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I broke my pant.

I mean. The only one that "kinda fits" it zipped up with so much help. I almost thought it wouldnt.

But a grl's really gotta learn to forgive.

Yes I messed up. I knew I wasnt strong enough to count calories and not be triggered.

Anyways.

Lets start with the basics

3lt water and no in between meals eating.

Lets do it ❤️

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Grl im so done w myself.

I gained weight like crazy.

Why am I like this?

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I've been resting my foot. But today starts my workout week and its the last of my plan so its gonna be hard af.

M excited! Wish me luck!

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Reminder to self:

Do shit right from the start or dont do it at all.

Bitch I just smooched my fucking fingers with my bar.

The thing feel of the rack right into my feet. Guess who had to do a half-assed work out feeling like their foot was going to explode.

ME.

I dont even think I can make it to work tomorrow.

Jfc im so mad.

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Im not really on the mood to train today.

But i really gotta. I've been feeling so huge, even tho I lost some weight.

I know I said I didnt wanted to make this and ed blog. But sometimes I really wish I can go bacck to being this anrexic gal with the will power of an army.

So anyways... Imma vibe to some ariana grande and get this fat ass moving

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The Twilight Saga: Eclipse (2010) dir. David Slade

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sheyliee on instagram • meriluna x

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alexlysko on instagram • meriluna x

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Zoë Kravitz as Selina Kyle in Liverpool, 12 October 2020

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Oh and I forgot to post this.

Today was weigh in day.

I'm 119.6 kilos

-1.8 kilos 💛

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I seem to have some new followers, thats cool. Hey everyone!

I stopped counting calories because its giving me a major binging problem, but im still counting steps and calories from my workout.

I didnt sync my workout from yesterday so I lost that, but from what I can recall it was something like 536.

Yep. Later at night i'll post the one from today, because its hella hot here rn

#weightloss #bing eating #workout #food log #recovery

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Grl... We aint gonna talk about it.

Final count

2.391 calories.

I fucked up.

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Welp. This didnt went as expected

Icream

Lemon pie

537 calories

What was I saying? I was doing well?

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Lunch:

2 fish croquette (I guess u could call it that????)

Rice (idk how much it was.. I just put 100gr on the app)

1 cup of lettuce

491 calories

Since this, for me is way too much to eat at lunch i'll try to workout a little.

Im meeting with my BF in a while so maybe I could walk back home and then do some yoga or cardio? Idk.

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