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Taking anti-depressant pills?? Seeing a therapist??? Journaling???? No need babe, my fav writer just dropped another x reader fic.

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things haven't been great but i think they will be. eventually 🌻🌼🩷

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this animal

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“For the afflicted ones”

Sometimes, I like to imagine love being this terrible, disgusting, parasitic disease that eats at your flesh and rots your cells, but the feeling is so addictive. It hurts so bad, yet feels delicious, sinful at best. You hate it so much, but each hit, every little worm that digs into your skin just feels so good.

Everyone around you sees how much you’ve changed, they comment on your soggy complexion and how your eyes look duller, but you just can’t stop.

You can’t see it, you choose not to see it.

You lie, you tell them you have a cold, maybe even the flu, you say, “I’m just feeling a little under the weather. Everything’s fine!”, except it’s not.

You scratch at your skin hoping to relieve some of the irritation you feel, your skin rubs raw, blood seeping out, love seeping out. “Were your nails always this sharp?”, the thought passes through you, “they look more like claws…”, you continue to scratch.

God, it’s so gross, it tastes like ripened fruit with a hint of bile, your favorite.

You smell terrible, you smell like you haven’t showered in weeks because the thought of stopping for even a moment to think about anything other than love, kills you. It physically pains you to stop, it burns so bad when you’re in the act, but the idea of quitting when you’ve put so much time and effort into it is too much to bear.

You keep going because, why?

You just can’t help yourself.

#my writing #please #love #i wrote this at 3am #literally

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Adding the word ‘aesthetic’ to all your searches is such a hot girl move

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Me when I hit that Creative high at 1.00 am in the morning and come up with the greatest story ever conceived...

And then... by the time I wake up... I've FORGOTTEN ALL OF IT.

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" Omg you're a writer ! You must be so smart and you probably know a lot of vocabulary ! "

My entire search history : "How to conjugate... " , " synonym for... " , " How to write ç in capital letter " , " word to describe when ... " , " boy/girl's name " , " name of men haircut " , " southern hemisphere season " , " expressions " , ect... ect....