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Yingjing snippet

Jing yuan asks, one day "Don't you find if regretful sometimes, yingxing? That I live a longer life than you?" he plays with the ring on his finger and continues, "Do you sometimes wish to have a life as long as mine so we can be together longer?"

The craftsman pauses all his work and raises an eyebrow at this companion, "A dangerous thought, and not one befitting a lieutenant."

The younger simply laughs, "Perhaps not, but, indulge me?"

"No" he intertwines their fingers together, making their rings clink "Rather, Jing yuan, I wish that you lived a life as short as mine, so you may know what it's like to grow old with the person you love."

"To grow old with the person you love..."

"We just got married a week ago, and you're already thinking about turning me immortal?" he expects Jing yuan to laugh and deny it. Instead he sits closer to yingxing and tucks his head on his shoulder.

"I'd be lying if I said the thought never occurred to me. I wouldn't dare try it, of course." he looks at their intertwined hands and laughs softly, "but is it wrong for me to wish an eternity with you?"

#hsr #Not gonna tag this properly but wow look! I've written something! #Fish writing #Yeah sure #Jingren

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If you wish to go, Do I have the right to ask you to stay? Guess not.

#p5 #Fuck me up #Akechi's face on the thank u for everything panel #Fuck me up!!!!!! #THIS IS AS PRETTY AS IT HURTS #Thank u op

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all too familiar

#mdzs #OW. HEY. RII. #This is so good tho like an old forgotten painting

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jing yuan and yingxing are fighting again!

#hsr #I keep forgetting I drew this

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re-reading my own fic because the author has exactly my taste in tropes, ships the same ships in the right way, and also shares my sense of humour. what a find, what a revelation. i hope they write more of this sort of thing.

#me when i reread my unfinished fics #and then go 'man i hope they update'

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when your best friend is getting married, but not to you.

bonus dan feng's reaction

#nikiki's art #hsr #honkai star rail #jing yuan #yingxing #dan feng #implied xingyue #xingyue #onesided jingren #or is it? :3

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Current mood

#mood

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haunting ghosts, bygone friends

#GODDAMNIT MYA #WAIT WAIT WAIT #PAUSE PAUSE PAUSE #WHY DO U LIKE HURTING ME SO MUCH #I CANT EVEN ANSWER YET #PAUSE.

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haunting ghosts, bygone friends

#nikiki's art #hsr #honkai star rail #jing yuan #yingxing #dan feng #jingliu #baiheng #high cloud quintet #shoutout to mya once again for giving me this phrase

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yingxing

#nikiki's art #hsr #honkai star rail #blade hsr #yingxing #the death of the self #and the rebirth of a monster

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While everyone is going crazy over booping one another- Here is your reminder to spend some time booping these buttons to help the people of Palestine.

It takes little to no time and makes a very real difference to people who are currently going through a literal gen0cide. I even make a game out of it to see how fast I can get all of them (to help with my ADHD brain).

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M writing a fic along with @itsredpaint !! Hope yall enjoy the read peeps ^^

#LESGOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #hsr #fluff after my earlier angst

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you don't get to say sorry

#nikiki's art #hsr #honkai star rail #jing yuan #dan heng #dan feng #im sorry bro #roleswap au :) #in which i renheng'd jingheng #once again sorry #this is supposed to be a joke but for tumblr lets say its not :) #jingheng #jingfeng #I FORGOT

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Tumblr, 1 April 2024

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"fish how many times are u going to remake ur tgcf au" yes

#hsr #nikiki's art #honkai star rail #jingrenheng #probably the last time bc this one actually forms plot in my head #i finished watching s2 this is my final version #probably #jingren still married ghost kings #but i need to SEPARATE THEM BC I CANT FIT 2 PPL IN ONE ROLE #ITS HARD I HAVE NO BRAINCELL #theyre waiting for their gege to complete the marriage #jing yuan #blade hsr #dan feng #dan heng #its. interchangeable i think #fish hsr aus #I FORGOT

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I love my yurify gun sm😔🥺

#hsr #LESBIAN JINGREN SAVE ME LESBIAN JINGREN #Still not over the side boobs #I'm the paparazzi that's taking this Pic of them #I wanna be a little tiny fish inbetween them frfr #OROGHEOGOOEHEOOGORHEOGIIRHEOOG #URGH MUSCLE URGH BOOBS #If I die make this my gravestone #I WANT TO BE IN BLADES PLACE BUT ALSO OROGOROGOOROGOROOGOROGOOEOEORIEOOGOE #LESBIAN JINGREN SAVE ME

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"You are nothing without them. Nothing."

.

There were five, and of all of them, Jing Yuan is the last. The last to remember, the last to fight, the last to—something. But he hasn't gotten here by himself. How does he explain that his existence is owed to the four of them?

He is nothing without them, when they are the ones who nourished him, loved him, cared for him, allowed him to walk forward alongside them.

("That's right.")

There is nothing left of him when he is made up of their love and their smiles, the way they impart the memories to him, how they mourned and adored and made the mistakes they've made, fallen particles of sand as they slip through his fingers.

("Keep going.")

He's left behind, like the fool he is.

Without them, he is nothing. Without them, he is just Jing Yuan. What is Jing Yuan, if there is no High Cloud Quintet?

("You are nothing, that's what.")

((A tear slips down his cheek. He takes no notice of it.))

Nothing but dust. Nothing but the last one standing. Nothing.

Just–

Nothing.

#WHILE UR AT IT LOOK AT THIS TOO #BEAUTIFUL LOVELY WRITING #WILL KILL U INSTANTLY