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Advent calender but instead of chocolates, you get a new scenario/para/paracosm idea every day, call that a maddvent calender

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some people have asked about making zines, and i've seen a lot of people in the tags talk about wanting to make some but don't know how... so here is a zine (technically two) about making zines! wowza! pardon the handwriting lol

there are other methods of making zines that require a stapler or sewing, but this one-page zine is the simplest form of it.

i hope this makes sense, feel free to ask if anything is unclear :]

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Its truly something that Patchouli has been free of the need for any mortal sustenance since birth and yet still manages to have an iron deficiency.

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Gotta love their matching troublemaking outfits.

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